why dotdotdot. sososo. no exclaimation! =(

hmm. blog about my days another time. im SLEEPY ah! and i got flight later. but hor. raining like siao. lol. so i guess cannot fly today~ but since my face so nice, i shall show up at SYFC. LOL. no lah. but NEHNEH I WANNA FLY DE LEH.

SPSSC bbq was FUN! haha. fun enough la. haha. just. COKE IS GOOD. LOL story behind it. =x shant say. cos.. if you wanna know just ask and i might tell. LOL. the people who know are link, jianwei, sam, sherlim. and maybe steven. cos i did tell him.

HAPPY BDAE MATHEW MUMMIE & SANDRA.
mathew mummie. i am really sad that youre angry with me. but hey, have a great holiday in hongkong and a happy birthday. i really do miss you.

ok. lemme blog from.. er. wah. how long i never blog liao sia? *refers to previous entries* WAH. FRIDAY AH. ok! lets go!

oh yea! hiro is now TOSHIHIRO. LOL. long story~

satuday had SYFC~ CAICAICAI all the way! GONG XI FA CAI. LOL. learnt about AERODYNAMICS. starting off was cool. the history.. i thought i knew the history quite well. oh well. guess i was wrong. lol. then the boring part was all the formulas.. which is totally useless right now.. not like i fly now.. calculate what speed etcetc right? and the formula is SUPER LONG lor! LOL. then came stalling. wah STALLING IS SOOO COOL!. I WANNA TRY STALLING ONE DAY. reminds me of the australian roulette's performance during the airshow. WAH I LOVED IT LOR.

then since baby was emoing cos of my dumbdumb decision to blog on friday about dedications. i went over! actually, i always go over. lol. hmm. then.. then.. it's alright. cause toshihiro knows i love him. and him only. =) then we went to esso or smth with his mom.. then she sent me to lavender mrt then i went for the SPSSC bbq!

SPSSC BBQ was a.. sad case. LOL. we have 3 main cliques. so thats a problem. actually more than 3.. for MELSWEE is a clique of her own. lol. i was hanging around everyone ah~ anyways. when i came didnt feel like playing the game.. which i feel very -.-!! so i slacked with sarah idy hsunhao joe huimian nick gary. and we just kept eating and eating and eating. adin was sooo nice! kept making food for us. =) THANKS YOU SEXY BEAST! rawwrr!! lol!

then slacked around with link.. and i was bored and weiyee was in front of me cooking so i covered his eyes and asked him to guess who. haha! then i just kept doing that.. then shingchoon was like "orh hor, you bully pretty boy" then i stopped. cos im freaking scared of shingchoon. LOL. then decided to grab a coke. LOL. then link made a comment that im alrdy so high then still drink coke. LOL. which is true. since the can was cold.. i froze my hands and went around covering everyone's eyes asking them to guess who. HAHA. how dumb but how cute aye?

then. *censored* COKE IS GOOD.

went to the spooky toilet a lot of times!. LOL. first with lina and link. cause poor lina scared. lol. but the toilet so ulu! rawr. haha. then went with jianwei sherwin link weiying. then i told link smth which he was blur about at first. then i clued him in then LOL. HIS FACE TURNED RED. LOL. SUPER FUNNY. then jian overheard then he was like "issit related to the coke thing?" LOL. then link gave the disgusted "YES!" HAHA. thankfully weiying and sherwin were clueless. LOL. then went to the male toilet where sherwin link and jian were peeing. GUYS PEE WEIRD. first time i go guys toilet leh! like so primary school girl hor! LOL. then we hung out outside the toilet at the pool.. cause there were girls playing in the pool and they wanted to watch. then i kept telling jian he at night sleep on the pavement liao. SUMMORE HE WATCH GIRLS IN FRONT OF WEIYING. LOL. secondary school girls only what! LOL. third time was with sarah and gang! i sent them off. but this time we used a different toilet. then we waited for joe to change. he had some function.. WAH HE SUPER SHUAI LEH. LOL. so yep. before they went off i gave sarah a hug. =) then idy joined. lol. then joe and hsun hao wanted. LOL. then gary was like "chi tofu" then i squeezed an imaginary boob in front of hsunhao. then he was like "EH SARAH. SHE'S JUST LIKE YOU LEH" then sarah was like "haha. of course la! my wife leh! i train her" or smth laiddat. LOL.

went back. hmm. jessie interviewed me. "EH MELSWEE YOU GOT BOYFRIEND ALREADY AH?" =/ in front of all the seniors.

then sent link to bedok station. saw AUDREY grandmother. shes not my grandmother la. but i rmb everyone calls her that cause... ANYWAY.

thank you sports club for the bonding session! lol. thank you lina for organising it! i think she was the organiser bah. haha. anyways. thank you sarah and sherlim. for showing so much concern. you babes rock my sports club world. =) and sherlim! one day teach me ur muay thai moves k! LOL. and your bruises look super cool! xD

SO WRONG SO WRONG PIC! this is what you learn in aeromodelling!

bored on the bus after joyce and sherhan left. so i zilianed. and photoshopped in SUPERMOUSE! xD

xD melswee & toshihiro's fingers!

