well.. finally, this post marks the end of my poly life. this blog has been my blog since the start of poly till now, bearing memories, proof that i have changed a whole lot, my happy times and sad, and many pictures to grow old with me.

so now that poly is over, what now? is it really a time of celebration that my school is over? sure, it is time for a new academic chapter in my life, and isnt change scary?

so many fears of moving away, so many new things to adapt to, so much i leave behind. sure, when with my friends, the best people in the world, we all cant wait till our poly is over. but now that it is.. it also means that our friendship might not sustain, especially if everyone has different things to do. it also means that new stresses in life are about to unravel themselves. basically, poly has been the best part of my life, and i dont want to move on from it.

when its all said and done, i guess, we really must change. we cannot stall if we want to succeed. we must aim higher!

on a lighter note, mind my emo entry above, IM GOING TO THAILAND.!

this is pretty much the first time im going to thailand, and also with friends [not under school outings]. dont get me wrong, i love the opportunities that i was given to travel with my school, and they were not strict with curfews and stuff like that.. but this is the first time i can go overseas just because we're COOL! haha!!

okay.. since this post should be like reminiscing in the past.. thank you to SAC for bringing me to Shanghai in pri 3. and to perform for indian dance in secondary school. maybe we should have gone to India though. haha.. and thank you SP for bringing me to Dubai, San Francisco and Los Angeles, Hong Kong. oh wait. i just realised.. sports club had an outing to Genting and it was also cos we're COOL! haha.

i would have so many things to shop for!! on top of the many things my mom and sister has asked me to get, i must shop for the humidity of Singapore as well and in preparation for Melbourne! and since i've never been to thailand, this is going to be an eye opener for me.

anyways, just a little something to make the edges of your lips turn up. i hope =)

mel: so u know, japanese count their cars by 'dai', like ichi dai, ni dai. I wonder what hyundai means?
hiro: isnt hyundai from korea?

lloyd: have you all thought of what to do if we get locked up for 24 hrs in the hotel?
mel: easy! 20 hours make fun of cheng hong.... 

so anyways.. yesterday was entertaining enough.. or not.

my brother sent me to school. and i was busy counting the number of china men in singapore already.. and they were all riding bicycles to work.. o.O seriously, if we're not careful, we're gonna start having a bicycle lane.

had my final of my finals. then we went to ION for lunch! swensens then we split up.. i went to ICA with jas ts and ch. then we went to little india.

mel: 这是我的地板！*gives haughty look*
TS: so this is ur floor?
mel: huh?

after which we split up again and i went to hiro's place but he was working.. so i had to wait for him for about 4 to 5 hours alone..

*me showing off my newly trimmed eyebrows with the O.O look*
mel: chio hor!!!
hiro's mom: mai hiao lah!

so anyways, hiro finally got home and we had some soup thing.. in which i spammed japanese soya sauce. hahah. ehh.. very nice okay. my fear is that australia dont have! cos it can only be found in one supermarket in singapore.. and that supermarket only got 1 in singapore. rawr!

okay.. i shall upload pics and go.. its 4PM.. meeting them at 5 =))

moonlight behind the buildings.. kinda thought it looked like mother mary so i took it.

desmond trying hard to whack the balloon on uncle tan. haha.

kawaii nehh!!! CHECK OUT MY RING!!!!!

my ahpek boyfriend ♥ hahaha!

just thought very cute!

this is a kiwi. not kidding! cute hor!

random wahahhaha.

my pro sketch of tan mf!!! maybe i should change my major to art.....

jasmine's hand.. wahhahaha

my brother's very cutely decorated dish! all the polka dotties!

i like the plate. haha.

a bit paiseh to show off.. but haiya. CUTE ME HOR!

trung ngyuen-ing. lol. that's kenny's phone in the coffee thing btw. lol.

white spot = cheng hong.

that's a tea cup.. and my brother almost dipped his spoon in cos he thought it was his soup. haha.

cheng hong finished his bklaw paper early.. and decided to draw... and got highest in class!!!

even got people hanging themselves.

who says SP people arent creative. this is the new way to advertise.

came home and this bird gave me the WTF? look in my garden!

ok. rest of the pics are randoms from my camera!

cute =))

hiro's hand. cool! those whitewhite lines are screws. hahaha.

