- I REALLY WANT THIS! =p
HELLO ALL! im damn sleepy!!!!!!!!!!! ok. quick update. why dont sleep? haha. cos TOSHIHIRO IS STUDYING!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. so im staying up to wait for him to finish!
all the best for your exam baby!! xD
SOO!! i rmb i stopped at tuesday. uhh. totally dont remember my tuesday till friday. i'll think about tmr. haha.
saturday i went to syfc in the morning. both joyce and i were hiding from ng ct. haha. jason finished his first solo!!! GRATS JASON!!!! xD!!!! but his syfc journey ends there. oh well! GRATS ANYWAY!!!! went out of syfc with lim sx tan mw ang jz and tan mf. omg. so many tan. haha. then rilvia walked out and i was like "AUNTY RILVIA!!!" HAHAH! then she strangled me to the bus. HAHAH.
wentfor prata with joyce and jason!! xD thanks jason again! haha. then we went back.. joyce to her friend's place, jason to home and me to my 2nd home. haah. jason didnt want me to know where he lives so he sent me to boonkeng. WTH!!!!!!! -.- LAME LAH PLS. hahaha!
went to toshihiro's!!! xD!!! then he decided to go hq to play lan.. then clarence called him to ask him out. but since i dont play lan i went out with clarence instead. yep. he got shoes then he treated me to newyorknewyork. then went to chijmes for... GYUKAKU!!! my darling's favourite restaurant.. cos the food is jap, very nice, and his wonderful girlfriend introed it to him. muahaha.
THEN!! my darling went to gyukaku as well. HAHA. he went with didi and mummie. he say my korkor like my bf. haha. ANYWAYS. i went to disturb them a while. AND I CRACKED A JOKE! in front of toshihiro's mummie! LOL. and his mummie gave me a massage!!! O.O!!!!! anyways. gyukaku has great service!!!
then we went off! went SHOPPING around raffles.. then.. home!!! my bag so heavy it injured my shoulder! so mummie massage for me!
today i went to meet clarence at vivo and had sushi tei! first time i had sushi tei! the desserts are yummy!!! anyways. went quick shopping. then went to toshihiro's!! HE COOKED FOR ME!!! haha. instant noodles. =/ but hor!! he let me eat it with KETCHUP!!!!! HAHA! i finished like 1/3 of the bottle lah! hahaha. then home!!!
ok. i cant really blog. head is damn pain. eyes are damn bloodshot. back is damn pain and hot. haha. mummie put the heat plaster for me! yayness! xD
NIGHT YALL!!!
YAYNESS!!! IFEEL SO POWERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! coscoscos that time i keep saying i want APPLES. then just now i rmbed i left a few tarts in toshihiro's fridge.. and low and behold!!! APPLES IN THE FRIDGE! wakakaka!! and and and.. before that, toshihiro was going on about how his house will never have apples. MUAHAHAHA!!! then i saw the apples, then i told him, then he say i lie he die.. then i told him ok. then he go die.. HA! then he "mummie! how can you do this to me!" then he went to the fridge and saw the apples and STILL CAN SAY, "THATS NOT APPLES!" HAHAHA. it was ok! muahahahaha.
ok! next thing i want to say is... I WANT A BILLION US DOLLARS! im gonna check my fridge EVERYDAY from now on!
=( hiro just pok-ed my head when he read the previous line..... =(
theres something wrong with me today. =/ i just wanna say...
I LOVE MATSUI TOSHIHIRO A LOT!!! it's making me crazy!
wah! i have never blogged about 2 weeks straight before in my life! lets try it out!! starting from the last time i really blogged about my days, last tuesday!!!
but i know it will be damn wordy. so i shall give you the online, for the majority of you who dont really read it in the first place. haha!
looks like a lot to blog!! @_@ lets get started!!!
i had school on tuesday. =/ urhh.. i had flight!!! i think... yea i did bah. haha. but! CXWX!!! sortie 7 CXWX!! so aunty gave me wednesday to fly again. went to school for ECM. rather useless. if i remember correctly was the personal evaluation.. i think. hmm... seems so far away. then no MA.. so i think i went to toshihiro's. haha. cos i have pictures to prove i was there. haha! and i was so adorable at his place =p! but im not gonna post them up =p
wednesday! i ponned lesson cos i was so tired. lol. lloyd told me on thursday only 12 people turned up.. and he was like "you all wanna pon tell us la! then we dont go together." LOL. good point. sorry! my bad =( next time i organise ponning session. LOL. but i didnt go for good reason.. i wanted to fly well! cos i knew ng ct was on leave so i was gonna fly with someone else.. mickey liew. my flight DNCO due to the clouds!! LOL. hai! aunty winnie wanted to give me thursday but i had RWPS on friday so i didnt want to fly.. she even called me to double check i didnt want to fly. how cool.
then i went to bras basah.. lee tc was telling me i should go there to get art supplies. i spent 30 bucks on 4 items. -.-!! that is a killer lor... then i rushed to school for an interview for the US trip. i reached at 4.20.. i thought i was supposed to be interviewed at 4.. turns out i was supposed to be at 4.30. -.-!!!! lol!! the interview went rather well!
then.. i remember i went to club. but i think it was only for a while cos i dont remember doing anything in club. oh! and i remember i went home for dinner. so i didnt go to toshihiro's. haha.
thursday was... many things!!! most importantly, LINCOLN'S BDAY!!! so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINCOLN!!!
it was also ricky's graduation! so...
CONGRATULATIONS RICKY! and the rest of the yr 3s!! like evelyn! and i think rynel they all also bah. and congrats sherwin for being able to help out in graduation and getting the SP track. rawr! nice leh.
thursday was also the day before RWPS tes. and MA project due. @_@
BFI lesson was damn funny. i think mr david tan is a damn cool lecturer lah! he isnt afriad of speaking his mind and he cracks the funniest jokes! on top of that, he is good looking with a great bod! haha. not like i have a crush on him or anything, but it sure beats having a boring lecturer who is old and frail. LOL =x we spent 45 mins cracking jokes and kenny spent the time trying to get sent to the egg farm for ITP. hahahaha.
then we chionged MA project. the rest more than me. i was looking for ricky to congratulate.. and was looking for lincoln to wish him. in the end i dropped the present and card in the locker and told club to tell him to open locker. and went to FC4 to find jian steven sherwin isaac while waiting for ricky to call me back. jian wanted internet. steven couldnt do it. but in the end!! magic melswee did it! whee!
then when i went back to FC6 to help out in the MA project, lincoln was there! haha. then planned on what to do for the project then went to club with link.. slacked a while then went to toshihiro's. =)
i remember doing MA website at his place. hoho. makes me feel so pro. xD then i sent it to the rest and tengteng scared the living hell out of me when she told me she cannot open the file. turns out its cos she never unzip. haha. xD then i called jiaxin and she could open. so smiles for me!
jasmine and her tee with photographers on it. xD and me smiling. heehee!
simple hor. butbutbut! made with heart!
mummie bought this. nice leh!
friday was RWPS paper! hmm. it was alright i guess. not easy. but alright lah. had 3 hour break cos GEMs was cancelled. i remember bringing a whole load of stuff for jiaxin to make a bday card for her future mother-in-law. haha. inspired by my card for lincoln. yay! then i showed them how to use embossing powder. damn funny lah. kaiting was asking bucketloads of questions. then she told us in secondary school people called her "miss 'why'" haha! and i can see why. haha. then georgina was fascinated as well. lianbei was rather indifferent. jasmine was the funniest.. giving herself tattoos all over her body with my chops. LOL.