everyone was like "EH UNDER THE LIGHT YOU REALLY LOOK LIKE T-BAG!"

then he went around asking "who is T-BAG?" then more people went "OH YA AH! now that you mentioned it..." LOL. then weiying and amin were like "EH THEN HOW'S YOUR HAND!"

since i dont watch prison break.. i didnt geddit. and i dunno how T-BAG looks like so. i post up all 3 pics i got of him. those who know who is T-BAG can make their own deduction.

sunday! went to SYFC. then studied so much. then OMG NG CT SO CUTE. then. cannot fly. "CAT 1 until 4oclock." so. went to toshihiro's! just to see him =) 4PM HE HAVENT WAKE UP. -.- then i went to tampines for dinner.

the sweetest thing i saw~ made my heart melt. LOL.

TODAY. woke up at 9.30. called my mom she say i got dental at 11! then. i thought.. early leh. so i use comp until 10.30. LOL. then havent shower, brush teeth, change... ya. so. reached my dentist's at 11.30+.

oh! today. i wore a belt. LOL. clara! you know that dumb diet! it's working. NOW ALL MY JEANS/SHORTS, except one pair, CAN FALL OFF WITHOUT ME [or anyone else] UNBUTTONING IT! so this morning i was running up the stairs to get smth from my room.. MY PANTS FELL DOWN MY BUTT. LOL. rawr!

went to walkwalk to find a bus to toshihiro's! but. i walkwalkwalk. WALK UNTIL RAFFLES CITY MRT. LOL. today. lina very cute. she lie down on her back. then like baby laiddat. SO CUTE!!! *melts* then when toshihiro walked me to the busstop. saw his mummie. then she drove me to lavender. lol. "zhao zhi dao wo bu jiao ni!" LOL. then toshihiro scolded me cos i never say "thank you meinu/chiobu" haha. i call my mom lenglui sometimes!

hmm. baby~ take care of your health k! weakling! rawr! it's bad enough you get my illnesses, but to get your own! it's doubly bad! toshihiro is a good boy today. he slept at 9!. alright. i shall be good too. its 11. i shall sleep when my hair dries! 35mins+ of blogging and still wet. cause... i never dry it properly.. or combed it. and. i never turn on fan cause IM FREEZING. LOL. covered in my blanky =)

OH YA. FEATURING SOME SCREENIES =)

4 days since i've blogged! tsk.

tuesday went back to school! had a great time =) not really at first. haha. jessie got super pissed at one point. then we had lunch to relieve stress. hmm. cheered to business block. =) then we brought the meeting to club. then we dancedanced =) to the team! we did do a good job k! we will make FOC FUN! clare. dont cry le! sherwin. dont feel bad! isaac. you dont input rubbish! glenn. relax! =)

then started dancing to LOW by FLO RIDA & T-PAIN. WAH that song STUCK in my head ever since. rawr!

in 7eleven with sherwin's SPASTIC SMILE.

fariz isaac leonard laughing at...

GLENN! OMG! HAHAHA!

sherlim! never ask me to get toilet paper ever again! haha! actually. guys would find this rather normal.!

xD!

ooo i did this on friendster! HOW CUTE!

From:    
MELSWEE
MELSWEE
Date:     Tuesday, 4 March, 2008 12:25 AM
Subject:     clara's . LOL.
Message:    

1. Where is the last place you held
hands?
` toshihiro's mom's car =x

2. If you were drafted into a war,
would you survive?
` yep!

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
` yep!

4. Have you ever drank milk straight
out of the carton?
` nope!

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
` LOL.

6. What is your longest fight with one
of your friends?
` on going~ and.. LOL. nvm

7. Are you a fast typer?
` average! LOL. but faster than most i know!

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
` yep

9. Do you like someone right now?
` i like a lot of people!

10. What ended your last relationship?
` another girl

12. Do you knock on wood?
` *knock* just did!

13. Are you drinking anything right
now?
` nope

14. Do you think you're smart?
` ohh i would like to think so. d-oh!

15. Have you ever eaten a bug?
` maybe?

16. Do you miss someone right now?
` melswee shall play hard to get and say NO!

17. What do you want for Christmas?
` tiffany~~~

18. Do you know the muffin man?
` the muffin man? the muffin man!

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
` nope!

20. Do you remember your 1st crush?
` ooo yea.

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
` yep

22. When was the last time that you
went swimming and where?
` omg. i dont remember leh..

23. Do you consider yourself
successful?
` nope. but lucky!

24. How many people are on your
contact list of your cell phone?
` more than 1!

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
` yea. when i was 9.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
` sports club meeting. toshihiro!

