- I REALLY WANT THIS! =p
TODAY toshihiro slept like a PIG.
okok. lemme rant about my tuesday. then i move on to today k. =D
tuesday i had FLIGHT. STALLWARNINGS WENT OFF LIKE ... teet teeettt teeeett teeet teet teeet. then NG CT looked at me and pulled the control collum and sorta screamed. -.-!! haha. then during debrief he saw the board say "TAN Y WAS HERE" then he wrote "who said you can write here!!!!!!! #@!?" LOL.
went to school with adriel. went to find aunty rilvia =p. and we walked her in circles. haha. then adriel went to join sports club! wheee!
then had lesson. my lecturer was like "oh melissa's here, so her plane did land safely" -.-! haha! mr mika was taking a lot of photos. and learning from sam, always pose! ^^v
then had break. then had MA1. which was .....then went to club to slack. dumb sam and glenn saluted me when i walked past in my SYFC shirt. -.- LOL.
hmm.. had pocky. i think im addicted to that lah. lol. i lovelovelove pocky! especially when we play pocky game! haha!
then had meeting... wah the meeting so bloody long. but SUPERFUNNY. really laugh until 6pac+tears. LOL. then leon was damn funny. he was saying in the end by linkin park lyrics as part of his convo. damn funny. so he just kept going. it was DAMN good! cos he can remember the whole song lah! damn cute. and he gave that innocent look. LOL. and we made fun of fariz's brows. we are gonna use them to paint club. LOL. and ryan's out of the blue jokes are kinda mean at times but always super funny. hahah. wheee!
then had instant noodles. how sad. so poorthing hor. see main comm.. work so hard.. eat so lan food. then went home with steven sherlim reza. and had a proper dinner =)
today was cute. went to school in a dress which made me look pregnant. haha! COS IM SLIMMER THAN JIAXIN K. =P. mostly slacked in club after that. and went to booth. played pocky game with 3 boxes of pocky and 1 bag of scoops! damn fun!!! the freshie girls are GREAT! xD haha! mostly played with sherwin and sam. haha. cos they were sitting next to me. =)
went off with sherwin cos he was tired. went to hiro's instead of going out with brandon. sorry dude.. anyways. went to cine. watched HAROLD AND KUMAR!!!!!! DAMN FUNNY LAH! and this is a show to watch with your bf. make sure he dont see all the nude scenes. LOL. and toshihiro looked at me when the bottomless guy came out of the water. LOL. so its like making sure of each other.. that we dont.. eh.. i dunno lah. HAHA. the people sitting in the front kept applauding throughout the show. and a standing ovation at the end. -.- er. i doubt they can see/hear you? weird haha.
then toshihiro sent me home. =) and i was soooo sleepy i almost slept. haha.
today i met a lot of people i knew! and toshihiro met none! extreme opposite of the normal! i saw mostly sports club lah. i saw syy charsiew sheryl from SAC. hilda from DBF/japclass. adin haowei "socute" some other guy from SPSSC. but only adin saw me. haha. saw some girl in kinokuniya but i dont know where i saw her before. maybe camper. but dont look like leh. LOL. nvm. im better than sherwin. LOL. he everyone i wave to ask if they camper a not. LOL.
thank you baby. you made me very happy =)
cause you bothered.
to walk to wisma and my home.
even when you didnt feel too well.
xD
im supersuper sleepy and drowsy now. so. CHAO YALL! xD its 0231~!
btw! LINCOLN LOOKS LIKE HAROLD minus a bit of weight
so jiaxin and i were talking and we decided to do this top friends thing. then as i thought of the people i wanted to put up i realised.. i dont have many veryveryveryvery close friends that i tell every goddammed thing to. hai! and i realised why! i spend time knowing the masses on the surface, and not bothering to go deeper. and when problems arise i have very little people to turn to. but this shows im strong! *does a macho pose* haha! wah. looking at jiaxin's top list in her blog, i realise jiaxin and i are extreme opposites. haha!
TOP GIRLFRIEND
Sia Jia Xin! =)
TOP GUYFRIEND
Lincoln 'Chandler' Koh Thong Chye! =P
TOP COUNSELLOR
Wong Jie Wei marmie =)
TOP BOYFRIEND ONE AND ONLY BOYFRIEND FOREVER!
Matsui Toshihiro!!!
as of 1st May 2008.
haha as jiaxin states, dont get offended if your name is not there. only 3 people's names are!
something SHERWIN sorta made me do! LOL. cos he put me under "beloved friends". so touched! *tears*
alvina's bday party! oh. lemme wish people first.. for 1st may,
HAPPY BDAY HUITING
2nd may,
HAPPY BDAY FRANCESCA WAY
HAPPY BDAY ALVINA GOH & ELMER
HAPPY BDAY NG LIMING
how cool right. alvina and elmer got the same bday. haha. how sweet. haha.
ok. blog about my day. RWPS was zzzzzz! but miss ann morais is hot. LOL. =x. i think my fridays are cool. 3 lessons. and i hang out with 4 classes. RWPS is with 2A03 and 1A06 next door. haha. GEMs is with GEMs mates. and FA lecture is with last year 1A07 =))
ok. after RWPS went to FC3 andhad lunch with weiyee lincoln haowei leonard clare. then went back to club to slack a while then link and i went for GEMs. whee! GEMs is actually fun lor.. if your lecturer doesnt take the full 2 hours! rawr!
then went back to club and walked to SB with sherlim and jean. sat in lecture with sarah! omg! i miss her so much. like so long never talk to her liao lor. HAI. haha. did a bitty bit of catching up =) everyone is happy.
hmm then went to club with sherlim nicholas alvina clare. talking about blogs. then they say my blog everyday got toshi toshi hiro hiro. =( HAHA!
slacked a lot in club. hmm. mostly with the juniors. they are soo cute! haha. slacked with huiting watching the soccer training while talking to hiro on the phone. then bought some ost wheat milk which was disgusting but delene told me its nice with cereal. haha. then slacked with idy, still talking on the phone. then idy decided to go back to club and talked hiro into letting me go off. haha. then we went to stadium to watch the hocky training. disturb kyte. but then.. suddenly i heard a "HEY!" and a "MELSWEE!" and then i saw joycelyn pointing going "EH YOU!" then i was like "SIA LA! WHY EVERYONE KNOW ME!" haha. turns out there was ricky, fatt, joycelyn and kyte that i knew. haha.
then we slacked. then idy and i went to bball court to see skatesclub. then went to club. rushed to meet delene and maureen and gang. so sorry!!! i walk slow =(( haha. then junmin and junjie were like suaning me. sorta. telling me i slow all that. rawrr! haha! sorry lahh!!
then talked to charissa about indian jewelery! cos tsuisan just bought TONS of indian bangles from little india. =D. then talked to junjie. hmm. i just realised he's really a very nice guy.
then met charline. she also into wearing those bangles! whee! i so wish i was back in indian dance. i miss them so much. HAII.
then went for the BBQ! i hung around mostly delene. and omg shes a very good FOOD IC. haha! cos she helped me scoop up curry! haha. i think im super CMI. hai!!
then went to check out the bballers. wah they very pro leh! our very own bballers played with each and every one of their teams, one after another. whee! not bad lor! then shingchoon is omg! he throw ball no sound de leh! like jaychou in kungfu dunk. swoop in de! WAHH NICE. haha.
then went back with all of them when link sherwin glenn they all arrived. the shopping gang and soccer gang lah. then they got food and i took pictures! A LOT OF PICTURES! very fun! =)
then went off to lot 1 with link. thats where everything got out of hand =x. link bought absolut and 7up. then..