for jiaxin, i brought construction paper, ironing tongs [for straightening hair], a dozen markers, drawing block, embossing ink and powder in various colours and shine, numerous stamps, my sister's huge set square, my dad's penknife, my coloured pens, and double sided tape. dearest jiaxin, you better love me. HA! im not asking for "love chon" kinda love, dont worry. haha.
then i went to club for 2 hours i think. im not too sure. should be lah. if not where else would i go right. LOL. then had FA lecture... OH YA. i did go to club! thats why i had sour snax [my fave sour sweet, found in bang deli] for FA! yep! after FA went home with georgina, jasmine wang, jiaxin, lianbei, lloyd and jasmine lim. damn funny lah. jasmine wang is super LOL. haha. and looking at jasmine lim and jasmine wang, even though they didnt know each other before, makes you think that jasmines are CRAZY! haha!
ok. for those who dunno, cos lianbei has been keeping it low profile! she has a boyfriend!! haha! also from shanghai. and no he's not wang jia. HAHAHAH.
saturday and sunday was already blogged about in a previously posted entry. xD my weekend mind was really weird. =/
presenting the.. water making girls! for ang jz's first solo water! =p
ang jz!
me spraying him! hahahah! see i so nice. =p
his first solo badge. =)!
CATERPILLAR!!!!
actually quite cute leh...
dont i look studious!
rainy days on the bus... hoho
nice leh...
colour is kinda cool too. but not really my type. haha. but nice.
clarence's treat on DESSERTS!
monday! HOLIDAYS START!! *bang!* haha! went back to school for S.M.A.R.T. training. yes. i am a SMART student. haha. for those not in SP's school of biz... yes, i would like to think its cos i ace in my studies, but unfortunately, i dont. it stants for Student Mentors.... er.. somethingsomething Team. =x LOL. like ambassadors of SP's SB lah. so i learnt about etiquette [i sense aaron laughing at me] and about the other SB courses. then we [ts, gina, diyana] were gossiping. HEH HEH. xD
had games. kinda fun. i dropped off my bag in club while walking around. club was having painting. after the SMART training i went back to club.. slacked with peggie, grace, michelle [3 very cute and pretty juniors] then link came and i passed him an SP shirt. and the 3 of them begged me for one. haha. link had an extra.. i get to choose who i want to give it too. damn funny lah. they were telling me stuff like "melswee you damn hot today" "melswee you very pretty" and they went on and on but no one hit the keyword. HAI. haha. but i've decided, peggie shall get the shirt. cos she was the first to say "i want!" and also cos shes in my sub comm =)))!!! xD!!!! and also cos she did a very nice poly 50 design even though it wasnt chosen. but damn nice lah.
went off with link. i went to hiro's rather reluctantly cos he never call or message. but i went over still.
all the guys to the front!
tuesday i had flight~! i was given second wave with ng ct. but CXWX. -.- so i stayed on for 3rd wave cos 160 hadnt gotten their student pilot's license. i flew with mickey liew and got phased out! =(! but he was very nice about it. then he saw that i kept messaging.. haha. then my screensaver was toshihiro and me.. then he was like "ahh. i see." haha. lemme just say, my r/t rocked during flight! and my checks, never better. haha. at least i knew i did try! and my r/t rocked very well k. especially on approach. how i wished ng ct could have heard them. but he was doing circuits with lee zk. rawr!
then met link.. then met jiewei. and i whined at him. haha. and i asked his friends, "who's taller?" HEEHEE. I AM!! xD and cos we were at the water cooler, they laugh and spit a bit of water. lol!
went to little india with link. couldnt find any nice bangles. but link saw nice seikos. more like, i saw nice a seiko watch way out of link's budget. haha. i have "the eye". which isnt good. i wish i was like georgina and tsui san, picking out the cheapest of stuff and still manage to make themselves look like a branded babe. rawr!
then went to hiro's. then towelled my poor baby cos he had a slight fever. then went home by cab and had a very LOL cab driver. lets just say, he like bedok camp food cos its mostly malay food, and his wife likes jalan kayu. and he does a very good impression of changi airport people calling the passengers. haha. and he was telling me about driving.. "when you first start driving, you dont drive on this lane [refering to the extreme right lane] you drive on those lanes *points to the left* then when youre pro like me, then you can drive on this lane." and he was going on about how to put my hands on the wheel. haha. "dont drive with both hands on the wheel. look very kuku [but i noticed that a while ago that was what he was doing] you drive with one hand on the wheel *slams hand on the wheel* and the other hand put down *puts his left hand at the back of the chair*" LOL. how cool. then after i reached home he asked for directions to opposite bedok camp foodcourt. haha! how cool lah!
and i was shrieking like crazy and adriel was just staring at me. LOL. thanks link!
wednesday! was JIAXIN'S BDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXIN!!!
i had SMART meeting in the morning. then went to club to drop of stuff in my locker. then went to toshihiro's! we went out! and watched sex and the city. which, even though i am a girl, i didnt really enjoy. i realised guys who watched satc will only be interested in the humping scenes. LOL. i had to cover toshihiro's eyes once in a while. then when the guy was showering naked toshihiro covered mine! rawr! butbutbut! i saw the side view LOL. =x movie was friggin long lah! 2 and a half hours. and i forgot to bring something for jiaxin's suprise bday party so i went back to toshihiro's.. and 61 refused to come so i took 31 from the other side. oh ya. i remember laughing at jiaxin.. cos chon is moving to sembawang. poor guy's pocket is gonna burn from the cab fares. LOL.
went to ECP. walked DAMN FRIGGIN FAR LAH. ok. mental note. best bbq pits are C17 to C27. around there lah. just dont pass C27.. cos then its superduperuberpooper far. jiaxin sorta expected the surprise bday party from her sec sch friends. but when she saw us, or maybe when she heard my squeal [cos i had a chicken wing in my mouth] she got a real surprise! haha! hope we made your day babe!! then chon called. just nice. and kena scolding.. "wei se me ni hui zhi dao! wei se me wo bu zhi dao! wei she me ni mei you geng wo jiang!!!" haha. poor chon. LOL.
hope you enjoyed ur bday party babe. =) when i was leaving i gave jiaxin a hug and told her something that made her chase me. JIAXIN RUNNING. HAHA!
then went back home. my second home. =) my getaway resort. haha. where i actually have someone i can talk to about anything under the sun... almost! haha! this week alone, i have left my tarts in toshihiro's fridge, my jeans and specs in his room, and my contact lense stuff in his toilet. =x
how pretty!
thursday was my duty for SP experience. mr david tan was in-charge. need i say more? haha. actually, i woke up on time, cos when toshihiro came back from his exam he woke me up.. and threatened to put a wet towel on me. =(! when i did that to him i had ever best intention at heart... he does it with the most evil grin ever. anyway. watched this damn nice show about mahjong on cable. it ended at 12.55 and i had to report to school at 1. LOL. so i cabbed there. my cab driver was nice. keep saying he knows the way.. that going by CTE is better cos less traffic lights but cos he saw a jam he dont want to go by that way. LOL. uhh.. ok? hahha!
mr tan is damn funny. koping food like crazy. LOL. and he cracked his jokes and yadayada. schools came in late as usual mr tan was telling us he was gonna give a lecture, then i was like "laiddat ah.. no one gonna join DBF already." then he said "ok. melissa, next year ITP you going egg farm." LOL!!! rawr.