japanese lamb chops. okay.. they were marinated by hiro so its japanese.. they are actually from australia/new zealand.. hiro bought them from mediya.. i just cooked them.. should have put something cute in the middle. like my face. wahahhaha!

see so tender my one mouth so ROUND! hahaha

another eating event. salmon belly!

getting really for marination!

mom: "ee look like..."

my brother doing the marinating

i did a little bit of biscuits!

back to salmon bellllayyy!

biscuits with jam and kimchi.. dont ask why got kimchi. LOL. and SONY batteries.. lol?

bellies after grilling

east coast park!

ehh i got lzx eyes!! [eyebag]

a little something for hiro,

missing you already =)
my life started, when i met you. 

hello all!! ask me how i spent my later part of the week!

okay nvm.. haha.

omg i havent blogged in so long i totally forgot how to.. and im so not used to keyboard suddenly o.O

urhh.. i studied.. boo.. psychology has made me psycho. really.

and hiro had MC!! so i went to his place to celebrate. LOL okay.. not really.. poor boy got injection okay. =( heartpain! haha

funny thing happened.. i went over to hiro's on thursday and kissed his shoulder while he was watching tv.. and he was so afraid to turn back cos he had no idea who was behind him. LOL. funny right? funny lah!

so anyways. yesterday was psychology final test.. and got a really bad dizzyness strike after my cup of tea. seriously.. its like.. i dunno.. suddenly smoking a whole packet of drugs? lol. i couldnt even see the paper properly -.-

so anws.. went home with kenny brandon peiwen. welcome peiwen to the tanah merah gang!! woohoo =DD haha.

and ytd night till now.. still got bad tummy ache. im gonna dieeeee~ =( okay.. *slap mouth* now its cny, cannot say this. haha.

and hiro's friends all thought i was his mom o.o wanted to bai nian with me when i was in the car. LOL. zzz!

they call it 'upgrade'. i think cos ytd my dressing super chui.

so anws.. just came back not long ago.. i went to...

*drumroll*

the very exciting,
hip and cool,
full of activities,

tanah merah station~.

lol. to return tsuisan san her hamster cage..

very sad okay.. donut is dying.. ahh..

i just thought of what to get for her bday!

no.. not another hamster.. that was so last year. lol.

im not gonna say here~ im gonna surrrrrpriseee her!!

anws.. anyone know where to buy a beaver in singapore?

okay.. moving on.

my life has been neopetsing. cos now the daily dare challenge is on.

I FINALLY BEAT AAA FOR MEERCA CHASE. wah kao so difficult pls =(

so now im done with all my daily dares for the first 9 days! *jumps*

and i get to use the valentines day theme on neopets cos i sent a Mysterious Valentine Card to a special someone.

not that difficult to guess who's that special someone right?

if you need clues.... a guy. he's a super gamer. used to be super ah beng. now got super guai gf that only lets him play neopets.

haha.

anyways.. i made a romantic... urhh.. chinese essay for hiro!

and im super proud of myself!!!

its on facebook! hahaha. and i typed it out in my phone. thats why got mistakes cos i cannot use multiple windows in a nokia phone to google words out.

月亮不代表我的心，因为我不会象月亮一样 每个月会躲起来。

太阳也不代表我的心，因为我不要每晚都不能看到你。

天空才代表我的心，因为我要真天都在 around 你，无论是好或是怀的情况，你不用找很远，我就在你身边。

宝贝! 我爱你!!!

actually.. i wanted to write "帅哥" at the end.. but nokia doesnt have the word 帅! then i accidently put 衰 cos it was the only shuai i recognised.. then i thought why the predictive text put words like 老 and 弱.. then i think.. ehh.. like wrong leh!

so this proves that my chinese is actually super wonderbar pro desu! wakakaka! nobody nobody but me!

and yea. hiro has pointed out i wrote 坏 wrongly. zzz~

eh.. actually quite romantic hor. LOL. cos i was listening to a luo zhi xiang song.. i cant rmb the title. haha. i think its 不懂我的心. 

so anyways, dear blog.. long time no blog.. very good to have written more than a screen full of words. i shall be back soon!!!

lemme just say

BOLTBOLT I LOVE YOU!

oh ya. i brought bolt to school ytd.. cos my brother was gna send my mom to work, me and a very broken marcus to school. and i know my brother hates to be treated like the driver [no passenger in front] so i brought bolt to put on the front seat and even made him wear seatbelt! so guai hor!