27. What did you do this past weekend?
` go SYFC. sports club bbq. go out with
parents. toshihiro!

28. Miss being at school right now?
` yup. i miss DBF 1B07!

wednesday i flew FIRST WAVE! WAH HEADACHE. LOL. [OHMYGOD. WATCHING FRIENDS NOW. JOEY KISSED THE HOT DANCER GENENE!!]  NG CT ROLL THE PLANE 90deg de! then still pitch. WAH. SUPER SEH. then he still can ask after that.. "do you know where we are now?" rawr! but it was FUN la. haha. pitching is SCARY. its like your own roller coaster ride.. only you control how bumpy you want it to be. hmm. i had fun!

went to toshihiro's after that.. super seh. and since i woke up so early i was moody and yadayada. so poor toshihiro had to carry me up to bed and i KOed. sorry baby! for being so.. i dunno what issit in english or mandrin. only in canto. errr. lao gai. haha. i cant remember if i had dinner at his place a not. LOL. omg i so dont remember that day at all. seems so far away.

so cute! =)

thursday i slacked at toshihiro's. he cabaled. and i left my dancing "toshihiroBUAImel" cabal account dancing in the middle of Desert Scream map. LOL. then he call me and saysaysay! hahas. ordered in macs. went back home and had KFC!

OHHHH i remember my wednesday! clarence came over! jap curry! toshihiro had his natto again~ then clarence was going on about some website about the japanese are crazy. haha. clarence brought ben and jerry's over!!! toshihiro was like "nooooo!" haha! then had sugar rush when we walked out. i think its cos of the air! lol. ANYWAYS. back to my thursday.

had a huge dinner. hmm. FAT AH! then i played cabal. rawr~~~ HEADACHE LIKE SIAO. then when i sleep that time my neck and head was soooo killing me! bleh!

today! went over to toshihiro's! saw akiyoshi go in.. then i didnt dare go in! then called toshihiro! woke him up =x then went to his room to really wake him up. haha. his mom is super cool! she was complaining about the maid. damn funny. haha. and i think im smart. I KNEW GANG QING WAS PIANO! IM SMART!!! sent toshihiro to school!

then went to kallang to wait for aaron for like 45+ mins! BLEH. then we walked to leisure park! had SPICY PASTAMANIA. LOL. it was actually quite nice leh! haha. then i went to SKATE. it was pretty fun! aaron kept falling. MUAHAHA. i feel taller when he falls! haha! next time i wanna go with brandon too! haha! actually i wanna go with melody too! oh ya! bumped into olivia! she and her friends damn cute. keep screaming. LOL. =)

the scariest thing ever! IT OPENS AND CLOSES ITS EYES. AND THE EYELASHES ARE DROPPING OUT!

coolest clouds! like bodyline!

aaron and me!

olivia and i!

haish. i miss those times.. in primary 6! everyday go kallang and skate with melody francesca jessie erbert weiqiang gerlaine and the other chatters, or keith jeremy and their gang.. ah! i miss them! i remember going with deborah kenneth claudio christina vincent gerlaine krystle miranda nigel nicholas din lita/weiny judy paul yirong ivan jacquline juliana marcus grace shuzhen jolene miko sandy.. WAH SO MANY FROM CHAT. and marcus keith jeremy terry ivan louis.. haiish!

then i went to find toshihiro at  bugis~ at that place i camped at last year while doing flag day with florence! haha.

A lvl results have been released! my mom bugged me to get my cousin's results. LOL. nosy! he did very well bah. oh! and i asked shijie too! he did badly! hai! haha. play too much liao la!  then nehneh ask me to intro chiobu to him. LOL. how wrong is that? ah i miss shijie~ one day we shall go out! xDxD

oh i saw the most touching thing ever! AN ENTIRE ENTRY ON GEORGINA'S BLOG. cos of yours truely! took me a week to see it. but at least i did!

Saturday, March 01, 2008 @5:45 PM

I agree with Mel's nick,

Love is a decision, not just a feeling.

okay la. i think i have taken up a lot of time. haha. for those of you who actually read the stuff. haha.

ps i DO NOT LIKE the new photobucket picture modifying thing. rawr! SO LAGGY. nehneh!

anyone got any idea what is this? i walked past it but i didnt know what it was!

HAPPY BDAE SHIJIE!!! :)

today [yesterday. whatever.]. i learnt something =)

at first. [okay wait lemme stop friends cos its the proposal episode!!!] ok. back. at first i was pissed. slept with no goodnight call. woke up to no message or call. so yep. went to syfc. went to toshihiro's. and stoned. just sat next to him for an hour watching disney channel and MTV as he played cabal and totally ignored me for an hour.. i never missed my mom's phone calls so much. thanks to those who messaged me in this one hour though.

on the bus i thought a lot. kept thinking i was right. kept thinking 'what if's. what if december 2005 i had agreed. what if i had never went out on that date in may 2006. what if i werent so rash in august 2006. what if i never went out in april 2007. what if.. and it just went on and on. and i was just angry, angry enough to ignore all the people staring at this girl crying at the back of the bus for 45 mins.

then i came home and this wonderful friend of mine helps me. she helps me realise something. thank you cherlie =) and to think, it was all staring at me all this while. sorta. so yep.. to toshihiro baby, go check your email. im sorry for just now =)

o.o SO LONG HAVENT BLOGGED.

how nice, to be able to wake up to a heart on your arm! lol. slept on it during.. =)

empty cold and lonely bus ride ~

sunday i went tanah merah country club for lunch. it was pouring. so a lot of golfers slacking around. very noisy! rawr! i miss those days i go there like almost everynight. haha. pictures of the place! for i miss it so much!