i was in charge of chong boon and maris stella. but neither of the schools came so i had no job! mr tan was like "they see you then they run away" =(((((!!!!!!! but since tsui san was from dunman, she was in charge of dunman. and i followed her.. and we gave dunman all the short cuts and practically led them from room to room. haha. georgina and diyana were also with us. dunman won first place in the game thingthing. haha. how cute.
then when mr tan was giving out the prizes he was going on about how the files were made in italy with embroidery. -.- and how the pens were mont blanc with diamonds and gold plated. -.-!!! LOL. i think the students would have believed that, cos when he was talking about the files i actually fell for it -.-!!
went back to my second home and had.... BAZHANG!!!!!! lol. i lovelovelove bazhangs. haha. and mooncakes.. and food. all kinds of food. haha.
then went back home!
see! got someone lying on the tables!!
manymany cables @_@ this is linked to the SGX and everything real time for the students in the trading room. so cool right!
just some of the awards they didnt display up. lol.
dont you think diyana's boobs are damn nice? rawr!
lemme introduce to you, my boobs!
and this is my left boob.
i think di looks damn cute in this pic lah. lol.
i needed a no-cam phone for tengah, and omg! toshihiro got so many! LOL. N-gage leh! LOL. but in the end i used the one my bro specially bought for his reservist 3 months ago.
LOL.
today was SO COOL LAH. my dad woke me up cos he was hungry and eyeing my breakfast. but didnt dare eat. LOL -.-!! went to choa chu kang to meet lim sx, sherhan, tan mf. went to tengah air base. OMG SO COOL LAH! saw black knights!!! and saw previous SYFC mates having their first F-16 flight! how cool! rawr! got one.. said 8.8G is alright. he gek a little bit only. HOW COOL! the other one was more sian from his flight. haha. so cool! and we saw them start up the fighter.. like 15 friggin mins. LOL. and damn noisy.. and the poor trees at the back blow until one part no leaves. LOL. and the F-16's a-hole can expand and contract! how cool!
lemme just advertise what i know about the air force on behalf of the government. haha. you will have a high starting pay. and it increases quite well over the years. you will have free flow of food, drinks [alcoholic or not], pool games, foosball games. you will have friends that last a life time. how do you know if this is the job for you? do you like studying and memorising? do you mind a 10-hour work day? do you want excitement and thrill and always making split second decisions? if yes to all, then this is the job for you!
when checking for FOD was damn funny. haha. and i was wondering, what kinda FOD can there be? a squirrel hanging on for dear life? lol. i mean, there's only so many times you can find FOD outside ur vehicle right! then when the SYFC alumni was behind our van on his bike, i waved at him and he waved back. haha. then i waved both hands.. then he released his hands leh!! LOL. then when we went off, i told him "later i will do this! *covers eyes with both hands*"
the food wasnt too bad. =) the sights were so cool! not only do you see a lot of fighter jets, along with other aircraft, you see a lot of cute fighter pilots. =x HAHA. roads there are like called vampire and meteor. this year's NDP poster boy for fighter jets, callsign "maxim" is kinda cute. LOL. he talked to us.. actually all not bad looking lah. haha. the place is very nicely done up. =) officer's mess. =) ok i dunno how much i can disclose so i shall stop here.
we met up at 11am at CCK, went in around 1145. came out at 1930. meals were all provided and i trashed joyce and nigel [159] 2v1 foosball game. and then i trashed the 160 guys. OMG I FEEL LIKE A MONICA. LOL. [refer to friends.. the american tv show]
then headed straight home. so bloody tired! and then i blogblogblog. omg. i havent blogged so long in quite a while.. but this isnt my longest entry. haha. my record was like 6000+ plus.. lol. i started blogging non-stop at 060608 2351. now 070608 0209 liao! by the time i add the pictures and all.. @_@
heyo all!!! im at hiro's! fullfull! he just fed big bowl of cornflakes to me. haha. i feel so healthy.
anyways. i havent blogged in so long! and if i dont start now i will have A LOT more to blog when i come back from genting. but not my fault! i couldnt blog cos searix was transferring back to zopix. so yep! im melswee.zopix.net again!
saturday!! went out with toshihiro! wanted to go for steamboat! but.. after walking an ulu icky path.. longlong walk to the busstop... waited for half an hour... then the bus finally came and the driver said all the steamboat places CLOSE! =( so.. we went to selegie for duck xD QUACK.
then went hq to.. eh.. i was playing his phone.. some building game. OMG!! I ROCK AT THAT GAME. im like better than toshihiro already! [haha he just laughed at my previous line. muahaha]
then went to PS and had ICECREAM. the hokkaido azabu. i had cookies n cream and toshihiro had... DURIAN. wah it tasted nice. but his breath after that was like.. x_x ate all the way to cine. then met up with his friends. so many leh! 17 ppl leh!!
then.. we went out for the guys smoke break and toshihiro's cute friend brought a hugeass camera. those bigbig black 3D kind. =x lol.
then we went for KUNGFU PANDA. in other words, we watched toshihiro's acting. haha. nice leh! very funny. best part? he was wearing a shirt with the word 'Panda" on it. LOL. and it had a pic of a panda as well! [according to hiro.] HAHA. then his friends line up in a row and bowed to him LOL.
then we cabbed home with leonard and gf.
sunday! was outing with mummie day. went to lucky plaza and had really expensive chicken rice. -.- but it was nice lah. then again, chicken rice all tastes the same. lol. then went for a haircut! and treatment. WHEEE!! now my hair is softsoft. and when you hold it up, it doesnt stay straight. it falls down. so like. impotent! haha!
then went to chinatown.. ate yam cake. then went to shop!! bought a lot a lot of clothes! wheee! xD then had this durian pancake thing. kinda nice =) then had katong laksa! then went home! and ate a lot of famous amos cookies!
my bro and his friend fixed my computer already! yayness! now im running on vista. its actually kinda nice. and my comp is really good now!! its like even better than my bro's! =D thanks! wheee! and no, brandon [and aaron when youre done with sailing], you cannot come over to steal it! haha!
ok im gone. =) class outing later! whee! and genting tmr!! xD!!
the genting trip! whee!!
hmm. what happens in genting, stays in genting. HAHAHA.
people got closer, we learnt more about each other, and planning another outing soon! alvina wants a drinking outing. HAHA. "FUCK YOU BITCH. YOU'RE DRUNK!"
stayed over at hiro's. now at his place.. and he left me... hai. knowing so well i was gonna be here.. anyways!
to those drunktards! love you bitches. LOL. BTBNN! and those who took care of them. haha. thanks all! xD!!
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Compare and Contrast. hoho.
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
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Melissa uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
The circumstances when Melissa does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.
Melissa will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.
Melissa is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Melissa doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Melissa will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
In reference to Melissa's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Melissa slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Melissa can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Melissa's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Melissa that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Melissa also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Melissa is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Melissa's self-concept is artificially low. Melissa will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Melissa to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Melissa is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
Melissa has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Melissa's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Melissa has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Melissa is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Melissa is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Melissa has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper and the writing seems to be moving leftward as it creeps down the page. If this is true, then Melissa has an unhealthy relationship to something in the present and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Melissa seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Melissa seems to be clinging to past events, withdrawing, and spending lots of time thinking about what happened or what might happen in the future. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin and face her demons.
