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Wednesday - 2008/10/01 - 18:58:33


ICE PREP CAMP!!!

just came back from ICE prep! my partner in camp is... SHAFIQ~! sha-who? hmm. i also have no idea who he is. he never go prep. damn sian pls. partner someone i dunno is damn......

anyways. not much about camp! nightwalk was damn scary. thank you keith for walking with me!! before the nightwalk they made us watch SHUTTER!! then now.. everytime before i sleep i have the image of the shutter girl crawling down the ladder, or sitting on the guy's neck. omgg! i was damn scared pls! and chenye still make me watch.. keep saying this part good.. etc. then ah! keith in the middle of the show, climb under the table, and touch my hand!!! WAH SCARY LEH! then i told him im gonna tell his gf. lol. cos i know his gf! muahah

then while walking the the starting point of nightwalk, i was saying something about charmaine sit on chenye.. then in shutter, the guy + ghost = 120kg. then chenye's weight is around 80kg.. then charmaine is around 40. then.. 120!! i got so freaked out k!!! T_T.

the nightwalk route 1 was SUPER FREAKY at W4 W5!! i was walking with keith, covering my eyes and screaming the whole way through! then the next day they asked, "i heard someone say 'are we there yet?'" lol. and yep that was me! SCARY PLS!!! so dark then still got people scaring me!

then got one part.. go into dunno which LT.. then got a guy in a mask with a musical box stoning at the door!! then i keith recognised his hair.. [JJ i think] then i was like screaming "LETS GO LETS GO!! WHY HE SO UGLY!?!??!!??!" then i run up the LT then another one [xavier] jump out! OMG!! then i went through the door. then we were confined in a super small space with 2 doors!! then the other door cannot open! then xavier slammed the back door!!! then the other one cannot open!! then... i found the light switch! HAHAHAHAH! so. not scared liao.! haha. what a spoiler!

then we were going to the reporting place.. then.. before we turned the corner of FC2.... i heard a sound!! then i got so freaked out! then keith was like "vending machine!" OMG. DUMB CHENYE! made charmaine buy drink for him.. then.. freak me out with the sound!!! T_T! RAWR!!!

route 2 was SCARIER k! i cried. =( i have never cried during nightwalk before k.!!! but i was super freaked out!!! especially at SB.. i was alright at red bridge. im always alright there.. i walk there alone all the time. no issue. but when i reached the zigzag part [T22 and T20] i got soo freaked out i ran down! LOL. then keith had a hard time catching up with me! LOL. but when i saw alwin and alvin.. i got super freaked out. i couldnt stop screaming.. then more and more people came down to see who scream until laiddat. LOL. alyssa they all just kept watching!!

then W13 i got more freaked out! leonard was damn scary! like some tribal chief. shortshort and messy hair. LOL. but.. then! came the "headless woman" then i was soo bloody scared lah! then got a girl there crying at the side! then i held keith back. then i still can say "lets see her stamina how good." LOL. keith was like "ice camp ice camp, casulaty" LOL. i was that freaked out lah! damn scared!!!

then came alex lina and fariz station. wah lao leh!! i cried.!! cos got to go this toilet i have never been in! then still got to go inside, light a candle, find a 10cent coin!! omg! i have never thought smokers were such a blessing in my life!! i told keith i dont dare go in. then he whisper "i got lighter" WAH HENG LAH! no need to find the lighter! haha! xDxD

then came EEE bridge, got 2 guys in the scream masks. OMG!!! damn scary!! then keith wanted to find out who so i let him go.. then i squat down. then one of the guys came running towards me!! then i screamed "KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEIITTTHH!!!!" LOL. then keith quickly cover me.. then the scream guy take out his "cloak" and cover me. LOL.! then.. the lift came.. then got scarer inside.. so.. we didnt go. LOL. then we took the stairs instead! LOL. then saw steven waiting.. to drop a dummy when i got out the lift! RAWR! LOL. but he didnt get to scare us! muahaha!

next dat met the campers! i told keith's gf "last night.. your bf anyhow touchtouch me!" LOL. hahaha! then he went to kick my knee when we were gonna bunk out! im gonna tell the gf, "your bf anyhow kickkick me down there!" LOL. muahaha! cant wait for camp to start! wheeee!

went to hiro's to stay over. actually im still at his place for another night! my back was killing me just now. but im alright now!! xD!! im watching HBO family! just now was florence nightingale! now its the holiday. OMGOMGOMG I LOVELOVELOVE THIS SHOW! i rmb watching it. i think it was with brandon? but OMG SO NICE!!! xDD!!!

the holiday rocksass pls!

anyways! hiro's mum is out to buy food to cook later. IM HUNGRY LIAO! hiro's sleeping on the OSIM chair! >=(

the holiday is nice!!! xD!!