OMG. EWWWWWWW I JUST WATCHED THE 2 GIRLS 1 CUP VID. OMFG ITS DISGUSTING. despite all the warnings from lincoln and the disgusted face sam showed me.. i went to wiki it and OMFG EWWWWWW. LINCOLN IS A TRUE FRIEND. AND DAMN I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED! LOL. so. if you havent watched it, DONT. here's the link to the video anyway. cos i know some of you would wanna watch it. LOL. BUT DONT SAY I NEVER WARN YOU HOR.
ok. back to topic. LOL. where was i. oh ya. then went back to the bbq pit and took moremore pictures! then went to slack with leonard fariz leon alex. then went playground and drank a little bit with them + adin and fattah.
then i got a little bit woosy. and got a great scolding from hiro. =( sherlim brought back food. haha. that i remember. oh! and i stepped on a cat. =x and.. i remember crying and on the floor. and i remember adli was sorta keeping an eye on me. aww. who knew the mat rep was so responsible-ish. haha! then link walked me out to flag a cab. and then i was home. WAH LAO 30 bucks FARE. LOL. haiyo.
my dad didnt care. my mom laughed. my bro was most worried. LOL. how mismatched. but yep. i woke up at 3 and smsed hiro and he called me and i got the worst headache ever. then i got a scolding. then i went to sleep..
just called hiro not long ago. and he hasnt called back. in like 2 hours. i dunno what to feel.
its gonna be 5th may soon... and as it might not be an important date, but it will be, should everything work out. i feel like i was never as important. for you will never know the significance of this day if i dont tell you. im scared. and all i need now is just for you to show that you really do love me and can forgive me.
on a lighter note, i just got a few songs added into my itunes. and omg! i lovelovelove them! here's the list. cos they are really nice!!
just when i needed you most - randy vanwarmer [omg i lovelove this song!]
ilike the way you move - bodyrockers
you don't know me - armand van helden feat duane harden
when the children cry - white lion
sway - bic runga [took forever to find this song, and it was worth it!]
try - nelly furtado
home and dry - pet shop boys
eternity - robbie williams
baby, i love your way - big mountain
karma chameleon - culture club
come on eileen - dexy's midnight runners
nothing's gonna change my love for you - glenn medeiros
i wanna be sedated - the ramones
take your mama out - scissor sisters
together in electric dreams - the human league
fallen - lauren wood
same old lang syne - fan fogelberg
believe again - delta goodrem
dreams - the cranberries
dakota - sterophonics
stars - simply red
you gotta be - des'ree
walk on - u2
she exclaimed to me "you waited for him until 4? why you so stupid!" but i sighed and let it go. please show me that you're really worth it. cos right now im just confused.
i just finished blogging my previous post. LOL. i blog very slow hor.
anyways. i just got a call from sherlim and alvina to check that i was alright. thanks babes =) thanks really a lot. for caring so much last night. for calling me when i reached home. and even calling me now to make sure im alright. =) thank you so much. =)
lincoln, thank you so much for being such a great friend. walking me to the gate and making me snap back into focus. for even trying to make me stop drinking. haha. try harder next time. =p and thanks for checking i was alright in the morning. =)
jiewei marmie, thank you for trying so hard. im sorry that i always make you feel so sucky. but now its already like that. and i just wanna say, as an insider, i also feel that way.
there is so much more i wanna say to other people. but screw it. not here. not now.
hey all! not much to blog i guess..
went to school with my mom. =) reached pretty early. then went to club cos poor lincoln was bored to death there. lol. then he wrote smth on the board for me. aww. it's 5th may 2008. then he crashed my lecture! how cool. to have my two best friends next to me. and sarah was next to lincoln. triple happiness! =)
hmm. then slacked at library for one of the breaks. doing ECM. then the next break we decided to sit at the study area. then decided to move place.. and so happen the only available table was with the rest of our class! how qiao hor. then.. it was also next to the table sam and his friends were at! how cool! haha. then sam stole my ECM book when i went to do project with jasmine at another table. haha. rawr!!
then had FA. i think FA is super funny lah. a few weeks ago our lecturer told us about being an auditor. and she said "hot pussy" no less than 10 times. LOL. imagine your lecturer going "hot pussy" for a good 20 mintues. LOL. and she keeps saying she doesnt act cute, she is actually cute. LOL. how cute wor! haha.
today's FA was funny. she asked if she should continue and obviously we were like "noooooo" then after that, whatever she said we just said "noooo" LOL. so she was like "should i continue?" "nooooo" "continue lah. if not friday i got to repeat leh" "nooooo" "ok lah. then this friday cannot skip my lectu-" "noooooooo" haha! a lot lah. it went on for a good 3 mintues. damn funny. then she was like "you all wanna go off?" "nooo-YEEESSSSS!!!" haha! hao cute wor.
then i went off with jiaxin desmond luchuan zhiguang jasmine huiyan. damn funny lah. they kept making fun of jasmine's height. haha. then desmond damn evil lah! on the train he was like "eh the ceiling got a lot of dirt" then he said "jasmine cant see it right? need a telescope?" LOL. then they kept saying they look straight got nothing in front of them. LOL. then desmond say he can see the end of the train. LOL. i also could lor! then he was like "cos you got nothing in front of you blocking you" LOL. poor jasmine! haha! then we saw the next carriage got this guy damn tall lah. haha. then jiaxin couldnt see him. MUAHAHA. cos cos.. im tall! whee! haha.
went to hiro's. fell asleep. sorta overslept. then woke up had dinner and went out with his mom for prata. i just want to say, "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"
over the years i've realised i really love attention. like on my bdae parties. like during camp when i had so much attention leading cheers with the other GLs and commandants. whenever anyone gives you their undivided attention. or at least just some attention. today i've been covered by the invisibility cloak. and i realised i really hate that feeling. and of all people who threw it at me, its you, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. again we argue over her.
i know im not prettier. im not cuter. nor smarter. im not better in any way. so would it be better if i just left? its not cause i want to leave, but the way you just erased me out, i really felt my heart sink, and ache beyond its threshold, for this is not the first time.
today was supposed to be a happy day. even the sports club calendar puts "special day". but for the past weekend we've been far from even neutral. this weekend you have hurt me too much. and instead of making me feel better this afternoon, you just made things even worse by not caring much that i came over to your place. and then just making me invisible when she called.
maybe you think im unreasonable. but put yourself in my shoes. what if one day a guy you're jealous of calls, and i did that? and the only reason i give you is cause "i didn't know what to say." and it has happened before
"is he so embarrassed by ur presence that he can't even tell ppl ur around?"
so am i really that disgusting and unworthy of recognition?
if yes then say so.
then you can find someone you can always proudly show off.
then i wont ever cry in public over this again.
i just cant help but to feel jealous. i mean, wouldnt you feel this way too?
just add in "and mel" would have made me 100 times happier. and none of this would have happened.
thursday 8/5/08 1726
heya all! hai! see.. im such a poor thing.!!! im blogging on notepad! you know why! hai! cos right.. searix change server or something. then laiddat lor. CHANGE HOW LONG LIAO. like 3 days leh!! hai! then! i keep wanting to blog. but cant. at first on tuesday, my internet a bit sot. no idea why at first. then wednesday morning my bro was like "internet down right? this blew last night. *holds up some black adapter like thing*" HOW COOL. lol. scary but cool. haha.
ooo! erbert just smsed me! how cool! so long no see/talk to him liao leh! haha. he saw some girl on the MRT who looks like me. rawr! why people keep seeing this girl that looks like me and i've never seen her! what if shes like a long lost twin! or has a nice cool name which sounds/looks like MELSWEE. haha!
anyways. lets blog about my days! cos i want to. =p hmm! i think i stopped at monday ya? i cant refer cos my blog is down! *glares at lisheng and jiewei marmie* rrawr! anyways. i woke up at 7ish. my mom was like "wake up! you have to pick ur friends up from the MRT" and i was like "mmmmmmppphhh~" lol! like just stuck to my bed. haha. then when terence messaged that tanah merah was awfully busy, i rushed down. haha. then waited for jiaxin. then we went to BAKE! wheeee!
we baked 3 batches in 2 hours. PRO HOR. we baked like easily 150 cookies. lol. jiaxin took about 40plus.. me 40ish.. terence like 30plus. then we brought about 30 plus to school for the class, but georgina ate all! LOL. cos it was just that good! hahaha! then there were a few burnt trays. *points to terence* i swear terence is getting more guniang as each day passes. its scary. lucky toshihiro dunno him lor. SURE KENNA PUNCHED DE. LOL.
so anyways. then we rushed to school.. 15 mins late for CRM. haha. then georgina just kept eating the cookies. haha! i cant remember much. MA1 was @_@ as usual. then i went to toshihiro's to pass his mommy cookies! and she was like "its mothers' day meh?" LOL. with all the publicity this day gets, you'd think everyone knew. lucky she didnt expect anything then. makes me look good xD haha!
toshihiro says his mommy say im stubborn. IM NOT STUBBORN!! *stamps feet on ground!* xD
then we went to gyukaku! whee! i felt so bad lor! go to celebrate his bro coming back, and i go and eat.. and his bro felt too sick to eat. lol. so paiseh! but hor. OMG DAMN NICE LAH! rrrrawr!!!! but hor. not healthy. haha. BUT OMG I LOVE IT. but but but. i forgot to take the "wagyu" flag they put on the beef. =(( so sad. =((((( haii! nevermind. next time!!
wednesday i had school... then wanted to go to little india. hai. but didnt. ended up in SPGG. saw brandon and ruicheng play pool. wah they are good lor! rawr! then played POP'N'MUSIC in the arcade LOL. highest score leh LOL. and i was like failing. haha! but fun lah! 40 cents only -.- but hor. i got the machine to play at home for free. haha. i shall go train then go SPGG again to show off! whee! then jasmine and kenny were spamming the House of the Dead machine. i watch halfway went off liao. too gory lor!