then i went to hiro's, and his mom put some mosquito smoke thing.. now bolt stinks! =( but at least no mosquito will bite bolt!! =D

okay lah. time to shower.. i ran out to tanah station and now i stink. haha.

ciaos!

hellohello! i know i know! i havent been blogging.

and i wont again. =/

but hor.. i just wanna say.. though this is a bit overdue,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

hehe. my lame attempt at acting cute for the new year! ^^v

because my boyfriend regularly visits my blog, but has no posts to read,

i shall tell him,

I LOVE YOU!!! and jiayou at work! boltbolt, pigu, hirokitty, CJ, CJpillow, toshihiro jr and condom all all rooting for you!!

wahahhaa. i love you baby! =))

you can't be careless. because, once you slip, you drop a lot, yet when you excel, it only pulls you up a bit.

eh.. i wanted to blog something bimbotic but now i cant rmb what it is..

urh... okay nvm..

lemme just say.. to people like jas ts&ch joyce...

OH!! I RMB THE BIMBOTIC THING AFTER I THOUGHT OF JOYCE!! hahahaha

oh yes. getting back to that.. im grateful that i always have you guys as my bestest of best friends =D

yes.. coming to the bimbotic stuff. okay, actually its not so much bimbotic as narcissistic..

i think im a super confused child.. even joyce and hiro have briefly mentioned..

that im a tomboyish yet girly girl.

hmmm.

but sometimes.. i think im super tomboyish.. and sometimes i find myself overly girlish its annoying.

haha.

okay lah. i just blogged that cos im bored.

im bored.

hiro's sleeping cos he has work.

oh. shyt. i got BD later. dangz.

in school on a sunday.

bleargh.

im happy i havent returned my sports club key. wahahaha.

my life needs some serious restructuring.

i just realised how fast everything is moving. 1 month from now, i would be mugging for my last paper in poly. and a week after that, i will be in thailand, then taking up AFP, then become 20, then fly off to australia. confirmed.

oh well, that shatters all hope that i can go liverpool.. i really did want to go.. the price difference is marginal, but i guess.. oh i dunno what to guess.. i think liverpool would have been so cool.

and that shatters all hope of getting out of melbourne. dont get me wrong, not that i hate it there, i've been there so often, i've grown to love it. but theres just some factors which would make my education more unbearable. and its so far from singapore.. i know.. liverpool is further, but at least its cool and far. melb is like just far.. perth is nearer.. why not perth?

okay.. i dunno. im just getting confused with the speed at which everything is moving.

next week is the final BD presentation.. for external accessors.
followed by financial planning final test.
then chinese new year, and 2 years for toshihiro and me =)
after that would be psychology final test.
and then ITFD and Treasury papers
ending off with bklaw2.

and thats it. end of poly. 3 years of knowledge, 3 years of friendship, 3 years of a very different environment. its over. o.o that was a very fast 3 years.

then its thailand.. a place i've never been to, and speak a totally foreign language. i mean.. at least when i go to china, i dont understand what they say and i can hardly decipher the words plastered all over.. but, lke at least 2% gets into my brain. oh well. we'll see how it goes. great classmates will guide me along the way. they are so thai-ish.

then AFP... more studying.. o.o should i get a job?

then australia.... omg..

*faints*

Hiro - over seasoned puree of heart. says (12:12 AM):
*i love youuuu
*D
*=D *

MELSWEE LOVES HIRO LAH! says (12:14 AM):
*HOR
*WHO IS D
*huh!!!

Hiro - over seasoned puree of heart. says (12:15 AM):
*thats my mouth

Hiro - over seasoned puree of heart. says (12:15 AM):
*always have problems finding my eyes !!

MELSWEE LOVES HIRO LAH! says (2:08 AM):
**bish*

Hiro - the love of my life, she came back. says (2:10 AM):
*x_
*x_o
*u hit too hard the other eye almost drop off
*hehe

MELSWEE LOVES HIRO LAH! says (2:11 AM):
*oei!
**bishbish*

Hiro - the love of my life, she came back. says (2:11 AM):
*!!!