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i feel so lousy! rawr! my toshihiro can sing so well. and i cant even talk without zhaoxia-ing.
rawr! i feel very down.......... im no good in anything!
and hiro hasnt called. hai. maybe he thinks im not good in anything too. =( thats why he doesnt even read my blog often.......
pffffffffffffffffffffffft.
even his math and languages are better than mine!
wah. i really feel like crying. BISH.
ok. im gone.
its fathers' day! happy fathers' day! whee! to all fathers! hope youre happy! youre a father! whee!!
ok. i just dunno what to say about it. lol.
this entry is gonna had a lot of pictures. from before genting, during genting, and after genting!
before genting!
koh's farewell to NS day!
i dunno much. i only know there were 18 people. 17 went for the movie. 8 girls 10 guys. so many hor! i can recall leh.
er.. there was koh and jiamin. leonard and sheela. zhenwei and shirla. kenny and shirley. xiaomel and cherrie. kel and janice. cynthia. da. akiyoshi. melswee and hiro! =))!!
ok. the truth? i didnt really remember myself. i just referred to jiamin's blog. lol. =x
melswee's haircut day!
oh did i blog that i cut my hair? i did
melswee and hiro drama day!
yesterday i had a fathers' day outing.
omg. i seriously need to clear up my computer table. i need toshihiro to motivate me again! avril lavigne's nobody's home is blasting and i cant find my speaker control. -.-!
anyways. i went to uluru! for dinner. its another steak place. not cheap. but nice!! =) its somewhere at tanjong pagar.. a lot of pubs. which reminds me...
hiro darling, bring me drinking! i will prove to you i can stay sober! =D
ate until damn full. but for some reason, at night had craving for chu qian yi ding [soup instant noodles]! so i cooked that and spammed ketchup. yumyum. veryvery happy girl hoho.
today i went over to hiro's in the morning. he is so lazy!..... i studied my f accs as he slept. on the wooden couch. aww. so sweet hor. haha. xD
went tampines. waited half an hour before queueing up for swensens cos my mom wanted to eat that. waited 15 mins for a table. waited a friggin hour and a lot of spam calling before my parents showed up. got pissed.. but.. omg. i think my bro's pasta made my day. LOL. i ordered a lot of food before they showed up.. then before the dishes came i told my mom i dont feel like eating.. you all eat. mean? a friggin hour of waiting in a crowded restaurant! i dont think so!
hmm.. thats all.! just kinda pissed hiro wanted to go off so fast when he reached katong.
but maybe its because i was already very upset.
AIYA. dont care! he got my thumbdrive! he better love me.!
im feeling like a bitch.
URGH.
and i cant talk to hiro cos he has some stomach problem. WHY.
WHY YOU SO WEAK!!!
URGGGGHHHH~~~!!!!
im pissy.
hiro you better get well.. STOP FALLING SICK!!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((
im just done with my self obsession corner! im so proud of myself!
actually, its not really a corner, sorta like.. huge space. LOL. of ME!
ha! and they say blogs are a sign of narcissism.. i say, a self obsession corner is proof that you can go further. =) hoho.
i just finished the second last episode of eureka. =( imma watch the last.. it's getting me obsessed! must be the scientific force coming out of it!!! woah! a truely powerful show!!!
today.. i did NOTHING but watched eureka. rawr!!! i should be studying. but i cant study at home. someone call me out please!
oh im so screwed. tmr need to be at syfc at 8! joyce wanna pour water on na ts and lim sx.
and it's already 3! and if i watch the last epi of eureka its gonna be 4.. and i got to wake up at 6 leh!. ok. i think i shall be wise.. and sleep now..
btw! my self obsession corner has 45 pics!! imma make it 114!!! then.. 1104! then!!! 110490!!! then!!! 11041990!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA i think im high on sugar and chocolate.
grats to the first soloists who made it to PPL. =)
im hungry. i only ate fried rice in SYFC. fries and flurry at macs.
i woke hiro up at 8! to have a personal wake up caller. geez! to be one... is damn difficult! especially if the person youre waking up is DEAD TO THE WORLD. more like irritated at the morning world. lol.
link was mean today! he went to SYFC specially for lee tc's dunking. he bought a bottle of chilli, ketchup, dark soya sauce, coconut milk and corn flour. and EVERYTHING went into lee tc's bucket!!! LOL. he had to stand in the drain! haha. his water was BUBBLING ORANGE!!!
nats got clear water. chuabs didnt allow us to dirty it. =(
lim sex got egg shells, sweet sauce, coffee, bread skin. haha. quite alright yep. haha. but it stuck on his skin and irritated his neck bad. haha.
met toshihiro at PS.. studied my MA! and i met darling jiaxin! wah she looks so cute lah. haha. miss her manymany. then went home.
i swear i hate taking trains during peak hour. i rmb sili got a flasher, I GOT A FRIGGIN GRINDER. SICK LAH. and he was huge.. as in. body. he's like damn friggin tall. SICK LAH. then i acted like i was alighting off at bugis, he STUCK to me like GLUE pls! SICK. then i stayed in the centre he still stuck leh. EEEWWW. then when i turn back he stare at me like assassin laiddat.. then he alighted. rawr!!!
toshihiro baby~ please dont make me go home alone during peak hour. =(
i feel so damn .
i feel like screaming. i want to scream. someone please call out and let me scream.
stuck to a lot of songs now. seem to wanna feature a bit from Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5.
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
Hard to believe it
today i went to TP to study. the houses around mine are renovating. 2 of them! noisy. so everyday im forced to wake up at 10AM.
i fell on my way to TP. =( my right index knucle hurts. even now. it was bleeding while i took the bus to TP. then.. i had to find a toilet -.-!!
studied in the library for a while.. then too cold so i went to gym area to slack.. hai! i miss working at TP with cherlie! but the best part about that place is that you can see planes after take off. makes me feel so free for my mind to wander. =)
met so many people today! haha. beverly showed me around. haha. passing by people makes me feel like in SP. =) around the SAA and clubs area. haha. i miss having ruiguang around complaining that i know so many more people than him. haha. then brandon was like.. "why you never come TP lah. then you'll like know the whole school" haha.
brandon has put on weight! he said i look horrible. =( with my big black heavy eyebags =((((((!
melswee isnt happy..! someone please cheer me up! but thanks to link and brandon for just being so so nice. =)
Neglected by Katharine Mcphee
If these walls could talk
Baby, what would they say
They've been a witness to all of the pain
I gave you everything I had to give
Now I'm so empty 'cause you had your fill
You took the light from my face
The more you try to tell me that you've changed, the more I feel
Neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me then lets just...
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling
'Cause whenever I'm around you boy I know that I wont be respected
Just neglected
All that I wanted was you by my side
But you walked in front of me all of the while
Nothing that I ever did was good enough...
i think wordpress has really nice.. blogging place. =) hinthint jiewei! ok. pictures!
while walking out of my house =)
deformed famous amos cookie!!
LINCOLN'S FAULT!! 3 pieces!! eeewwww~
NATS clear water.
LIM SX egg shells, dark sauce, coffee powder, bread skin.
lim sex!
haha. PRESS TO TEST!
annunciator lights press to test...
lim sx trying to to a bird in sim. LOL.
PRATA!