i signed up to be SPGG member! hmm. 5 bucks a month. and i get to go NUSGG and NPGG! not bad leh. NP got chiobus. =p
then i went to SAA to find SPSSC people. then. after a lot of checking of identity and blahblah.. IM OFFICIALLY IN MAIN COMM! along with the others =))
hmm. then i went to buy 2 ties for ricky! he's graduating on lincoln's bdae! 29 may! wah! it seems like only ytd i knew him.. in dubai. haha. haii. i miss dubai!!!
then.. i went to novena and had lunch with ricky! yep. omg burger king is filling! and novena got so much shopping! i wanna go there with mummie one day! maybe on mothers' day!
anyways. i got my paycheck from california fitness! whee~! we walked a bit at novena. wah! got this shop.. super cute lor. use some mould thingy to make stuff. like food.. like icecream and cake and photoframes and all. like omg damn nice lah! i wanna make! but i no skill. haha. rawr!! nice lahh!! and its foamy to the touch. haha! so cute hor! rawr! I WANT.. haiii..
ok. after link got his yami yogurt and we got our paychecks we went off! i went off with ricky. i went to hiro's. yep!
todayi was supposed to airport at 430 to send ricky off but i forgot!! so sad!! hai. nvm! he's coming back! i shall pick him up then!
aye. i dont feel like blogging. i shall blog again soon!
ok! now im just posting up this entry! i got 2 pieces of good news! lemme bold it!
I CAN TRANSFER PEEKTURES AGAIN!!!! and,
SEARIX IS UP AGAIN!
haha. exciting hor! oh ya. i think im going back to zopix. lol. not yet. but i think soon. any strong protests please email sysop_alt3rn4tiv3@hotmail.com =)
aye. ok. back to my thursday. i dont remember much from thursday. hmm. i remember i was in club going "i dunwan to be a steven!!!" haha. cos i wanted to go home but none of the east siders wanted to go home. so i complained to steven. haha. oh well. i went home alone in the end. rawr!
yesterday i went to airport at 6. to send aaron off. he's going off for 6 months! 6 months leh!!!! that means november then can see him! wahh! haha. then i went off with his parents. how weird. and his mom was going about how when the circle line is up, it'll be easier for me to go hougang. =s er.. LOL. rrriiiiggghhttt. LOL.
then went to school. hmm.. RWPS was challenging. GEMs was cool. FA was enlightening. ooh! oh! tell you about just before gems. hahahahaha DAMN FUNNY LAH.
jianwei steven leonard have the same gems, and link and i have the same gems. and we're on the same block, same level. just a class away.. so while on our way to gems jian was going on about how he went to my blog and went to watch the 2 girls 1 cup video which i specifically wrote a disclaimer in caps to not watch! LOL. and he was going on about how he watched the first part and saw 2 girls killing boobs and how he thought "oh this is gonna be good". LOL hahahahah. ok. then leonard knew about it. link introed it to me. then steven was clueless. so they explained to him. LOL. damn funny lah!! hahaha. i think i havent laughed that hard in the whole year lah. damn funny! haha. then we went to 5th level.. then walk past all the classes. then i found it weird i didnt see anyone i recognised. then steven jian and leonard also found it weird they didnt recognise their class. LOL. we were on the wrong level!!! LOL. see lah! laugh and talk about 2 girls 1 cup until go wrong level. LOL. funny lah! and in class i just kept thinking about it. LOL. rrrawwrr! funny lah!
ok. after gems went to club. then went to class. then went back to club. slacked a bit with meiyi. then decided to go off with tiffo clarissa and evelyn. =)
today! i slept at 2230 on thursday. maybe cos i didnt have an afternoon nap in so long. and i woke up at 4am to go airport. haha. aaron better be grateful. wherever he is. ah he better take care! i think i'll get seasick being in the ocean for 6 months. haha.
and i woke up at 1300 today. =x WAH. so long since i slept until laiddat. i miss that. haha. hai. and my phone is a bit cocked up. hai. i received messages at 6 plus. from mathew mummie. he sent it around 1 plus. rawr. my phone is cmi-ing. rawr. mathew mummie is finally talking to me again!! whee! xD i think only cos its mothers' day lor. lol. oh wells. its good to be back on talking terms with another someone =)
then went to SYFC. screwed up slightly on sim. HAI. oh well. nvm. then slacked in the cubicles with link. and then we hitched a ride out from preetwant singh! HOW COOL! he's a scary driver. i was like squashing the tiny aunty next to me. LOL. haha. and his music is those screamo type. first thing i said to link was "i feel like im in adin's car" haha. and he was like "yea they're pretty much alike" haha.
then i went off to tampines and got a present for krystal! whee! and got myself sweets. to satisfy that dumb sweet tooth craving! haha.
rushed home and changed and my parents drove me out to bedok road. LOL. its just the road outside my estate area. lol. then i crossed the road and xiuyun and des picked me up and we went to stratford court to celebrate krystal's bday! slacked with jasmine mummie. wanting daddie. xiuyun meimeimei. and des meimei! =) and went home early. yep! and sober! *sees link raising eyebrows* haha! home early cos jasmine and her bf had to rush off. yep. haha.
oh! i realised.. i suddenly got a lot of cuts on me. very weird leh. and kinda freaky. i dont remember scratching myself against anything leh.. *frowns* and one of them is really big and painful. and i got a baluku! rawr! and i dunno where it's from!
ooo! and today! i set my hand on fire. my brother taught me how before. so i decided to try it at krystal's party. whee! SO COOL LAH!. lol! and des was sooo freaked out. LOL. damn funny lah! actually, i also freaked out.. i was frantically waving my hand around. LOL. into des meimei's face. poor thing. LOL!
and i got the best notice!! MY BLOG IS UP! hahaha! wheee!
ok. i shall link a window to A LOT of pictures later. =) when im getting ready for bed.
you're really my everything. i miss you.
so late liao!! you know.. i wanted to post up all pictures before i slept.. only to find out i cant connect via ftp. rawr!!! make me stay up until so late!! rawrrawr! nvm. haha.
happy mothers' day yall!
especially to:
my mom
christina mummie
yirong mummie
sheryl mama
zonia mummie
mathew mummie
adrian mama
jiewei marmie
peggie so sweet leh! she wished me happy mothers' day! even though i wasnt her grp leader! so sweet hor! haha. muacks you! xD
oh. i think recently there have been a lot of reunions for me. and most recently, chatters! erbert, mathew and dinesh! how cool! haha.
ok. dead tired. night all! =))
yesyes! the pictures are finally up!!! whee! i've never been happier =)
here are all the pictures in this period of time.
and i have selected 30 of my favourite to post up in the entry. it's posting up pictures withdrawal! so humor me =p whee!! and they are clickables!
oo. then at the end i'm featuring a veryveryveryvery nice song that i so feel right now. sway by bic runga. i thought was angmoh leh. but shes got malaysian blood. oh well. the lyrics are meaningful. some of you might have heard it from american pie. heh.
hp and their reflective laptops are love!! xD
kyte melswee sili on the way to loof after lollipop =)
^^v @ loof
sili looks extremely comfortable!
thank you sam for carrying our bags! =)
the best partners in the world! =p
sam mels samuel!
xD!!
=D!
i think my hands look like a witch's... =/
awful photographer, but great aimer. lol!
jumpjumpjump!!
at vivo balcony.
the oldies. haha!
the pretty partners. and me! xD!
link sam mel samuel nick xD
go amin!!!
ishak and steven!
zhiguang's cap!
xD jiaxin is love!
leon the detective
dress day! tsuisan and melswee =)
sports club booth! ^^v
sherwin's phone =p!
imissyou
bleeding tongue! how cool hor!
midget melswee. giant huimian. normal hsunhao. haha!
gosh i look awful drunk =x i hereby swear, i shall never drink too much and take pictures ever again!
heart cookie. =)
studying and drinking water! such a different me!
Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true
CHORUS:
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon
CHORUS TWICE
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true
CHORUS TWICE
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
heyo all!! xDxD LETS BLOG!! omgomg! so long since i've blogged! i have no valid reason. except that, today is the first time this week im eating at home!!! yep. so this means i've been going out and coming home late and too shagged to blog. haha. =x
lets start with mothers' day!! my mothers' day was all about my mummie xD!! i went to novena with mummie! cos i told her got a lot of nice clothes. lol. in the end she bought $5 stuff for herself.. and close to $100 on me. =x a very cute dress, and white pumps. yummy. haha. you know, stuff that toshihiro will never appreciate. so i shall wear for other guys to see! hmph! muahahah! i wear mascara he say me leh! "why recently you like to put this kinda stuff on your face" =( i like being girlish once in a while!
anyways. had dim sum with mummie. wheee! i wanna go back to novena! the shopping is so different from tampines mall. cos i always go tm. haha. until sian. which reminds me. today i went to tm. haha. ok. about that later.
then my bro came home from malacca! and my bro and i wanted to eat this restaurant near our place.. very near my sec school actually. just a longkang away. eh.. i realised.. a lot of schools are near longkangs. =/ hmmm....
my bro was sick! and he got sicker as the week progressed. and now he sounds horrible! anyways. we went to Miss U Cafe! the place my bro and i walked past and decided to try, and ended up spending $66.66. for 2 people! and while i was wearing a shirt about evil. *shivers* lol! the food there is purely sinful!!! rawr! haha. and we had the pizza with 4 cheeses topping! whee! hehe. fatfat family. and i saw STACEY STEPDAUGHTER!! she was with her family. so cute lah she. haha.
monday.. my bro got mc! no fair. haha. weaklings like him get more holidays than strong people like me! anyways. i cant really remember much about my monday.. urrrhhh.. okay. i really dont rmb anything from monday. haha. OH WAIT. i didnt go home for dinner... OOOHHHH I REMEMBER!!!!
i remember i went to toshihiro's. cos i rushed to farrer park to meet my uncle and aunt for dinner, but reservations were at 7. and i reached there at 6. so i went to baby's =) and slacked and freaked out when lina bled on the floor. urgh. there should be tampons for dogs. or at least underwear and pads. *shudders* haha. then rushed down to putian!! xD i wasnt the latest. my cousin was. muahaha.
the last time i saw my cousin, my brother was still in university.. and he came over for chinese new year.. and he sat back facing the front door.. and EVERYONE thought my bro came back from australia. lol. then when they saw his face, they were uncertain whether it was my bro a not. cos my bro and him really look alike!!! apart from the fact that my cousin has better features and skin. haha. we totally lost contact with this cousin of mine. we see the rest of his family every year in australia though. they are a really good looking family. all 4 children are damn pretty. the hongkong type of pretty. sharp features, on a chinese. wah damn swee lah. but their surname is shee. haha. but omg they are damn good looking!!! *predicts that toshihiro will roll his eyes* muahaha.
hmm. then the old people i.e. my parents and my aunt and uncle went to someone's house. my veryvery ill bro, cousin and i went off first. not knowing where lavender mrt was, we walked to bugis instead. haha. but it was a good walk. cos we ate A LOT. haha. like during the dinner.. damn funny. my cousin was scraping huge chunks of fish and everything that was left of the fish.. then he put on my bro's plate. LOL. then my bro took about 3/4 of the remaining oyster omelette and put it on my cousin's rice. LOL. cartoon lah!
went home! happy and fed. and toshihiro didnt have dinner. HA! woah. seems like i remember my monday quite well aye. xD
tuesday was... OH! THE DAY I DECIDED TO WEAR HEELS!! haha! not heels, but wedges. it was an AWFUL experience. cos.. i couldnt take pics with georgina while standing straight. =p! HAHA. thank goodness my blog entries are so wordy no one bothers to read them. LOL. or else georgina will poke my waist until i got hole in my stomach. haha.
hmm. went to toshihiro's to wake him up.. what a procrastinator he is! i told him i wanted the bed to be empty when i got back from the kitchen.. he threw his pillows, bolster, comforter off the bed and laid on his stomach covering his face. LOL. and when i went in he was like "im not here im not here im not here im not here" LOL. hai. the man i love, ladies and gentlemen. haha.
then rushed to school! was slightly late for ECM. met lloyd at the mrt and we rushed down together. thanks for the last minute enlightment on MA! xD haha.
oh ya! then had MA (macro economics analysis) test! i suddenly love it! LOL. cos i got 100!! wheee!!! haha. only cos it was like emath. substitution. -.- but mostly luck lah. cos careless = die. =s
went to club.. slacked a while. waiting for xtacy people to go movie with me and sam. RAWR all those who fly our aeroplane/kite. haiii! haha. went to cathay to watch what happens in vagas. oo its cheaper on weekends! 6bucks only leh!! *hinthint baby* then went for chick rice at selegie! so long never eat white chick rice!!! miss it manymany! then had tauhwey behind the chick rice stall. OMG. IT TASTES LIKE THE IPOH ONE I LOVE SO MUCH. only that this one bloody sweet. and ipoh one is smoother. but ITS BETTER THAN MOST IN SG. so OMG!!!!!! i wanna buy home for mummie. and i had butterfly! so long never eat butterfly!!!
watched what happens in vegas.. walked to orchard.. then walked to bugis.. then bought really nice chocolate! then went home! wheee!!! xDxD
wednesday CRM was a waste of time. but got closer to some of my classmates =) then slacked with tsuisan georgina and terence until 12ish then did a bit of ECM. went to library to find lincoln and went for GEMs together.
i think im really cute! hahahahahaha. zikua. but hor. i got proof. xD during CRM, our group was the first to present our mock survey. then when it ended i asked for sticker!! but mr [smth] was like "i wanted to get for you all, but i thought you all to old for that already" then i was pouting. =/ haha! OH YA. terence made these GODLY chocolate truffles! AHH NICEEE AHH!!!!! i want the recipie.. if it werent so FATTENING. and he made this cake for his mom for mothers' day. which is also SUPER NICE LAH! rawrawrawrawr!!! ok. back to topic. then during GEMs, our group was SO SMART. we can tell american english pronounciation from british! then i asked for sticker, but miss [smthelse] didnt wanna give. then i begged her for "starstar" but she still dunwan to give!!! rawr! then i asked for sweets!! haha. and she was like "later lah!" then link was like "why is she humouring you?!" haha. then i whine at her summore and she showed us 5 tubes of TOLBERONE. RAWR WHEEE!!!! xDxDxD each of us got one!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! chocolate makes me happy!
went for SMART interview. WAH not easy leh! 15 mins to prepare for a presentation. woah! then chiong lor. haha. but it was fun. get to make new friends! i finally know who abbas and forgel are.. during lectures their names always kena called out de. LOL. not cos they noisy lah.. maybe because of that lah. haha. cos they give cocky answers. haha. but funny what! OH YA. on monday FA lecture forgel saved the day by removing the spider from the OHP. [yes, my lecturer still uses OHP. haha! but only her. aiya. she cute lah.] damn funny lah. and she was like "my hero" haha!
went club. nothing to do. went to somewhere you all wont ever guess de! LOL. ya right. as sherlim said.. "your blog ah! every entry toshi toshi toshi hiro hiro hiro." =x LOL. i got doggie blood on my foot. eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww. haha! had a bit too much MSG in dinner. went home feeling veryvery ____.
OH YA. I ALMOST GOT KILLED LOR. actually, this week quite a few times. once was crossing the road with sam and he dunno how to stop me when got car. LOL. so i screamed as i walked. LOL. ok. anyways. if it werent for my QUICK WIT. i would have been DEAD or in COMA now. cos right.. walked to bball court with hiro.. then got BALL FLY IN FRONT OF ME LEH!!! then!!! i one hand holding ezlink.. one supporting my bag.. then my dearest HERO in front parking his bike!!!!! never watch out i dont get KILLED ON THE BBALL COURT!!!! omg!! but hor!! im smart! so hor. i wait for the ball to hit the fence then i quickquick walk.. then the ball coming back after hitting the fence.. and cos of my wonderful QUICK WIT, i didnt get hit that time either! whee! IMMA SMART.
quick wit people.!
hehe. i just wanna say, thank you baby, for playing along with all my childishness today. i know you didnt really like it. haha. but hor! IM STILL A TEENAGER! lemme have my fun k? xD happy anniversary =))
oh ya! i got the SAME anniversary as idy! happy anniversary to her and her dearest too!
today! since we're on the topic of anniversaries... happy anniversary sarah and shrek! oh and happy belated anniversary jiaxin and chon! and happy belated anniversary georgina. LOL. dot. haha.
today was FATTENING. i ate CHARSIEWPAO and advertised it to my whole class. ITS REALLY NICE!!! I LIKE CHARSIEWPAO!!! xD then.. i ate a papaya slice, and an apple. then after FA, jiaxin georgina terence and i went to FC5 for PIZZA HUT. omgomgomg!!!!!!! fat ah. haii.
went to library while waiting for the food. got a jacket from link. cos it was friggin cold the whole day lah. who knew, after i got the jacket, the temperature started to soar. murphy knew. -.-
then went for BFI. OMG!! I THINK DAVID TAN IS LIKE SUPER FUNNY LAH! hahahahahaha. whole day cracking the.. nicest jokes about BFI related stuff. =x LOL. today's hilight...
David Tan: america has their own rice, their own potato, their own cows! and their own...? most importantly...?
Kenny: BUSH
LOL. OMG. DAMN FUNNY LAH. summore kenny said it so confidently. LOL. oh. and benjamin today also damn cute.
En Tong: wo yao gen jeraine zuo!