this is what you get when you pay $6 for 2 plain prata.

this is my favourite toilet in singapore! this is just the vanity room.

and i like the lockers. i usually come here for massage! xD

then went to siglap area for dinner. OMG ITS TRUE. my brother's theory! food by the longkang tastes better!~ had some fish soup or something. REALLY NICE! how often you hear me say fish stuff [esp soup] nice?! WHEE! I LIKE! i wanna go back~

SO COOL LA THE CAR LOL.

a moment of spasticness. for everyone to check out my ass xD

monday had sports club meeting! it was fun. shingchoon is actually nice. BUT HE'S STILL SCARY. LOL. but very funny! haha! had a heated debate over GL selection. rawr! i have decided.. I WANNA BE WITH LINK. LOL. or anyone i know... =p but! they all not GLs. -.- rawr! life is so unfair~~~

then i went to plaza sing to meet toshihiro! he tried to act smart and hide at STARBUCKS. LOL. im PRO. I FOUND YOU. went for stepup2! i think. it was alright. if you are into hiphop. i prefer take the lead. cos that one had the hiphop fused in with salsa and ballroom. so nice! and glam!! and the last dance sends chills down my spine. SUPERDUPERWHOOPERLOOPERNICELAH!

then toshihiro bought this starstar for me! then i took one more cos.. it was cuter. lol. for some entreprenuership blah~ but <3! xD

oh! and i bought.. SWISSROLL CAKE. lol!. sidden craving when i walked passed the bakery shop. xD

xD

melswee and georgy!

toshihiro walking home. look so emo right LOL.

FISHBALLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

tuesday! i was supposed to go to school but.. OVERSLEPT. rawr. so regret not going! look at sherwin's blog! shingchoon was halfnaked behind those sandwich notices and did something like the mocca ad. lol. its some advertising vid. aiya. i go also wont make it into the video. not chio enough! pfft! lol!

then michelle weers jioed me out! i dont think we have ever went out. except in sec 2 we went out with nadia minerva barbara isabelle to take neoprint. haha. i got great memory sia! xD we walked around cityhall area. going to river island made me SO MISS DUBAI! rawr! saw A LOT of things i wanna buy! if i had endless supply of money... hai! haha. i saw something in cotton on i wanted to buy.. BUT. now i cant remember what it was. -.-!

oh! then i bought the nicest thing! a bottle of pink nailpolish from face shop. LOL. jk. ROYCE CHOCS for my family to jiat! my dad likes it! and when my dad is happy, price doesnt matter. LOL. cos he will be too happy to bug about the price. =D ooo my daddy is so cute.

oh i went to toshihiro's for a while. just to disturb him a bit. =) royce chocs are from his hometown! so what! ipoh horfun is from my hometown! xD and silver! i think.

the best shampoo bottle designs ever!

to prove that I AM A RATHER GLAM EATER! also my last picture with that fringe!

michelle proving that she eats more glam than me. tsk.

wednesday! oh ya. that was yesterday!. ok. one tuesday night i went to cut my hair! just the fringe. I THINK IT'S RATHER ADORABLE. xD it makes me happy.! so yep. its a good cut. =) so i wanted to test toshihiro if he noticed the change. HOW WEIRD WAS HIS REPLY. "your hair looks weird.. *frowns*" pfffffffffffffffft.

went to orchard to meet shijie. he waited half an hour for me even though he woke up when i left toshihiro's! but since he woke up late. he treated lunch! actually wanted delifrance.. haha. which was a pity cos we always went to delifrance last time. like every date! and he and melody also always went there. like a place that brings back past memories. from like 4 years ago! wah! i know shijie for 4 years liao! anyways! had swensens. they had some thai offers. i had tomyum bakedrice! actually quite nice leh! throughout the whole lunch shijie was complaining! LOL. hai! haha! then we went across the street for coffeebeanandtealeaf! since it was freezing i had hot chocolate. not afraid that i would puke even though i had flight later cos it was pouring buckets of cats and dogs! MEOW!

cabbed to SYFC. disturbed joyce while she was having her sim. heh heh. and slacked around.. ng ct is really funny! but. scary too. haha. like when he talks about flying he's a totally different person. but he's still funny! and keep saying my surname doesnt do me any justice. cos the weather not swee ! -.-

so. after we got notified that flying was 100% cancelled.. he said some chinese phrase which i totally blanked out to. =x LOL. then.. in the blistering cold.. waited for uncle to drive us out.. lee tc and smth BS were out alrdy and waiting for bus to tampines. so we took 168! and. i think. i talk too much cock. and its not JC-ish. thus them laughing at the jokes but not able to contribute.! lol =x

then my mom waited for me at the station. then we called daddy to drive out to bring us home.. then over the phone my dad was like "oh so two for the price of one issit?" RAWR. LOL.

came home. cabaled. ate dinner. headache. slept. wokeup at 2230. cabaled till 0700 with toshihiro. trying very hard to catch up with aaron's account before he played for the day. i managed to reach my target. =) tired. slept. meant to wait for my bro to finish using the toilet. ended up zzzing till 1000. now gtg get ready for a date with my mom to the hairdresser's to cut the rest of my hair! CUT UNTIL BALD!

just dedicating the entire entry to my dearest toshihiro!