5 are for nats! LOL.
city bloxx game!
nice cloud. =)
45! =)
see what happens when i dont get out of the house! haha. i think. and when i think i feel like blogging. and cos i didnt go out i cant blog about my day so i blog about my thoughts. =) ok maybe i blog a bit about my day.
i finished chuck season 1 today.
today i thought of the number of groups of friends i have. not saying that the more groups of friends the more popular you are, just shows how many different interests and types of friends i have. so these are my groups of friends!
haha. so yep. i feel like going through each group. you all should so skip this entry. its just me ranting. but read on if youre really that bored or interested in my life. =p
PAP. i dont remember much. i remember valerie tang and nisha. clarissa, anlene and julius. valerie and nisha was in SACPS and nisha went on to SACSS. but she didnt remember me.. oh! and i remember angie was looking at candy's K1 pic and saw me.. so ya.. 3 SACians in my K1 class. haha. in K2 i changed PAP branch.. clarissa was my best friend then. and recently saw her. and omg has she grown up! anlene was a good friend too.. but i dunno where she disappear to! =( julius.. ahh. he knelt down in front of me and proposed to me to marry him.. so sweet right. HAHA. but i didnt like him.. i think his bdae is 8 march. haha. and clarissa's is 11 aug.. omg. i still rmb that! oh! and in K1.. i had a dance performance and my dress was pink and white with ribbons and i had to dance with full makeup and a tamborine with ribbons. who wants pictures?! LOL
SACPS. omg. hardly remember anything. anna was my best friend then.. then nicole su.. melody and francesca.. i was in... for those who didnt know.. you will get a major shock, choir! haha. but it was cos nicole's brilliant idea so we could skip the last two periods on fridays, which was CHINESE! lol!! ohh.. rachel chong! i rmb she was in choir with us.. and jessie! my dear classmate for 6 years! shanghi trip with the chior people.. and how nicole was migrating there.. and her dad treated us to hairy crab! lol. the long talks on the phones started.. i rmb talking to anna and francesca for hours on the phone. we could go on for like 7 hours straight. haha. how i miss those times.! oh! and i joined chat. haha.
SACSS. similar friends. funnier memories. =) barbara and sabrina and pat.. the crazy 2/7 people! su poh jerine and natalie.. omg.. today i was just going through my old letters. i read a lot by su. omg i so miss her lah! and natalie.. and how our form teacher always saw us les-ing around. LOL. if you wanna know.. several times, mrs cheong walked into class and i was on nat's lap, on nat's lap hugging her, sharing a chair with nat even though there was an empty seat next to us.. haha. i rmb she mentioned something about it. haha. ahh 4/6... ohhh and indian dance!! mrs v =) my meimeimeimeimeimei, natalie and her gossip with.. and how interlinked she was with everyone who was dating that butch. lol. preparing the seniors for their performances.. aruna, jiayi, angelyn, angie.. practicing for SYF.. SYF camp! the bedok 85 bakchormee [which i miss terribly pls!] and sambal stingray and chicken wings and lala and carrot cake and satay... reina and jasmine.. wah.. so many people in my SACSS life. lol. oh! and my shanghi trip with sherrianne, carmen sheryl, valerie, su-an, melanie, tessa. oh and cheerleading! sookee, audrey, nicole.. eh. dont remember liao. lol. caroline.. er.. haha. and long chats on the phone with barbara about the girls! lol. and sabrina.. and susasweets! the hyper skaters!
MSNchat. i was thinking of MSN chat before i thought of all my other groups of friends. chat really changed me. i used to be innocent k! *hears a lot of snorts* but really! haha. claudio, the master polluter, polluted me. and many other innocent girls like me. haha! charsiew and melody and i got closer as classmates cos of chat.. i remember one of the first few people i talked to on the phone was din.. and he kept talking about jiayi! haha. erbert! the conference calls that lasted up to 15 hours.. and made my phone bill $2500.. alexcia and alexandra.. weiqiang and how he always liked lissa. nigel and nicholas. mathew mummie. gerlaine. krystle and krystie. weiny aka lita the pro designer. the chiobu goddesses like deborah grandmother! miranda! chirstina! jiayi jie! the pro people with bots.. jiewei, lisheng, claudio, din.. haha. ok i know not a lot of chatters read my blog.. but i rmb the nicks strikamatic, thegreatsage, __yingru__ [or smth laiddat], mistique10, counsellor_advisor.. omg. thats all i rmb. haha. the iceskating outings that melody and i would organise.. the church outings gerlaine would organise.. the other random outings to the beach.. tampines.. orchard.. oh! yirong mummie and paul ang. haha. ken chew.. lynette and how erbert so liked her when he first saw her. haha! the other kc girls like yumiko, jolene.. grace and some guy she knew from st pat's that melody was so interested in.. and some st gabs guy melody was interested in for a while, jerry. kenneth and how he always tried to jio melody but i didnt like him. haha. woah 3/4 of my boyfriends are from chat! shijie, ken, hiro! hai. suddenly i miss chat so much. haha.
Jiang tuition. eh. i dont rmb much. i was there from pri 2 to sec 1. i only keep in contact with 3 people.. junxiong, shirley, and lynette. and i rmb i made the class nerd almost cry cos i called him "harry potter freak". no offence to people who like harry potter, i quite like it too, but when you wear the same shirt 3 weeks in a row and shoot words at me.. thats what you get. haha. junxiong and i debated on how to spell "chee bye" shirley would make her whole mouth filled with blood to scare the guys.. oh i remember a cheryl and she was very.. mature. and some guy julian that shirley and i called michelle and how she kept suaning him that he liked me. haha! i rmb i always sat on the second row right seat.. right next to the wall. lol. then slowly became naughtier and sat behind and bullied the teacher. =x she was annoying! and how i was always surrounded by guys wherever i sat. LOL.
stalford tuition. JAY! omg! haha! and ruby teo! BENJAMIN! now my dear classmate! teressa and sandra joining me.. kenneth and his super low voice.. weijie and kartik.. how i would crash amath class.. and make quite a lot of noise.. =/ the admin lady. pretty. the photocopy machine. LOL. only went here for 2 years.. so thats all!
maplestory friends. AARON CHOO!! haha. and so many more. how i was late for my history O lvl cos of some ks war in mg map.. haha.. and almost late for emath 1 for the same reason. eujin baby, matthew dear, wins sexy.. omg. too many to name. haha. but i only met one maple friend and now he's in DUBAI!! aaron! have fun sailing! miss you loads!! =) adrian mama. aunty ian. duadualiap.. haha. ok. dont wanna blog too much here.. very wordy entry liao.. even im tired. LOL. and i dont wanna appear no-lifer. brandon and aaron would know.. =x
SP TOO MANY LAH. you just read my previous entries or refer to my photo albums on the left of the page for stories and faces. i already talk about my SP friends on every other post. its time to transfer the limelight to other groups!
SYFC. really smart friends. haha. and mugger people! scary atmosphere, but cool nonetheless. and instructors who are cool, scary, sexists.. haha. and people there are reallyreally friendly! and everyone is really helpful no matter how well they know you.. and they actually have a fun side! shocker =p haha.
people others intro me to. one example is brandon! haha. melody's friend. heh. and jessie's bullion park friends! marcus keith marcus lucas ivan. halloween at buillion... [i was a witch and melody was just plain scary.. scarier than usual =p] recent additions include toshihiro's friends. =) and then there are those that the people others intro me to and they intro me to more people. LOL. one fine example is TERRY! jessie - keith - terry. wah. not bad hor.
wah not bad. i finished it! ok. quite three-quarter heartedly.. can see my first few groups so long.. trust me, they could go longer. haha. but im tired! 1hr20mins of non-stop typing. serious o.o how cool! haha. i think i shall transfer this into my random facts or smth similar. over 1500 words in this post and no pictures! not bad! back to mugging!
a few days ago i bumped into mathew's new blog and i read almost every post. there werent much honestly, 20 only. haha. but i came across this para he wrote...