Me: wo ye yao gen jeraine zuo!!!
Benjamin: wo yao gen melissa zuo!
Jun Hao: zuo she me!!
Benjamin: zuo xia lah!
hahahaha. ok. maybe you all wont find it funny. but you should have heard benjamin's voice when he said that. DAMN CUTE LAH!!! rawr!!!!!!!!! BENJAMIN IS SO CUTE !!!!
rushed to SYFC. sortie 6! supposed judgement day! feedback? checks and procedure VERY SCREWED. but i can fly!!!!!! wheeeeeee! so... i was given a second chance! to prove myself in sortie 7! weets! more checks though. but nevermind. lets see how everything goes. if it was meant to be, it will happen aye? =)
went to TM and bought those socks that jasmine was telling me about! wheee! actually wanted to get bags. oh well! i got sockiees! xDxD
then i bought sweettalk and old chang kee for mummie. =))))))) so happy i go spend so much money. rawr! broke liao lah! sam called and talked to me woah! haha! cos i told him ngct remembers him. oh ja! haha. "kenna chopped already right?" LOL. =x
dinner at home! for the first time this week! and omg! cos i told mummie i was going home for dinner, all 6 dishes were my fave!! ok. not fave. but NICE. nice fish. edible veggies [and i ate quite a bit of it leh! on my own free will!]. steamed salted egg!! xD chicken and potato!!!! xD charsiew!!!! and chicken rice!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! so spoilt. haha. and cos i was STARVING after flight, i FINSIHED EVERYTHING!! except the veggies and fish. and i left a bit of the egg. cos the yolk was just staring at me. =x haha. then i had my bubbletea and my old chang kee curry puff! and i gave mummie her fishballballs. =)
ah.. its 2AM already!! i got RWPS to start off later. HAI. nevermind! its a FRIDAY! fridays are good days. =) oh ya. i forgot. the mellow part of my entry coming up after this commercial break! =p haha.
haha. ok. just gonna feature a particular someone's blog. theres irony in quoting from her blog, cause she quoted me, but i feel like showing off that particular post. then im gonna feature a nice song sam introed to me =) more like, asked me to get for him, but its nice leh. =) cant find their music video. so its just a still picture.
Mel ever told me that she watched a series. there is this guy whom went out with many girls but they didn't work out. The girl that he started with in the first place is the one who went back to his side at last.
And i believe in fate. If she is meant to be yours, she would be.
and when she told me that, i cannot help but thinking that they may be the ones that are more suitable for each other. eventually, they may work out if they have that chance.
Sometimes, we are just someone who is a passerby of another's life.
Maybe, i am just another girl without any impact in his life.
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
today melswee ish veryveryvery moody. yep.
melswee's best female babe jiaxin was sick and skipped RWPS. melswee misses her many. melswee wants to tell her, please take care! you are so weak! must be strong k babe! xD
went to RWPS. halfway through i lost all concentration. no mood to do any thinking of questions. but i was still in the mood for correcting english =)
after that. melswee had no mood to eat. so melswee went to club and did summore RWPS. then melswee finished her RWPS. so guai hor.
then melswee accompanied alvina. and melswee drank chocolate milk. melswee misses drinking milk. =)
then melswee went back to club. waited for the other biz people to go to club. melswee then went back to biz block with alvina alex sherlim jean and nicolette. melswee finished a whole tube of mentos during FA lecture.
melswee then went home with lianbei jiaxin and jasmine. melswee rushed to the toilet with lianbei. melswee saw people on the train. melswee saw jasmine's house on the train ;) haha. inside joke. melswee wasnt feeling too well and didnt even go TM with jiaxin and jasmine.
melswee went home at 5pm today! then melswee used the comp and watched gossip girls! OMGOMGOMG!! rawr. then melswee's brother came home and had dinner with melswee.
then melswee went back to her gossip girls. then just at the part where serena was gonna tell her huge secret, melswee's bro came to her room and asked her to go out.
melswee went to opposite TP. melswee bought $123 worth of stuff. $70 for georgina. haha. melswee expects georgina to pay back lah. dont worry. im not out of my mind.
then melswee was on the way back to the car with her brother and saw yeong yih! melswee feels famous cos today in school she waved at a lot of people.. but even outside another poly, she recognises people! whee!
then melswee painted her nails blue.
melswee is going to sleep. cos i think melswee is a bit not alright. melswee is feeling veryvery off.
melswee feels like shouting.
FUUUUCCKKKK~~~~!!!!
damn! melswee is damn moody lah! and no one is here to comfort her. hai.
melswee shall feature pictures from today's RWPS.
its actually only georgina and melswee.
georgina and melswee.
georgina and melswee again.
georgina and melswee.
gina's in love. haii. so sweet.
melswee didnt wear much to school today.
finally more class people. georgina~
melswee says bye!
hurhur. im no longer the self-proclaimed best boyfriend! lynette agrees with me. w00ts i shall be the charming dude who makes rows of girls swoon over me. HAHA!
im not gonna blog about my earlier days in this post. in fact, im only gonna blog from my 5PM onwards of today.
TODAY i was really a veryvery stupid girl. thank you everyone who was there to scold/support me. haha! after project with tengteng kenny and weichong i wanted to go over to hiro's but something told me not to. and paralyzed me.. so i went to tampines.. WALKED ON THE HIGHWAY HOME!! whee! exactly 55 mins to walk from the bustop before tampines stadium to my doorstep~! why walk home you might ask? i wanted to see how long it took for hiro to call me back. needless to say he didnt. until now, in fact.
anyways. went home. damn shagged. really sleepy...... already 7PM. damn hungry.. but no mood to eat. so. at 8 i decided to leave the house and find hiro at lan.. walked into EVERY lan shop around parklane. gosh i've never felt like such an idiot. got guys just stared at me. and this guy went up from his comp cos he thought i wanted to lan or smth. then i was like "uhhhhh its alright. im just looking for someone but i dont hear him." LOL. right.
so after that.. after making no less than 2 trips to each lanshop to scan, arond 9.30PM i went to hiro's to get my shirt and a nice surprise! lina is damn overly hyper! hmm. then i went home around 1015ish. yep! reached home like 1040ish.
hmm. i think imma kill myself or something.! xD or get ready for a hangover tmr. haha! peace yall! ^^v
when im upset, i know i can count on my dearest friends to be there. thank you all. =) dedications to them later.
"and when the third month comes i'll hold melswee's hand for the very last time" i think im rather freaky. the quoted line above was what i dreamt hiro said to me. and i woke up shocked and scared. maybe thats why we were meant to forget our dreams, cos if you believe, they will come true.
anyways. i was just telling myself a few days ago that i tend to bump into people i know when my outings are most impromptu. quite true. i listed out a few examples for lincoln to hear and not only was he shocked, but me thinking of them kinda freaked me out. and last night was the most ultimate example ever. oh well. time to move on from my freakiness before i have no friends. haha!
thank you all who were there for me. mostly to clarence grace lincoln lynette jiaxin lisheng sam kenny eujin. teehee. blessed i am with the greatest support one could find at 2AM. =) thanks a lot you all =)
so, i have never been so popular before. having so many blog entries with dedications to me. muahaha. got at least 4 lor! i feel so loved! as i read jiaxin's dedication to me, i dont think i ever cried so much reading a single entry before. thanks dearest jiaxin! =) i love you too!!
so lemme blog about my weekend! on saturday i went to SYFC. studied a lot! hoho. got a lecture from mr hai. omg i think he's a damn good life coach. if there's one thing useful in life you learn from SYFC, its from mr hai. haha. reached club around 11ish. studied and played and crapped and waited for nicholas to finish his sim then we went back together. was watching jason ang do his sim. omg! sim 8 looks tough!!! rawr! maybe i'll never reach sim 8. but sometimes i wish i would.
then i went to bedok camp opposite's food court with my bro and we ate A LOT. haha. western food, pisang goreng, summore other gorengs, and crispy roti john with cheese! lol! damn nice lah. but we were walking at the slowest pace ever home. haha! then my bro watched 27 dresses with me! hehe. that guy is cyclops!! *faints*
sunday my bro and i went to opposite TP to eat breakkie! whee~ then went back home and at night we decided to go to Shokudo at raffles. its kinda like the japanese version of marche. we ate around $65.68 worth of food. damn! we didnt beat our record of $66.66 at Miss U cafe! haha. then we walked around city link for a while and headed home. rawr! when parents arent home, children get fat!!! haha!
monday i went to hiro's in the morning.. had lunch then had project at macs! macro econs is so difficult lah! rawr! the group didnt really do much. cos there is a lot to do! haha! and its reallyreally difficult!!! bleh! then i went home and the rest can be referred to from the previous post.
today~! i went to school and jiaxin was such a nehneh! she pok my head. LOL. nehmind! i pokked her back. then i went on to pok tsuisan's head as well. haha! ecm ended at 1.30 for my group. but went to do RWPS in the library. dumb us went for MA1 when ambrose didnt even turn up. haha. im not complaining. =) he's scary!
i know what i fear. jiaxin ever told me about how she shouted "dear!" and almost cried when she woke up and didnt see her bf by her side. i felt that as compared to other girls im rather independant. i actually am, hearing how the other girls describe their relationships. maybe you all are right, there is someone better suited for me. but for now, i fear being lonely.
the biggest lie you told me was "i'll never let you go". but unlike you, im stupid and stubborn enough to keep that promise.