愛 你 多 多 啊 !

martina mcbride - my baby loves me
i think she is sooo pretty! check out her eyes! and its such a cool song. for that era (1993). LOL.

i think it applies for toshihiro and me! HOWEVER! he doesnt think im pretty and smart. i shall quote again, "you look weird... *frowns*" and "why you so gong!"

im sleepy! but. since im sorta like "auto-killing" the mob, i can blog.. slapping the mob.. like doing 3 dmg on archionis.

ANYWAYS. HELLO BLOG. not much to blog about i guess!

thursday went out with my mom to get my hair cut! slightly la. haha. had my favourite food from lucky plaza. then went to school~ got the shirt. w00ts the shirt i design has SPORTS CLUB on the front, it makes my BOOBS NICE! LOL. that was what i was telling the freshies. LOL. funny la! haha!

then stayed there all the way till after the debrief. like 7 to 8 plus.. then sherwin's parents sent me to potong pasir! thanks sherwin! xD

then went to toshihiro's~ and cos toshihiro was hungry, and i had satay craving, his mummie drove us to his grandparent's shop to eat! xDxD happyhappy me! lucky girl hor! haha.

reached home close to midnight. lol. then didnt sleep till about 3..

so next day went for enrollment late again! hai! then.. saw this girl. OMG MY IDOL. she pierced her chest. waahh~ reminds me of zora's wrist. but that was just sick. lol. maybe cos zora used super huge studs.

then i went off to toshihiro's. so damn sleepy.. anyways~ he played a bit of cabal while i watched totally spies! eh i wanna buy their VCD or something. LOL. like very cute leh! haha. then we went to his grandparent's area there again with his mom and had nasi lemak~! then. slacked a bit at his place then met my bro in bugis then home! hai. so malu. i alighted at the busstop, just walk a bit, then my bro would meet me there.. but i.. walked into the mall, walk one big round.. then walked out.. then i looked around.. thinking "that angmoh looks familiar" DUH. cos i went into the mall, then walked out WITH THE SAME ENTRANCE. -.-! haish!

today! went for SYFC. had CAI. mr preetwant was like "maybe next week i'll bring my son along for you guys *points at me with both hands*" LOL. then mass lecture. i think TAN SK is good looking ah! LOL. like maybe in his younger days. then he was like "someone go call NG CT" then i was like "MEMEMEMEMEMEME!!!" then he was like "wah you like see jay chou laiddat" HAHA. then before massbrief nicholas was telling us that CHUA BS told them to watch out for kites. LOL. then when TAN SK ask us why we have to check below the aircraft before we desend, the whole course was like "kites" LOL. we crapped A LOT la. i cant remember. haha! then he warned his student that he better not pull off this kinda nonsense. LOL. [oh not bad, takes only about 4 mins to slap an archionis to death. but usually takes me about 4-5 seconds...]

then! went back home. cos super sleepy.. AND i turn on aircon leh! after so many months of complaining the weather in singapore very cold, i turn on aircon! HOW MAN AH! hor toshihiro? =)) haha! i think slapping archionis is also very man. sorry if i keep talking about it lol. cos my laptop is making A LOT OF ANNOYING SOUNDS.

SO. thats my day. my bro and i were thinking of going somewhere our parents wont go for dinner tonight. cos their in ipoh! rawr! I WANNA GO IPOH. good food. =( and my cute/goodlooking cousins are there! oo. i just realised, my cousins in my dad's side of the family are all extremely goodlooking! and my mo-.. SO ANYWAYS.

after i finish this quest IMMA SLEEP. chao alls!

watching casper. dont like to blog with toshihiro's keyboard. so im not gonna. just a summary of what i did...

sunday i felt SUPERSUPERSUPER POOR.

monday i went to school. rawr at link and sherwin. next time i hit your balls you all dont CRY! rawr! hahaha.

today i flew secondwave. which is cool cos i flew first sortie during first wave, second sorite during second wave... this means.. SYFC has to increase the number of waves if i wanna get to sortie 5 and beyond. lol. xD

jiaxin is such a.. HAI. I LOVE YOU JIAXIN. I MISS YOU AH. lets catch up!

no pics cos no cable. lol.

toshihiro is level 80 in cabal. rawr. no life ah! * says "ahhh!" and gets an eclispe candy xDxD*

im cold and lonely!

and sad.!.

i dunno why. but like very cold today...

omg its late. but i cant sleep. nevermind..

i'll just be cold.

today i've learnt how i cope with a situation. you know how we read articles about how different people deal with situations, like some people binge, some starve, some kill themselves... =x more about this when i blog about my day =) which reminds me, i have like 6 days to blog about.

which brings me to the topic of blogging. some use it to pen down their interests, thoughts, frustrations, etc. as anne frank had put it, "paper has more patience than people". some, like me, blog about their everyday life, either cos they are sentimental or for others to live vicariously through them. for me, im the latter, though sometimes i do have a mixture [like this entry for instance].

i feel blogging, or writing in a diary, is much healthier than scarring the body. but thats just what i feel for now. for my body, every scar, body piercing, imprint has a story, whether or not meaningful, there is a story. but that was me years ago. though i feel that blogging can only relieve so much of the hurt and pain one can experience. which is why people then eat a lot or little, or drink, or do whatever stupid stuff they might or might not live to regret later in life.

on a much lighter note, lets blog!

saturday night, 15th march 2008, my bro and i walked to simpang bedok area. thank goodness we walked. we ate like.. anyone calls me anything i dont wanna be called, watch out! you know who you are!!!