In a relationship, be it friends, lovers, spouse, children, there must be a link betwen them. Two mutual efforts between the two individuals to make sure that the relation improves, or in worse case scenario, at least stay the same. If there's only one person struggling to uphold the integrity of the relationship then he/she will sooner or later crumble under the sheer immense weight. This is what we call in crude terms gone fuck. It's pathetic really, that some people believe that the whole world revolves around them, and that all must bow to his/her wishes. He/she does not bother about meeting up with you unless he/she needs you to do something or other stuff.
and it feels so painful. i know i havent been the greatest friend to most people. like i never tried keeping in contact with my friends. cos i feel that guys should always call the girl out. but after reading this i felt that it doesnt have to be that way for friends. so to all my friends WHO WANNA GO OUT WITH ME AFTER NEXT WEEK!? not really sincere, i know, but its a stepping stone aye?
and to you. have you ever tried to make our relationship improve? do you even care?
rawr. i feel super pissed. so lemme just feature a little part of She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. music soothes the soul. but this snippet just makes me feel worse. pffft!
I don’t mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore
It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want
Sleepless Nights - Faber Drive
Another sleepless night and,
still staring at the ceiling.
I can hear him fighting,
with her for no good reason.
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If i had my way,
I'd corner him and say...
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love's not enough when you say it.
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever,
is something you'll regret forever
Another day goes by and,
nothings changed she's still the same.
I can hear her crying,
thinking shes the one to blame.
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If i had my way,
I'd corner him and say...
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love's not enough when you say it.
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever,
is something you'll regret forever.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you'll never let her go.
Screwing up the best thing ever,
is something you'll regret forever.
Another sleepless night and,
nothings changed she's still the same.
Another stupid fight and,
someone's gotta say...
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love's not enough when you say it.
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever,
is something you'll regret forever.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you'll never let her go.
you'll never let her go.
no, no, no.
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you'll never let her go.
hoho~ brandon made my day!!!
IM SUPER JEALOUS OF JIAXIN!!! she took a cab from bedok.. i took a cab from boonkeng.. her cab fare was 9 bucks and mine was 10 bucks!! what a way to start my shittyass day.
my macroecons paper was super fucked. as in.. supersuper fucked. =( i got 5 for the first paper... =( so that means only 2 questions right. actually.. i only did the first question and i randomly picked the rest. =x BUTBUTBUT. i got full marks for paper 2.. so.. i did better than jiaxin! =p
then! i went home and realised my question mark (or slash) key on my keyboard wasnt working properly! so i was asking questions on my MSN without a question mark!!
then my day got better!!! now i can type this: /////////////????????????
and then brandon called me out to tanah station.. and he gave me a present! haha. a book! comedy of errors by william shakespeare. so sweet right! LOL. something i can scratch off my wishlist!! xD
ooo adriel also made my day! haha! he just told me about the SPSSC bbq on friday! cant wait!! so malu leh! adriel hasnt even went to club for more than an hour combined in his whole life, and he told me about the bbq! i main comm leh!! rawr!! haha.
lincoln has also been so sweet! he offered to study with me even though his MSTs are gonna be over. heehee! and he always makes me smile!! =D or else he say "dark liao" =p
steven also made my day. HOHO.! [changed the nicks cos they are really long. haha.]
melswee (8:16 PM):
why i not invited to bbq!!!!!!! T_T
steven (8:19 PM):
?
steven (8:20 PM):
U MAIN COMM LAR!
steven (8:20 PM):
U ARE THE BBQ!
im watching the nanny on youtube. omg..!!!
watch the part where the father sings. its really nice! its the episode that got me hooked to rod stewart. =)
anyways! was reading leeyen's blog a while ago.. and thought i should steal a bit. it features her thoughts and a bit of her convo with her friend. changed their nicks.. cos it was reeeaaaallllllyyy long!
So I was wondering.
Is 'I miss you' more powerful than 'I love you'?leeyen: (10:38:34 PM)
i love you is not the same as i miss you
or is i miss you more powerful than i love you
hmmm.her friend: (10:39:02 PM)
well
'i love you'
does not mean hes thinking of youleeyen: (10:39:17 PM)
right.her friend: (10:39:20 PM)
'i miss you' means he wants to see you
tadaleeyen: (10:39:36 PM)
rightt. so which is more powerful? I love you or I miss you.
okay fineher friend: (10:39:51 PM)
ill say depends on the situationso what do you guys think?
I know how in this era, when people are infatuated with someone, they think they're in love. But the fact is that, infatuation is very different from love. You can love someone. But you might not be in love with them.
oh i see alot of question marks. nahh, i am no love doctor.so do you guys think 'i miss you' has evolved to be more powerful than 'I love you'? i mean, people can just utter 'I love you' to just someone they hardly know[for example, ted mosby's character in how I met your mother--this episode]
which reminds me. those who havent watched "how i met your mother", i suggest you do! xD!!
oh ya! brandon calls my dp a tomato. LOL. here's the convo box...
and here are the tomato pics -.-! lol. i think brandon also said my eyes so small like cartoon character.. just draw one line. lol.
what a way to end my shittyass day! i cant dance for la passion 2! =((( oh well! at least i can be a helper! cant wait cant wait!
oh ya. i havent started studying for financial accounting. and i havent showered. I DONT WANNA LIVE. I SUPER HATE MY LIFE ALL OF A SUDDEN..........................!
i must say, today i looked undenialbly adorable and blue. lol. i wore a blue top, with my blue headband. and a denim skirt. i was thinking of using my blue ipod, wear my blue shoes and maybe paint my nails sky blue. haha!
after my fucked up accounts paper... i went to cathay and watched get smart. hopefully, i did get smarter. tmr is CRM. and its so difficult to study for such a lame and useless subject.
movie was alright. heard people saying it wasnt funny. actually it was lah.its just that the bulk of the jokes are very american.. so many singaporeans wouldnt get it. shame.
my dinner sucked. =( *pouts* i was damn whiny during dinner. mummie pacified me with a whole apple! =) haha. and my fave type of banana. and coke. and dragonfruit. omg. im gonna be fat! thats only dessert!
honestly! how does anyone study for CRM!
i shall start todays entry with something about my ARMPIT. during the night, some insect or something bit my armpit. =/ wasnt much of a nuisance during school hours but now its starting to hurt and it swollen! swollen armpit. LOL. but no worries. its not at all obvious. so its not like i have a double pit or something. LOL.
today was CRM.by far my most confident paper. why? cos its a memorising paper and i memorised all the right stuff. xD! wheee! later got to mug for ECM. just like that. you know whats worse than having a test that is 50 MCQ? its a test with 50 wordy, big words and chim-o-logy MCQ. rawr!
today i was almost late for my paper.. i left the house at 10.30.. paper is at 11.30. maybe i shouldnt blame hiro but he said he was gonna gimme a wake up call so i stayed up in bed from 9 to 9.45 waiting for him to call... =( then i dilly-dallied until i was damn late. rushed out only to feel my stomach not being very cooperative. reached dover breaking out in cold sweat. 10 mins till the paper started and it takes 5 mins to walk to SB.. so 5 mins for me to make my stomach not so bitchy. lol. came into class just in time! xD
then went to club to study/slack. omg i miss aaron. i rmb we had "slardy." no doubt, some rubbish word coined out by yours truely. hoho. omg clare is more prepared for ECM than i am. hai! clare leh! LOL. but nevermind. i had my sour shagx! =DD and my nutrisoy =)
but before that.. i did homework! but. not mine. oh. lemme take some time to explain 1) how pro my maths is. 2) why guys must listen to women. 3) why trial and error is so damn fun LOL.