EVERYTHING IS LEAVING ME. am i really that bad?
melswee is too upset to go to school. thus me skipping CRM today.
yesterday i thought everything was fine. i only lost the only person i have given almost my all, and every inch of myself to. im moving on.. one day.
then i realised i lost my 4GB thumbdrive!! and my laptop crashed on me! accounts is not working for me! all my subjects are stressing me out like fuck lah. wraklfjlwjlajwe3rljwq;jkdlmfa
i was just trying to look for my thumbdrive before i went to school. i think its the aftershock of stress from accounts and losing so many things that i actually broke down in front of my mom. just cos of a 2 inch metal device.
mummie tried to cheer me up by talking to me.. even gave me money.. not for a new thumbdrive, but for nothing. hai.
im getting emotional. but i really feel the need to cry. but i dont want to.
check out the time man! its like 4+ only lahs. and yes! im home!! haha. how i wish i could go "honey, im home~" haha. sounds so wonderful. =)
life has been good. after my drama this morning, something about me felt so lonely and i just needed a hug. oh well. i didnt get a hug today, but at least i told myself, i should get out of the house. where to i didnt know, but i just did! and im glad i did. at payalebar i told myself i should go to school. haha. but! i didnt bring my CRM book.. cos i didnt feel like studying. oh well!!
then i was early! even though i slacked so much! how cool hor. anyways. then i decided to go to the library! then some guy was practically breathing down my neck. lol. and i was trying to look around the area i was yesterday and the day before for my thumbdrive.. dont have. so i decided to try asking the librarian. nothing to lose ya?
so i did. SHE GOT MY THUMBDRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE SUCH A LUCKY GIRL!!!! really! lady luck [i have no idea who she is, but i've heard that phrase before] is so nice to me!! =)) so. i decided to chain my thumbdrive to my keychain.. COS my keychain only has 1 key. =( in case you dont know, im not allowed a house key. pfft! but!!! i got club locker key! haha. so now. the club locker key shant be lonely!! =)))!! xD! smiles!
lemme finish up the rest of my today!! xD aye~ FA was difficult. FA IS SUCH A NEHNEH SUBJECT!!! T_T! but hor.. when you get it, it is like this breath of fresh air... that you feel like punching!!! haha! then lunch.. bought a tee for my bro-in-law and one for myself!! xD
then jiaxin commented on my sian mein penguin shirt. haha. its just this black shirt with a sian looking penguin on it. ah. then i told her the significance of penguins. =) whats so special? they are hairy! HAHAHA! like sherwin! ok. nvm. inside joke. haha! no lah. penguins, once they find a mate, they mate for life. how sweet right? =)
then BFI! i think mr tan is damn nice lah. rawr. he let me do the class survey rubbish during his lesson. thats damn nice lah. haha. then i had to feedback on our PTN. haha! then brandon was like "handsome!" and mr tan said "youre not seriously gonna write that are you?" HOHO. but its MELSWEE! of course i did! hahahaha! cant wait for feedback from mr director. haha. =p
then we were talking about where we live and what school we were from! last year i was the only girls' school girl! sarah is like half-half. but no more! THIS YEAR!!! 4 of us!! 10 year girls' school girls! xD!! so fun! haha!
then went off with jiaxin. lucky her gets to rush off with couple shirts in her hands to meet her dearest. me? sad sad me went past all those stops i used to alight at, and headed home, alone, in the scorching sun. haha. dont feel bad for me. im just trying to make my life sound drama. =)
ooohh~!! i never blog about yesterday!!! yesterday was cool k! 8-10 was CRM. i had coke for breakfast. then i smsed lincoln "Moo! I'm a COW!" hahah! okays. then 10-1 did MA1 website for the project. 1-2+ had lunch with sam and link and socute. 3-5ish had financial meeting. 5ish-7 slacked at club. 8 reached airport and had dinner with my parents and bro. now time for elaboration. haha.
CRM was ... as usual. haha. as i saw jiaxin's pink tissue paper packets, pink pencilcase, and pink hair tie on her wrist, i picked up my pink pen and wrote her a poem =) sweet hor. i shall not feature it here cos it's specially for her =) maybe if you ask and i trust you enough i could show it to you! haha. but bear it mind, it took less than half a minute to think up. however, it made her day [i hope]!
jiaxin! you cannot cry. cos one day i cry, next day your turn, we are gonna flood the world! smile with me and we shall brighten everyone around us =D
the financial meeting, needless to say, was extremely FUN!!! hahahaha! only cos, i was there!!!! haha! i kept jianwei and lincoln awake. i think it was the aftermath of coke! haha. i remember whacking thighs, playing with my chocolate mirror, playing mimi, the gundu game and red roses with jian. cracking the lamest jokes and laughing at the lamest things.. hahah. cant remember much.. only glenn wanted a whackwhack on his front front below. then isaac said i should petpet his front belowbelow. then i say petpet not good, later upup. then jian added upup then wetwet! LOL. rawr!!! then my chocolate mirror got a lot of attention.. and then the topic about 2 girls 1 cup came up briefly. haha!
while slacking in club i was reading the newpaper.. realised page 19 was missing! cos! of the soccer match that night then they posted it up on the club door. LOL. then i read female mag.. saw this shoe which had a lotta beads on it. then i asked the guys around to guess the price!! haha. ryan was like 100! then fariz was like 50! then ryan kept guessing.. 300.. 500... 600.. 700? 800?!?! 900????? 1000? then i was like.. try times 2. haha. yep. not a brand i know, not a design i'll wear, but costs enough for me to get a laptop? rental of an apartment? a lot of normal priced clothes and food!
then took the train back with steven. I WANNA GO BINTAN OR REDANG~ but i dont dare drink! what if.. like the other time.. only worst! haha. i doubt. its a SPSSC main comm outing anyways. i trust all the SPSSC main comm.. but what if all KO! then gg. haha!
steven told me about jianwei during pat's party. LOL. i knew a little about it. the when steven told me the whole story.. HAHAHAHA. im SO gonna make fun of jianwei lah! hahahahaha.
link took a pic of me and jian! ^^v!
making jian sms by looking through my phone camera. haha! how cool hor!
i was just thinking about how long it has been since i've seen that. haha. jian's wallpaper.
steven and isaac! SO LOVING LAH! awwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!
sherlim and isaac trying to braid alvina's hair. haha. isaac is such a failure! he gave up half way!
link got bored with my phone again!
big eyed beauties sherlim alvina and half of isaac!! haha.
T-BACK!
my zilian moment to tell everyone, SMILE!! =))!
in contradiction to my current private nick, "never fall in love. because when you fall, you get hurt", i found this rather enlightening entry on a random blog by NirmalMerchant.com [directs you to the entry in discussion].
However, to fear the act of falling in love is probably to fear to live at all. Its like never ski becoz you could fall, never drive coz you might have an accident, never fly coz you might crash down. Oh come off it.
Anyone who has ever succeeded has known that mistakes and failures are stepping stones to success. Same is the case with love I guess. I see it as a way I can understand myself better, and also explore my potential to love, to give, to nurture, to receive. Yes it hurts when your heart breaks but often its for your best. What it gives you is probably a fresh start with a deeper understanding of yourself and the meaning of love itself. This time around you will not choose the same reaction, the same methods, the same state of mind. Will the new way lead you to success? I don't know.. but atleast I know that the previous one was not the right way.
Its like learning to roller blade. With every fall you learn something more.. your balance, your posture.. your sensitivity to your body increases. I guess same is the thing about love. I don't mean to say that you should keep on falling in love and breaking your heart again and again. If you forever fall while rollerblading.. its probably not for you. I mean if you have a strain of wisdom in you, you eventually learn.
And guess what.. the experience of falling in love is such a beautiful one. How full of optimism, hope, faith and zest for life does one feel when you are overcome with love. Doesn't the experience make it worth another try?
sounds wonderful, doesnt it? haha. i hope that made your day all you broken hearted peeps. =)
smile, and everything will get better =)
give us just one more chance. i promise you wont regret it.
you know whats the problem with lines like that? i believe them.
ah they say, third time's a charm, right?
oh well. whatever makes me happy! =) and i am happy. for baby, i love you. happy 100th day! I FEEL OLD! hahaha!
whee! HELLO ALLLLL!! TODAY IS A... saturday morning.... FRIDAY!!! xD!!!