SYFC people only have ipods!

nice clear blue sky

this was the cloudiest i saw

the place my bro and i went for dinner!

for 2.

most decorated toilet i've ever seen LOL.

the scary thing? i was wearing a shirt that said "333 im only half evil"

sunday, 16th march 2008, i went to my bro's friend's new apartment. super funny clowns. lol. he bought a dyson vacuum before anything else, cause "it looks so cool! dont you think so? *holds it up for his mom to see*" and we drank bottled water cause it "saves electricity what!" LOL.

then we had 4 cars racing down the road to keppel club! wooooots! I LOVE THAT PLACE. i just asked my mummie to bring me there next week! the main dishes werent bad! its just kopitiam food in mini portions for country club prices. I LIKE! xD haha! but then.. DESSERT! OMG. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD LOVE DURIANS SO MUCH. OMG. IT WAS PERFECT. like YUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMM. and this is coming from a person who doesnt eat much of durians. BUT SUPERSUPERSUPERYUM!! i liked the durian pancake or something. the durian was warm.. =)) i like! the durian puffs were cold but OOZING WITH DURIAN. OMG. *drooooooooooools*

then my bro's friends sent me to habourfront then they told me about my bro's secrets. LOL. muahahaha! i feel powerful. so today i just reminded my bro, "eh! your friends trying to hook you up with a banker leh!" LOL.

went over to toshihiro's. i was cold in the train so i asked him to bring a jacket out for me. and instead of carrying it out for me, he wore it out -.-! LOL. hai! see what happens when youre too lazy! you pespire excessively. but for me =)

then i went to changi prison's next door with my bro and his friends again. some cafe. i cant remember the name. but it was damn nice! i had the goulash! SO BLOODY MEATY! lol! and my bro's friend kept trying to get me to drink cos he wanted to open a bottle of wine instead of just a glass. lol. then he and his gf went to play pool.. and the the other couple was falling asleep.. and my bro and i were watching tv.. also close to falling asleep. ok. maybe not me cos i slept at toshihiro's. haha.

you can see SP from the apartment!

that's just 1/3 the balcony...

the most troublesome-to-wear jappish outfit i've seen so far.

and you wonder how people pull out coins from the ear? thats a thai worker with a dollar coin in his ear. so now.. any dollar coin in your wallet could be... EW!

monday, 17th march 2008. went to school for enrollment! supposed to go for lunch with adin for pasta! but we never! hai! so. i still have my craving for pasta, plus my craving for udon. hai!

met my TWIN. OMGOMGOMG I SO COULDNT WAIT TO BLOG ABOUT HER. SHERLYN. w00ts. SHES JUST LIKE ME. ONLY SCARIER!!! LOL. we were saying our club got a lot of shuai ge.. she say she look at girl!! LOL. then i was like "eh! LIKE ME!" then she held her arm out, then i hooked arms with her and we laughed! and shes SO SUPER HYPER LA. like WORSE THAN ME PLEASE. LOL. is that even possible! then she signed up.. and then!! she was like "baby! im going liao!" AWW!! WAH SUPER HYPER MOMENT! wheeeeeeeeeeee I SO HOPE GLENN WILL LET HER IN.

which reminds me. WHAT THE FUCK IS GLENN'S PROBLEM. he doesnt want SHERLYN. he pissed off practically everybody on the commitee, especially the girls. RAWR YOU.

went to the lanshop that used to be e-games. lol. no idea what is it called now. first waited for link's bus.. saw alyssa come out.. and she was like "you two dating ah!" -.- ANYWAYS. then alyssa just bitched about glenn the whole ride to redhill. ok i'll admit i bitched also. but alyssa is a CHIJ girl. her bitching more pro. =x LOL. [true what!] so when its all said and done... WE LOVE YOU LEONARD LAI! xD

then since i didnt tell toshihiro i was gonna be there.. i paid extra attention to the people i walked past. haha. then i saw this guy.. in shirt.. smoking! WAH TURN OFF LEH. anyway. then i smsed him. haha. then i jay walked for him! HAIYO. CAN DIE LEH. love me a not baby? =)

MY FATFATFAT THIGHS! sigh!

ooo doesnt sherwin seem happy! =p! LOL. jk!

link and me with sherwin's specs! LOL.

really nice evening sky.