1) after close to 1 1/2 yrs without doing any amath at all.. lincoln passed me his engineering math 2 paper to me! 3 MM students worked on it. and me, as usual, not listening to their technical rantings, managed to do it. HOHO. adriel marcus and lincoln doing eng math vs melswee and eng math. what does this prove? that melswee is naturally good in math. its just that shes rusty without all the experience so she isnt very confident of herself.
2) before even starting on the question, you have to read it right? so i read the formula A=Px(1+i)^N. thats to find compund interest. melswee learnt that in primary school. and i specifically mentioned that you have to put your interest rate over 100... though i did mention im not too sure.. so you could trial and error. BUT SOME PEOPLE LIKE LINCOLN KOH NEVER LISTEN. LOL. so yep. after a very long while of team link adriel marcus trying to figure out why the formula didnt work... link looked over to team melswee and asked.. "why over 100?" rawr!
3) least importantly, trial and error rocks. trying to figure out the interest rate to make $224 into $1,000,000 over a period of 535 years. [yea you read right. 5 centuries!] so since my lg/ln isnt strong, i couldnt make i the subject of the formula. so i decided.. trial and error! answer is 1.583217961%. ok so its not entirely correct. im half a cent off. but its half a pence! which. actually. is quite a lot! 0.5 GBP [United Kingdom Pounds] = 1.34869 SGD = 91.21 IDR [Indonesia Rupiahs] =/
so bottom line, after solving it.. i nagged at lincoln. see what happens when you dont listen to a woman? she remembers it and holds it against you for the rest of your life! HOHO.
then while slacking outside club.. having sour shagx and nutrisoy, adriel and marcus finished their class and came over and said they solved it. HA. school of biz student here also solved it!! wheeeeeeeee!
ok. i think enough of showing off. =D as if my blog isnt self obsessed enough. haha.
so after that.. went back to club and got ready to go for the student dialogue session. which was.. damn funny. it was held in the vanda room. and when glenn bent down to walk below the stairs i shot him. =p!! "glenn! you no need to bend down!" HAHA. everyone said ouch. cept isaac who said it was a good one. LOL.
each club after SPSU was trying to beat each other in the fastest to present. yep. there were clubs that didnt even hit 30 secs lah. LOL. damn funny. "this is the hierarchy of our club.. ok finish!" LOL. then they implemented the 3 min time limit.. and the first to tio was SD. and they only had 2 slides, in which the first was just their club name and the second was the club hierarchy. haha! CSCC was kinda funny. when listing out the events for the year [they have A LOT] they were mostly home visits. [community service club what! lol.] so the presenter [a girl] was like listing out the names of the home and she always took a breath for the word "home". soon, MM club were making fun of her and saying her "home" for her. haha. so they were just waiting for a pause to say "home" haha!
then came sports club's turn! [the last club to present] we had 11 slides. but mostly were pics. so our dearest prez mr steven cowan was kinda fast, mumbling to himself "foc.. foc.. foc.. foc.. foc.." then MM started their rubbish again! LOL. then they say "foc.. foc.. foc.." with him. LOL. then a night cycling pic came up and steven was like "eh! NO! this one.. night cycling!... night cycling... night cycling.... night cycling..." LOL. and MM followed him. LOL.
then. REFRESHMENTS. the emcee was super lorsor. and since sports club getting restless, with glenn shooting out random comments. blaming alvina. LOL. i shouted "LETS GO!!!!!" and i was sitting right behind the director of SAA. aiyah. live life the way you want right? FUN! haha.
then food! i kept eating! then glenn say i so fat liao! then i say.. "fat can lose! height cannot gain!" =P!! MUAHAHAHA. but i still like him as a friend! dont think i hate him k. haha.
then.. i got pretty high from the caffine in my tea. then i jumped down every step down from vanda room. and i got leon to jump with me! haha! very cute leh! then he hi-5 me! then i say must be higher until need to jump! then we hi-5! then he tell me low-5! on the floor! wheee! haha.
then maureen told me we have to design club shirt. haha. so i had a brilliant idea!! imba in fact. maureen's head on one boob, and my head on the other. then ryan was like "maureen's one got to be bigger right?" LOL! true lah. maureen is very sexy =) haha.
went home with glenn maureen steven and ryan. glenn told us his ex is a head taller than him and highly jioed. w00ts! plmgs girl!
talked about flying to steven from outram to bedok. he's like 10 courses away from me. kinda cool knowing how times have changed over the course of 1 year. =/ haha. but steven only got interested in what i said when i told him i talked to micky liew about him. haha.
came home and dropped my contacts into the sink! so daddy had to take out the bottom part. and EWWW it was stuck in all the icky stuff in the sink. yucks! so i popped a pill into my contacts. lol. lucky i still got those little pills. its supposed to remove protein.. =/ oh well!
wah. its been a while since i blogged like that. i miss it! now its the scary part. copy and pasting from other blogs! but. i think pictures first!
my bro trying to fix my comp.. took cow and put it on his head!
scoopz
peel off nail!
*pastes back*
sherlim xD
our locker =D
ryan made fun of link's name. LOL.
leon, embarrassed of his chinese name too.
colouring off his chinese name. LOL.
heres the copy and paste part! so i was listening to jiaxin and georgina's convo.. and georgina, highly affected by it, decided to blog about it.
P.S: Its my point of view again. Pls dun be affected everyone. (:
Jia Xin and I were talking about me not accompany my boyfriend.
But its like? I'm having exams!
She says if she were my boyfriend, she will run away already because I'm only concern about my studies during exam period and not wanting to accompany my boyfriend. LOLS. Boyfriend and I are not bees to honey.
Jia Xin and Cong/Chong (i duno which 1.lols) meet up many many times a week. She lives bedok than wake up 6 plus travel all the way to Boon Keng to find her boyfriend. She is too NOBLE. I need my sleep so much.
I must thank the heaven (since i dun have a specific religion, so thank heaven would be very much appropriate.lols.) for giving me an understanding boyfriend. Not only him, but all the boyfriends that i have before.
I mean, if he cannot even understand that studies is my top priority, that i want to get into a local university, that i haven even complete my revision, then what for get a boyfriend that add burden to myself?
so.... i hereby thank Sebastian, Mouse and Russell Pang!
=D
So, personal space and time is very important.
and, I don't like to be disturb during exam time.
and, Boyfriend and I doesn't msg at all (hmm.. unless sth impt), or maybe a call a day or none.
So........... I have lots of time for myself and my studies!
=D
He will understand that I will be more free after exams. (If SMART doesn't eat up my time. which i think it will take away a few wed of mine which is kinda my boyfriend day because both of us ended lesson early on wed.)
anyway, I'm going to have even more time for myself because he's going diving 2 weeks later for 3 days at malaysia i think. HAHAS!
anyway, why do i keep thinking of having more time for myself when i'm not even done with BFI & ECM revision? ):
i practially copied her whole entry lah. lol. so i tagged her blog.
melswee: if i had a bf like yours i would cry. actually i alrdy do. URGH!! i want a bf like jiaxin!!! [not jiaxin's cause i dunno much about him. but jiaxin herself!]
her reply???