FRIDAY!!! *claps* the end of the weekdays! the day of GEMs! the day of Financial Accounting [mass lecture!! xD!!] the day of RELAX! xD!! wheeee
today~~~~~~~~ i didnt leave the house with my mom cos i couldnt wake up!!! i slept at 3plus lor. haha. cos.. i woke up at 10.30pm-ish last night.. so kinda hyper.. haha. then cried. showered. laughed. patched. jumped around. cried again. LOL. then finally forced myself to sleep. haha.
woke up slightly later.. still didnt stop me from having a proper paced morning.. showered in the warmest water in the longest time! xD whee! so happy! warm water makes me happy. =)) then reached school still not late. haha! not bad aye. xD cos i live near SP =) song ah!
RWPS was kinda cool! next week got test ah! chiong ah! 1h+ to write a report! chiong ah! haha. then had lunch with 03! CHICKEN RICE!! whee!!! so nice!! haha. but so oily!.. rawr. haha.
tsui san and i went to check the S.M.A.R.T. board. OUR WHOLE GROUP GOT IN!! yayness!!!! wheee!!! haha. looking forward to working with them! yepyep!! i still remember their names k! tsuisan, georgina, divana, rachel, forgel, abbas, chinxiang, melswee. wheee! we rawk! jasmine wrote "SMART dont want jasmine" in my FA notes. lol. then she say "they dont want short people" LOL! SO CUTE LAH SHE. hahaahhah!
then! went to club!!! wheeeeee. i cant remember what happened.. but i walked in and said "hey! youre wearing red!" to lincoln. and he was like "hey.... [smthsmth i cant remember =x haha]" and maureen was like "hey! [smth about the poly 50 designs]" haha! how cool! we all hey! we were the only ones in club.. and one more guy sleeping. not sure who. haha.
then went for GEMs with steven jian amin link! my bag was super heavy [even mummie says so! its the bag! even when its empty its heavy!] so link carried it for me! haha! thanks! then steven jian and amin was saying him! haha. how it was an insult to his manhood! HAHA. then link was like "what! you guys made me secretary!" HAHAHAHA NICE ONE LAH. anyways.. in the lift... what luck! rawr!! hmm. nvm. haha. GEMs was kinda cool. i shall feature the poem our lecturer showed us, and one i got as an email eons ago. =)!
its 1.42AM! i just showed my mummie my GEMs ppt slides! her english pronunciation is damn good lah! okok. later i feature some sample places k! haha! so exciting!!
went back to club! they were watching scary movie 3! by far my fave scary movie. 1 and 3 are the best lah. haha. anyways. then went to SB with jean. jean was telling me about the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! haha. she was going on about how leon went for the adidas warehouse sale! [just asked leon how was it, he said it sucked! didnt have his sizes! aww]
SO! in FA LECTURE!!! sat next to jasmine!! she damn cute lah. she tested david.. guess what day issit today.. its a very important day to a lot of singaporeans!! and she gave him 5 chances to guess, or give up.. if he didnt get it he owed her 5 bucks! hahaha. he failed!! I GOT IT INSTANTLY LOR!! wheeeeee thanks jean! hahhaha. then!!! i tried that on TOSHIHIRO!!! hahahaha. guess what? I GET 5 BUCKS TOO! whee!!!!!!!!! jasmine rocks!
on the train back, a. miranda called!! scary leh! anyways. to all DBF yr2 students! there is a change of requirements in your CA2! refer to blackboard!!! anyways. lol. i heard the funniest comment to that.. "IM GOING TO PLANT HIS HAIR BACK AND PULL THEM OUT AGAIN"
went to TOSHIHIRO'S after that!!! rawr. HE IS SUCH A NEHNEH. i think i so rawk lah! he said he's a mean person who scolds all his friends. haha! true leh. then i say.. "you know why they stay your friends? cos of me! MUAHAHAHA" TRUE WAD. im like, so much nicer than him lah!
dinner at toshihiro's was..... *drumroll* PIZZA HUT. wah fattening lah! i shall bring my own salads next time. HAHAHAHA. just kidding! im not suicidal!
went to bball court to see SHUAI GEs! haha! then. got one, say he gay with hiro de!! rawr! then i walk away! hahahah!
on my way home i bought 3 hairbands!!! rawr!! and a new keychain for my keychain!!! xD!! haha. i shall show you all the story of my locker key. haha.
once apon a time, there was this key that unlocked locker 3 in SPSSC. and it was given to melswee who isnt allowed a house key! so, melswee almost lost it before, due to the fact that it is so small! it can drop and no one will notice!
melswee realised that link [who shares the locker with her] has a huge bunch of keys which he chains with this red keychain melswee got for him during the airshow! so melswee, having the same locker, and keychain, decided to follow him! the key was no longer a small, easily lost item!
melswee then left her thumbdrive in the library. thank you the kind honest soul who passed it to the librarian. melswee got her thumbdrive back and decided to make it less portable by adding it into the keychain! now! locker 3 key has a friend!
melswee then decided to add a feminine touch to the keychain and added this rose trinklet in! look! there's pink! and melswee moves a step forward in trying to be more girlish! weets melswee!
melswee then went to buy the BEST trinklet to add ever!! haha!! A MINI MIRROR!! GENIOUS MELSWEE!!! xD! now, my keychain rawks! perfect it is!! xD!! THE END!!! ^^
hahahahaha okay! I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THE STORY!!! now, pictures from today!!!
SEBAS' DARLING, GEORGINA! hahaha! see what happens when you dont bring your phone gina! and then decide to borrow from melswee! hahaha!
melswee and benjamin! xD!! so cute!!
jiaxin and melswee!! smile babe!!!
tsuisan melswee amelia GROWING BEARDS!! YAY!
melswee and georgina! =DD!
-.- at jasmine! during FA lecture!! haha!
georgina's new toy! "what issit?" you might ask. "is it a one-eyed monster???"
well, its from sebas!! what could it be!?
"IT'S SPERM!!!" georgina exclaims, waving the toy frantically in the air. hahahaha!
cute jasmine! with a bow on her head. haha.
^^v! haha!
now the SPELLING VS. PRONUNCIATION POEM! credits to here [video of poem available].
I take it you already know
Of tough and bough and cough and dough?
Others may stumble but not you
On hiccough, thorough, slough and through.
Well done! And now you wish perhaps,
To learn of less familiar traps?
Beware of heard, a dreadful word
That looks like beard and sounds like bird.
And dead, it's said like bed, not bead-
for goodness' sake don't call it 'deed'!
Watch out for meat and great and threat
(they rhyme with suite and straight and debt).
A moth is not a moth in mother,
Nor both in bother, broth, or brother,
And here is not a match for there,
Nor dear and fear for bear and pear,
And then there's doze and rose and lose-
Just look them up- and goose and choose,
And cork and work and card and ward
And font and front and word and sword,
And do and go and thwart and cart-
Come, I've hardly made a start!
A dreadful language? Man alive!
I'd learned to speak it when I was five!
And yet to write it, the more I sigh,
I'll not learn how 'til the day I die.
for all you Lexophiles [lover of words]. credits to here.
1. A bicycle can’t stand alone; it is two tired.
2. A will is a dead giveaway.
3. Time flies like an arrow; fruit flies like a banana.
4. A backward poet writes inverse.
5. In a democracy it’s your vote that counts; in feudalism, it’s your Count that votes.
6. A chicken crossing the road: poultry in motion.
7. If you don’t pay your exorcist you can get repossessed.
8. With her marriage she got a new name and a dress.
9. Show me a piano falling down a mine shaft and I’ll show you A-flat miner.
10. When a clock is hungry it goes back four seconds.
11. The guy who fell onto an upholstery machine was fully recovered.
12. A grenade fell onto a kitchen floor in France resulted in Linoleum Blownapart.
13. You are stuck with your debt if you can’t budge it.
14. Local Area Network in Australia : The LAN down under.
15. He broke into song because he couldn’t find the key.
16. A calendar’s days are numbered.
17. A lot of money is tainted: ‘Taint yours, and ‘taint mine.
18. A boiled egg is hard to beat.
19. He had a photographic memory which was never developed.
20. A plateau is a high form of flattery.
21. The short fortuneteller who escaped from prison: a small medium at large.
22. Those who get too big for their britches will be exposed in the end.
23. When you’ve seen one shopping center you’ve seen a mall.
24. If you jump off a Paris bridge, you are in Seine.
25. When she saw her first strands of gray hair, she thought she’d dye.
26. Bakers trade bread recipes on a knead to know basis.
27. Santa’s helpers are subordinate clauses.
28. Acupuncture: a jab well done.
29. Marathon runners with bad shoes suffer the agony of de feet.
and to end it all, PLACES THAT HAVE THE WEIRDEST SPELLING WITH THE WEIRDEST PRONUNCIATION!!!