tuesday, 18 march 2008. had flight! but i forgot my pink pass. so i rushed home and daddy drove me to seletar. my dad's punishment? NO AIRCON IN THE CAR. =( so. had exhaust fumes blown in my face all the way!!! =((

then i learnt something today. DO NOT STICK YOUR HAND OUT THE WINDOW DURING FLIGHT. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS RAINING. -.-!!!!!!!!! rawr! NGCT super cute la! we were flying at this devil shaped cloud. so during debrief, he drew a devil. LOL.

went to toshihiro's xDxD was grumpy. but toshihiro waited for me to eat lunch! so sweet! =))

ah lina!

wednesday, 19 march 2008. i shall just quote from the song im listening to now, "some things in life are bad, they can really make you mad, other things just make you swear and curse" cos. i cant remember much from that day. except toshihiro rushing up the stairs to take part in a guild war... oh. and that a pact was decided today. but toshihiro doesnt remember it.

thursday, 20 march 2008. the pact started today. so anyways. i came home starving. i finished up the noodles my mom brought back, which was oily and fried. i usually dont like it. dont judge me =( and my bro bought some duck from whampoa. kinda nice! and my childhood friend karina's mom came back from australia. she got me easter chocs! =DD

so cute! hai!

how cool! the phenomenon i mean..

ah he looks so cute..!

xP

EASTER IS HERE!!!

friday, 21 march 2008. today is a sad day. 1975 years ago [according to the bible, i think. cos jesus died at 33 right? or was it the guy eaten by the whale? i cant really remember.. but something like that.] went to suntec! ate a hell lot at tony roma's. ooo i soo miss that place!!!

CABALSEA. LOL. i look so no life right? BUT I SWEAR I DIDNT GO SUNTEC FOR THEM!

all these people.. arent they supposed to be in church or something..!

that's the most expensive salad i've had. even the one at morton's was only 15 bucks. but that was 15 bucks of lettuce. this is 17 bucks of various veggies and really nice chicken! but i miss sophia's in australia where the portion is twice the size, but half the price!

my bro and i were a bit too adventurous and stuffed ourselves.. as usual! but at least we finished everything! even though we ordered 4 dishes, but my parents were full! xD

in the beginning of this year, i lost a lot of weight. maybe because i was half anorexic, maybe because i was happy, in a very long time, i was finally genuinely happy. but recently i've been eating whenever i saw / thought / heard of food. maybe cause i feel i can be myself, or i have been upset recently. maybe its both, or maybe its just coincidence.

but i've been a good girl. i havent drank. i have alcohol for the times when im down, and i havent touched it yet. maybe cos im afraid to. but oh well.. not like anyone cares why i am afraid anyway.

its currently 11.39PM.. theres no point in crying. i know last week i cried and went to SYFC with small eyes on satuday. i dont want that again.

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i talked to jiewei. no surprise that i did. and it has made me even more insecure.. maybe its just one guy's perception. but then i tried talking to someone new, sherwin! besides making me even more insecure than i already am, he lectured a very DUH line. but i didnt realise it at first. now its too late.

i feel so shunned. so unwanted. just like a piece of rubbish you toss away.
i feel like i cant speak up. muffled. like keeping silent is what i should do.
as my blog layout states..
one line can change a story, so sometimes let the line just be unsaid

okay! chopchop entry! cos i got to go to SYFC soon! but im still early. so..

saturday 22nd, had SYFC. went to toshihiro's. hmm.. pact broke. but we are reinstating it! whee!

sunday 23rd, went out with my parents to tampines. had the prawn thingamajigs that i toshihiro ordered the other time. yummish xD

monday 24th, went to toshihiro's in the morning to wake him up. went for breakfast with his mummie. had dental. my braces are PINK! went to school for briefing. had lunch with link. cheered a bit then went to ECP and mei&meimei&meimeimei surprised me with a cake xD thanks babes! and i taught them a bit of skating. was too shagged to do anything else for the day. so didnt go 85 =(

tuesday 25th, flight cancelled. went for briefing. went home with lina zul weiyee. toshihiro cooked very soft instant noodles for me cos my teeth painpain. xD went to kenny's bdae party and comtemplated the idea of lesbianism with jiamin. LOL. since guys only want CABAL. rawr!

wednesday 26th, toshihiro's day =) went cine for semipro. averyveryvery-.-showrawr. haha. toshihiro gave me a rose! whee! and i gave him a box of stuff to read -.- sound so scary right! haha. i think its rather sweet =p

thursday 27th, sent the matsuis off. went for camp. camp is fun! jean is damn pretty. sylvia is very easy to talk to. but i think i hang out most with sam. haha. dinner was at clementi. walked back to dover =s nightwalk was fun. talked about SYFC and scary stuff and dunno what rubbish. junjie partnered sylvia. i was with sam. and he didnt let me sleep at the end! rawr!

friday 28th, watergames! tribalgames were fun xD cleaning up was fun too. slacked with link for pool games. nice to just crap with him. haha. and when he saw samuel he was like "cokes good" which was funny cos nick offered him coke. =x OMG THAT SOUNDED WRONG. hahahaha! final destination was fun. forfeits all the way. whee! went home at 11ish. link was such a gentleman to call and check i went home safely. awww!!

ok. SYFC HERE I COME!

how cool! after you read this entry.. check out the time. its like 31/3 1:13:01 how cool! haha

anyways. lets blog. hmm. I MISS TOSHIHIRO. i havent been able to say that all this time. cos too tired. but i keep talking about him i think my friends are sick of it. LOL.

i shall add pictures! manymanypics! then i'll whine about my toshihiroless weekend. haha.

dewitt's student completed solo. poor samuel had to prepare his water. haha.

joyce's specs!

lalala. just decided to take that.

big A-HOLE car!