Hiro - the love of my life, she came back. says (2:12 AM):
*(  _  ) !!! -where did my eyes go!! OMG!

almost one week of no blogging. one very long week of stressssss~!!!

and its ALL-1 over now!!! just left with bklaw! xD

and now.. i've had my caffine and my day is so much better. haha.

and everyone around me is watching some drama series. o.o weirdos!

i need to find something to watch too. needa start bringing my HDD to school!

later dinner with hiroooo~

ohh. party at sherri's on saturday was the best. especially amanda..

amanda: your name is hiro? really? serious?

okay.. and i have pretty hennas now! thanks to cherylanne.. and me.. and hiro! xD

okay. i shall find pics and post them up soon!

i shall get ready for lecture now.!

why woman vs bimbo, no girl? haha.

maybe cos we're all someone's girl. or cos we're forever young at heart [yeah right -.-].

The difference between Man (M) and Boy (B)

M : Know exactly what to do the next 5 years.
B : Do not know what to do the next 5 minutes.

M : Good at making woman feel at ease.
B : Good at making woman feels pleasure.

M : Read John Grisham, play golf, watch CNN.
B : Read Harry Potter, play pool, watch MTV.

M : Before 30 already had a lot of money.
B : Before 30 already had a lot of sin.

M : Balance between salary and earning.
B : Balance between debt and minimum payment.

M : Support woman equality, but still paying for the woman's food bill.
B : Support woman equality by letting the woman take care for her own bill.

M : Has a regular accountant, tailor and doctor.
B : Has a regular salon, cafe and garage.

M : Asking you to talk to his mum when she called him.
B : Pretend that you are not with him when his mum called him.

M : Break up by shaking hand and confess how difficult it is to bridge the difference with the closing statement, "We can still remains friends forever."
B : Break up with running away from home, smokes tons of cigarettes with the closing statement, "Don't invite me to your wedding!"

M : Love woman 10% in the beginning and keep on increasing.
B : Love woman 100% in the beginning and keep on decreasing.

M : Think like a 40 years old adult when he's only 17.
B : Think like a 17 years old kid when he's already 40.

M : Can win conflict using brain.
C : Can only get angry, swears and use force when faced with conflict.

M : Thinks that, "I still don't know enough, I need to learn more."
B : Thinks that, "I'm the best in the world, I can face anyone."

M : Brain is number 1, plus muscles if needed.
B : Muscles is number 1, plus brain if there is any.

M : Ride bicycle for exercise
B : Ride bicycle to woo the ladies.


Woman & bimbo

W : Looks 5 years ahead before getting into a relationship
B : Looks 5 layers deep into a wallet before getting into a relationship

W : Good at making her guy come home after work everyday, not just for the sex
B : Good at making her guy come home after work everyday, only for the sex

W : Reads her guy's mind and understands, plays with the kids, and watches Martha Stewart.
B : Reads tabloid gossips, plays with guy's hearts and minds, watches Paris Hilton.

W : Before 30 already have her after-30 life planned.
B : Before 30 already have her the-next-30-minutes life planned.

W : Balance between salary and earning.
B : Balance between asking daddy for money and asking her guy for money.

W : Supports her guy through thick and thin.
B : Supports her guy through thick, and leaves when the wallet gets thin.

W : Has a regular job, tailor and doctor.
B : Has a regular salon, nightspot and change of boyfriends.

W : Bringing the guy to meet her parents.
B : Bringing her parents to meet the guy for knocking her up.

W : Breaks up by shaking hand and confess how difficult it is to bridge the difference with the closing statement, "We can still remains friends forever."
B : Breaks up by partying the night away in her regular nightspot. Doesn't make a difference to her anyway.

W : Loves a man 100% in the beginning and keeps on increasing.
B : Loves a man in proportion to the thickness of his wallet.

W : Looks like a 30 years old woman when she is 30.
B : Looks like a 40 years old prostitute when she is 15 with makeup enough to create a smoke diversion when slapped.

W : Wins conflicts using reasoning.
B : Wins conflicts using daddy's money as bribes.

W : Thinks that, "I need to work hard for myself and to support my guy in case anything bad happens to either one of us"
B : Thinks that, "I'm like, rich, and like, I've got my daddy to help me everytime."

W : Brains are number 1, and nothing else.
B : Boobs and snitch are number 1, plus daddy's money. Brains do not apply.

W : Rides the bicycle for exercise.
B : Rides guys. 'Nuff said.

nights all. FP is down. only ITFD, psychology, BD, banking law projects to go. and treasury test.

dont we all just feel suicidal? =D