Worcestershire, Leicester, Featherstonehaugh, Cholmondeley, River Thames, St John.
ready for the proper pronunciation of these places?
woo-ster-sher, les-ter, fan-shaw, chum-ly, river tehmes, sint-jin.
SO COOL RIGHT?!?!? haha!!
ok! i shall sign off now!! i think this entry is rather enlightening!!! see! my GEMs are actually USEFUL! haha!
i foresee that i will be very sleepy for the clarke quay river raft race later!! rawr!! this means that my whole weekend was spent sleepily! cos thursday i slept at 3+.. woke up at 8 for school. last night i slept at 4ish and woke up at 8 automatically.. haha. then woke up at 11 and went to SYFC today. and now its 12+ and i just started blogging and i got to report at clarke quay at 7.30 later! means wake up at 5.30!!! rawr!!
so yep. today i went to SYFC for SIM 6! wah stalling looks damn scary. i think imma black out. and die. yep. haii! wish me luck when i fly sortie 7~ =))
then i left club around 4+.. when ng ct took over sim. went off with joyce and zeekee.. went to toshihiro's~. and then i watch him play cabal.. he spend more on cabal than on me lor! more time more money more focus! rawr! you see ah.. he plays cabal all the time, then he buy premium and dunno what, and even a pet! and when he does combo his mind is entirely focused on 2 lines of pixels on the screen! rawr! nevermind...! i left him for his bed. muahaha. and slept until so shuang. until some nehneh came up and bang the cupboards.. then tickled me until i woke up. rawr! still can say my eye black until i got cancer. thanks lah!
hmm then went to town to meet my parents! i spent $77.77 at kino today! haha. mummie and i bought 5 books! whee! then some guy came up behind me and OI me. LOL. it was TEY SH jason! rawr! haha. i swear, its so weird wearing the SYFC shirt to town. cos everyone is wearing such nice clothes, and youre in a uniform that from a very exclusive tight-knit club, so people will recognise you! and jason recognised me from my back view! how paiseh!! haha.
okays~ went to pasta cafe for dinner. had some jap-ish pasta. hmm! im no longer sick of japanese stuff. hahaha. some might have noticed, and heard me complain [like jiaxin] that during the beginning of the week i was so RAWRed by the sound or sight of anything jap. haha!
then went shopping with mummie! didnt see anything nice though. actually saw a lot of nice stuff lah. but i dont trust my own judgement. a lot of nice dresses though! but i hardly have the chance to dress up. and dressing up for school is kinda pointless cos my class guys arent my type and sports club will say "shim night is over". lol! oh! and i saw bianca with bhavna! wah lao. they damn pretty lah. then my mom was like "indian dance ah?" LOL. no offence babes. but they're indian lah. lol. but damn sexy lah!! rawr!! im jealous. hai.
oh ya! this morning! i got an sms from aaron! haha! miss you so much lah! haha. stupid idiot might drop by dubai. I WANNA GO DUBAI!!! I SO WANNA SHOP LAH! rawr!!! and now is the great sg sale!! haii! I WANNA GET OUT OF THE COUNTRY AND DO SOME MAJOR EMPTYING OF MY MOM'S BANK ACCOUNT!!!
aye~ then went back home! hmmm. i think imma sleep liao! 5.30 wakey wakey ah!
pictures tmr! chao all! cos hiro is such a weakling!!
really sleepy now!! but my hair is wet so i cant sleep just yet.
just an outline on today.. was supposed to report at 7.30. arrived at 8. still considered early. reported around 9ish. haha. how pro. rawr.
was timekeeper for lane 7~ so i slacked with hariff [5] debbie [6] and link [8]. they are great company!! =)) debbie is damn cute lah! haha!
our job is redundant. we start and stop the time all wrong. LOL. and never give in our timings also. lol. so after a while we just ended up slacking. then link and i went to watch the floorball matches. then joined debbie and hariff at the archery area. then debbie was like "sit and join us lah. got fan. we sit here very long already." LOL. then i was like "bullshit! i saw you all walking in front of us only lor!" LOL. shes so cute lah!
15 of us went to PS. =) had pastamania. then walked around. tried looking for shades for link. he ended up getting shorts and a towel. lol. oh ya. i want a new dress! debbie and i were talking about how dresses you can only wear that many times. heehee! on my way to being femine!
went to find toshihiro! then his friend say how come he go out smoke can bring back girl. not bad. rawr!!!! haha. then went to watch him play cabal with his friends. but his friend entertained me with youtube. muahaha. and his friend say i lao ah mah. rawr!! but in the end he said max 18 to 19 yrs old. haha.
then toshihiro brought me for *drumroll* TAU HWEY. yummy leh!!! then he bought for my parents and bro as well. they enjoyed it manymany!
pictures tmr. damn sleepy! =) night all!
btw, TOSHIHIRO'S MSN NICK RAWKSASS.
hey all =)
not really in the best of moods. hai. so many things on my mind. so scared for tomorrow's sortie. haii. its like, not majorly due to the fear of being chopped, but more towards the shame towards my instructor for not putting in as much effort as i should have. =((((!! rawr!! oh well!
i dunno where my boyfriend disappeared to..
okay~ lemme blog about my today. =)
skipped BFI and ECM lecture to visit hiro. haha. my dumb baby burnt his hair and eyebrow. lol. slept a while and woke up with a headache. went to school for MA1 lecture. had break.. went to FC5. saw jiewei marmie! camping outside the female toilet! what tikos!
went for MA1 tutorial. mr low was running late. so some guy gave in instructions to keep the class in control. LOL. bad choice. haha! in the end we were talking about smoking drugs and ouja board. then jasmine went to the front of the class and called me up. haha. and i was like "for fuck?" then she was like "today you wear until very sexy so no need to be shy" lol! so cute lah she. then we led the class discussion for class outing. haha. tsuisan was saying we were like two entertainers. haha! then on three, jasmine and i sang "thats what it's all about! *stirkes a pose*" LOL. then.. mr low came in. haha and had 15 mins of lesson. yep.
went for FA. then went home with huiyan liming jasmine and jiaxin. liming came over to borrow my grad nite dress for her cousin's wedding. hehe. i always wanted to wear that to school, but... a bit too short. like, if i sit on a glass chair, you drop a mirror can see a lot of my undies. lol. =x
on the train ride we were talking about GSS! which reminds me! hiro owes me $5. =) we just talked a lot. =) ah miss them so much ah.
then i went to TM. i spend 24 bucks on a liquid eyeliner and eye shadow. thats close to 50 bucks [$48.80 actually] spent on 3 eye make up products this month! omgosh! that makes it a grand total of about 120 spent on my face this month! omg =/ and around 200++ this month while on my quest to becoming more feminine!! woah, im expensive. no wonder hiro dunwan me... cabal is like free to play....! rawr.
hmm. had dinner. dinner was great. mummie cooked chicken. veryvery nice. first time she didnt need to take chicken for me.. cos even though they had bones, i still took and took the bone out myself! so pro hor. im growing up!
alright. im gonna sleep. =) nights all!
oh ya. hiro called me "hot" today. ha! so only today lah.. no wonder he dunwan me.. cabal characters got C cups. and they do a damn cute dance. hmm! i shall feature the dance below! the real life version! [those who dunno the cabal dance go youtube find bah!]
[EDIT]toshihiro called! rawr. so late then call. die liao.[/EDIT]
Wonder Girls - Tell Me [cabal dance haha!] full dance version LIVE
Wonder Girls - Tell Me original video
Korean Army Soldiers Dancing to Tell Me [watch only if you want goosebumps]
heyo all. hmm. im really tired. but i remembered i forgot [what an oxymoron] that i met clarissa on sunday! yep. when i was getting off the train i saw lydia.. then i was like "LYDIA." lol. then she want die laiddat say hi to me.. she was going into the train then i was getting out. then about to go the stairs i heard "MELISSA?!" then i look back.. then i stare at lydia.. OMG. CLARISSA. OMGOMGOMG. i remember asking my GMSS friends about her.. they say she damn smart and chio. and kaixiong even said she is a GODDESS. haha. and i see why.. OMG!!!! CLARISSA POON!!! I MISS YOU MANYMANY. its kinda cool that we recognise each other [sorta]. haha. last time we saw each other was like K2.. so.. 12 years! omg!
hmm. dont really feel like blogging.. maybe later =) im home at such an early hour.. and my parents arent! they are at TM... and i didnt feel like carrying my heavy bag there. so yep. no dinner for melswee today. i shall go jump...!
for the many lies. for the stuff you keep from me. for not securing my trust.
because until now, i still feel unsafe.