THE SURPRISE CAKE MEIMEIMEIMEIMEIMEI GOT FOR ME!

thanks babes =)

my baby with his blonde bed partner. HMPH

BIONIC EYE LINA!

FLYING LINA!

LASEREYELINA!

mummie got me cakes to try! haha.

on a letter for him =)

teehee.!

meiguihua!

SKIES.

link and i on our way home. TRIPLETS!

saturday 29th march, went for SYFC. wanted to go orchard to meet the other GLs. but since junjie and sam already went home, i felt like not going. then went home with serene and nicholas. nicholas had a sudden leg spasm cos of his rockclimbing training and stepped on some guy on the train. poor guy. haha. bought a van houton hazelnut chocolate bar.. OMG. i love chocolate. *weighs self* hai. i've gained weight.

then! went to PUTIAN for dinner. a place i reallyreally like. the only place i'll eat a lot of the fish and bittergourd and not complain at all! cool hor! OHOHOH! then!!! TOSHIHIRO CALLED ME!!!!!!!!!!! xDD making me a happier girl for the rest of the night! then went to suntec to gaigai a bit. then home! didnt sleep until 4+ cos CLARENCE NEVER TELL ME SO LATE LIAO!. muahahaha. YOUDIEYOUDIEYOUDIEYOUDIE! toshihiro is gonna scold you until youdieyoudieyoudieyoudie!

putian has mirrors! i love mirrors!

bittergourd slices xD

cute doggie

sunday 30th march, woke up at 10.. supposed to meet my SYFC friends at 10 at pasir ris =/ LOL. serene woke me up. haha. so victor jason serene and i went around escape theme park!

one of the fun games was the inverter. victor was scared i think. cos he started revising the vital actions before take off. LOL. then we joined in. so lame! i remember saying "captains brief. emergency on runway abort takeoff. engine failure after take off carry out EFATO actions. any emergency during flight refer to FRC." hao no life leh!

another fun game was GO KART!!! wah it was super hiong! haha! at least i didnt get stuck. and my main challenge was VICTOR! rawr you!!! haha! but fun la. serene and jason always got stuck. haha!

when it rained we went to the haunted house again. cos at first we wanted to go. but serene didnt dare. LOL. so the guys went and i accompanied her outside. then we decided to go.. and this guy scared us. LOL. then SP de leh! then ya. anyway. kinda cool guy from EEE. year 3.5. haha. then victor bastard.. walk in front of us.. then he know serene scared he hid behind the corner and scared her. HAHA. super funny. LOL.

went to wildwildwet to look around. OMG! I WANNA GO WILDWILDWET! but we didnt play there cos we werent in swim wear. WHO WANNA GO WILDWILDWET WITH ME?!?! xDxD besides! singtel mobile users gets 30% off the entry fee!!! xDxD all you need is one singtel user! and! IM A SINGTEL USER! offer till may 2008!

went for pirateship. OMFGSOEFFINGSCARY. the guys sat facing the girls. then they were laughing at my face -.- then i was like "NG CT!!!!" and serene was like "DE WITT!" -.- and then she can still keep talking and i was clenching my teeth. and victor and jason still laugh at me! pffft!

then we went home!! hmm! serene and victor wanna go sky diving. I WANNA GO SKY DIVING TOO. but toshihiro dont allow.... butbutbut... rawr!

went home. KOed on the couch. pirate ship = bad headache. i had yogurt with an apple. big mistake. TOO MUCH APPLE NOT ENOUGH YOGURT! so i gave daddy my apple and mummy gave him yogurt too. ooo I LOVE YOGURT! xD

went CSC for dinner. saw terence! the SP oldold terence! =x anyways! i had the CEASAR SALAD. omg! i've never been so full from salad alone in my life!

anyways! then i went to the optemerist! really funny! cos he told me i dont blink fully! and i got slow blink rate! rawr! then i say blinking very TIRING. then i said "very waste energy leh!". haha i think it was funny! then he checked my eyes and said something flew into them. then i asked "why always fly into my left eye. issit cos my left eye is bigger?" then i opened my eyes beegbeeg. haha. then i said my eye redred like his shirt. =x cos his shirt got a pic of an eyeball with veins. lol. whee.!

victor serene melswee jason =)

thats my bdae!

fillingfilling salad!

ok. WHINE TIME. i think im so pathetic! less than a week apart from toshihiro and im hardly surviving. hmm. and i havent been doing anything sweet for him. so i think i shall drop him an email!

krystal made this. how sweet! =)

SPORTS CLUB GLs!
leon weiyee junjie kenneth fariz haowei half-of-amin sam sarah nicholas jingsheng
maureen joan clare lina delene melswee alvina jean alyssa

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~ *melts*