Georgina: hahas. I seriously see nth wrong with having a bf like that? I like having such a bf. LOLS. i dun like my boy to stick too much to me. LOLS. Jia Xin and u are super time consuming! and u're high maintainence too! HAHAS.
me! high maintainence!! thats like the biggest joke ever!!! because.. after her blog i visited sarah's.. and i see...
i hope it doesnt rain tml den maybe i can do some tanning?and i feel vain lately,so i shall go do my mani and pedi before school starts gees.
i think sarah is so innocent in all this talk. sorry dearest hubby for pulling you in. but its in defence!!!
and i just read her previous entries.. where shrek [i think] commented on her entry..
eh. why hvnt u studied? u wanna me spend the hols inside the lib with ya?
SO SWEET LAH. I WANT T_T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so the bottom line of all this copying and pasting? [which is damn tedious for me] guys, there are different type of girls. when wooing one, make sure you woo the type that suits you. if you like sticky kinda girls like me.. then make sure you find a sticky kind. and if you like those that like their own time like georgina, find one that isnt sticky. but. i feel, not sticky gfs will never know their bf has died until.. ever! LOL. and not sticky relationships would let my mind wander off to other people. maybe its cause georgina is nAch and i am nAff. [refer to here if you dont understand the theory of needs i.e. nAch/nAff/nPow]
oh yes. and thank you all the people who have responded to my nick. thanks for all your care and concern!! people like sherlim brandon lincoln xiuyun charles eujin meiyee.. thats from today alone. yesterday also got. but i cant rmb who. =x i think there was sherwin grace leoric.. haha. and thanks those who wanted to sms/call but didnt dare. haha. i think xiuyun did sms though =/ haha. and ryan was going on about how he "called". then he was like "he dunno english lah. lucky i know jap." LOL.
okay! its 11.22PM. i shall go shower and START my ECM. omg! i havent started! haii! wish me luck people!
i know its late. and i got a paper later. but what the fuck. i cant sleep.
one might say, so what melswee? so what if he cant be bothered to read your entries? so what if he wont change his blog? so what if he doesnt call? so what if he wont send you a goodnight message? so what if you feel that he isnt putting in effort into the relationship? his life doesnt revolve around you, you know.
but i say, this just shows he doesnt love me. not as much as where the minimum mark is. it shows that im not worth the time and effort and strain to the brain when reading my blog. im not worth the time and effort of changing a blog. im not worth his time and money for a phone call or message. all my thoughts that i dont say to him about the relationship are clearly shown on this blog, whether in the form of my words, other people's blogs, song lyrics.. but im just not worth it. which would lead me to think, im not the one he loves at all.
his life doesnt revolve around me. but he doesnt know, that to me, he means so much more than anyone would understand or know.
is it my fault that i think too much? or his fault that he lets me so.
dont cry. cos a girl should never cry because of a guy.
baby, i'm really sorry. i know that it was my fault. and that i sucked for it. but now that i realise my mistake, please please. tell me you love me again. and i'll change for you ! i promise i'll be really nice to you ! i'll call you every day. every now and then, just to check if you're alright, just to tell you i miss you and that i really love you. i'd give you surprise visits to your school just so you know that i really really love you.
give us just one more chance. i promise you wont regret it.
lies lies lies. guys lie. i hate guys. hate hate hate.
first it started when i found out i didnt know something.
then slowly i felt that they were getting closer, and slowly i felt more left out.
then now with one less topic, the main topic they always talk about, i will feel even more left out.
so i feel that i cant even hang out with you all anymore.
over the weekend i lost a lot. but i'll learn to move on =)
friday finally came! the last day of our MSTs. which meant a good day right? =)
BFI was a definate killer, but a definate pass too! =p okay lah. 99.9% chance pass. haha. unless i am that sway.
slacked with the class. ts and i had SMART. jasmine was looking at j-rock stuff. the guys who look like girls are kinda sick. =/ jasmine was laughing at the lamest stuff!
link came over and i slacked with him. then a lot of SPSSC people came. link left with them to go for gems. in the end he didnt go. haha. ts and i went for SMART.
we did factory packing. actually kinda fun. i got paper cut though, cos the papers were fresh from the printer. it was actually kinda fun =)
then went to club. slacked. more like stoned. was damn tired. fell asleep soon after. woke up and stoned summore. people were kinda freaked. LOL. like jian and adin. haha.
changed for AGM! i wore heelies. so cute! haha. then AGM. which, despite being a formal event, was very informal. haha. they were talking about outings.. then i shouted "island creamery!" haha. then everyone laughed and adriel [who was sitting at the back] smsed me smth like "wth island creamery" haha. then they mentioned overseas trip and those who went with us went "GENTING!" haha. i guess cos they knew that i was gonna shout that. haha. we had fun =) i kept taking photos of random stuff. veryvery fun! =))
then chiong off to change and head for the BBQ. damn funny lah when we had the bday celebration. haha. harith debbie and sandy's bdae is in june. then steven started gathering the people. then i ran next to steven and told link, "stand next to the president, its the safest" heh heh.
then they played billy banja on them. haha. then lucky draw! they put flour and water and chicken wing. LOL. and marbles. then they had to take the marbles out. got pretty dirty. harith got it bad. the guys put whipped cream in him. LOL. comments like "my dick feels damn wet lah" came out. =x LOL.
then steven said.. "rule number 1. no touching of the president" LOL. then ryan was like "rule number 2. no touching of the vice president" LOL.
then the water bombing started. i threw the first one. LOL. then i think jonathan shouted at ryan "you throw one lor!" then ryan sounded damn angry and was like "I DID NOT THROW ONE." then we all quiet.. "i throw 2." LOL!!!
went to club. was damndamndamn stoned. parents picked me up. they sorta got lost. went home.
today woke up quite reluctantly. but it was ng ks first solo. i couldnt miss it. =) he got into PPL! grats!! and his shit water was done by yours truely. today i learnt something new. cincalok. i suggest you google it. the images are disgusting enough already. to save you the trouble, cincalok is some raw mini prawn thingy. i attacked myself when making his water. first i poured flour on my jeans. then i got sweet sauce on myself. then i had cincalok on my face. SICK!. LOL. needless to say. the smell was unbearable. LOL. AWFUL. i didnt even wanna stand next to the bucket. LOL.
when OM poured the water on nick.. i didnt even wanna stand there and watch. it smelt AWFUL. seriously. it was worse than a sewage. LOL. felt so bad, i actually cleaned up the place for him. the other first soloists i made them clean up after themselves. LOL.
then ate at wings cafe. saw jiewei.! first time i hear him talk so much.
oh ya. today is my instructor's bday. HAPPY 34th BIRTHDAY, NG CT SIR!
then slacked around.. checked out the library. first time there... saw ng ks get his flight suit. looked good.
then went for prata. i had strawberry! so cute!!! haha.
then home. seriously damn sleepy. i KOed on the bus. i dont usually fall asleep on buses.
later going to check out the flypast with tan mf, chieng ks and koh tc. =)
i think, and so does koh tc, that chieng ks and tan mf got something going on. tan mf didnt really want me to pei her to town. so.. yep. =D you go girl! =p