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Friday - 2008/10/03 - 01:20:55


wheee heehee!

okay! i dunno what to blog about!

blah blah blah. =D

I NEED A NEW KEYBOARD. *checks my previous blogs* i bought it keyboard at the sitex fair on 27th november 2005!!!! i had so much negative comments about it but i liked it nonetheless. now.. so after over 1000 days.. its starting to malfunction!!!!! so.. if you look at my tagboard.. im not using the colon, i.e. : cos its spoilt! [i copied and pasted it LOL]. when i type in msn i now start to reduce question marks i.e. ? cos its a bit chachat. i rarely make the "-.-" face now cos my hyphen i.e. - is also almost dead. but thank goodness the number pad also got hypen so i use that. but that means i cant use underscore i.e. _ as well. and hiro's email has a frigging underscore. LOL. and my HTML coding also needs the frequent usage of the underscore! hmph!

time to get a new one yah. but im too emotionally attached to this one!! =( its ergonomic!! and people like my mom cant use it cos.. the keys have been used so much, there hardly isnt any print left on the keys! like, the only keys with the prints still on is N and Y.. thats cos these keys are bigger so i hit a different part of the key!. =((!!

sadded. i actually dont want a new keyboard. and double sadded, my life is so boring im actually blogging about my keyboard!

was looking at joyce's blog.. saw that she took some quiz. so i took it too! credits to http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

 

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

 

true i guess. i like it cos it makes me sound wonderful! hahahaha! okok. pictures. but before that [since they are still uploading]. lemme blog about.. WATER.

ok. those of you who read xiaxue's blog, good for you. haha. then you can skip the intro.

you know there are some kinds of expensive water. and you wonder why water can get so expensive! just pop into a supermart and compare.. ice mountain and evian. one is 45 cents and one is over a dollar. c'mon! its just water! right..?

so here i have come.. to give in my two cents worth. i shall not be comparing with evian.. but with.. Acqua Panna. like the most expensive water i have ever drank in my life! i googled the price.. they are selling one litre for around 38USD. like WTFBBQ! haha! and i just finished a whole bottle of it today!

so this expensive water.. its supposed to be "sweeter". and i actually agree.... only if you drink normal water first! cos.. you actually can hardly tell the diff pls. haha. but!!! just now.. i was damndamn thirsty in my room, and i decided to GULP DOWN EXPENSIVE WATER. and.. omg.. the after taste of sweetness is still at the back of my throat! its kinda nice! and that was like.. 4 to 5 hrs ago? before my shower! so until now.. i havent drank normal water.. and since i got no more of this expensive water.. i doubt i ever will! hmph! hahahaha! just kidding.

so yep. expensive water is expensive for a reason. but honestly, unless i earn as much as bill gates did, eh.. i still would stick to ordinary water, as long as can drink lah. no point drinking expensive water.. and then no money for good food yea?

but hey! if i get expensive water for free, then why not! hahaha!

okay. pics havent finish uploading. i must be typing real quickly. no wonder my keyboard koyak alrdy!

pricey. haha. too lazy to take a pic myself. will do it over the weekend or smth. =)

DAY 1 of F1!

went to kallang leisure park to have yoguru!!!

soba my mom made for me when i came back! =D

DAY 2 of F1!

drinks. from the floor.. and WE had to finish it! i was a good girl and only drank ICE MOUNTAIN!!! not even 100plus or coke k!

leoric hiding! HAHA he was a traffic marshaller!

went to check out the race!!

the eating space

talk about F1 fever.!

haha. couldnt resist. nice toilet!!

jonathan watching the race!

real monkey!!

haha damn cute lah he!

people looking out swissotel to watch the race!

dunno if you can see.. but.. theres a guy in the background.. using his phone to record the race. he attached his phone to his umbrella. LOL. so cute right! its like.. DIY periscope!

DAY 2 of F1!

free shuttle to paddock club!

vroomvroom!

they move so fast.. and only get to see a bit... -.-

but lucky us! sat behind this guy!

plus! we got paid to watch the F1! what could be better!

ICE camp pic. only 1 cos i wasnt with my phone much

EEE guys cooking for us! what kind of camp pls! LOL



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Sunday - 2008/10/05 - 00:51:23


a lot to blog!

i have a lot of things i wanna blog about. but.. i got no mood alrdy! rawr. cos. i want to watch "fated to love you"! im watching a couple of shows now.. 1 litre of tears, fated to love you, how i met your mother, gossip girl. oh ya. time to start watching heroes. i forgot.!

anyways. lemme start with yesterday [day before actually]. stayed home mostly. went out around 6pm to meet joyce at airport to have popeyes! we stayed there until around 10! =D i bumped into tabitha from indian dance!! xDD we surfed a lot of youtube! so nice to just chill around =D i shall feature some vids later cos im too lazy to upload pics from my camera! haha! went home pretty late. but very happy. i dabaoed popeyes for my parents and maid! xD and my bro was home from camp cos.. camp bed not nice to sleep in!

speaking of which. my bro has been coming home everyday since tuesday and i havent seen him!!! very sad pls!! already sunday!! cos i got ICE.. then keep coming home late. =(( i miss my brother. and he's like 10m away from me.. but sleeping already~!

okay. today was more eventful! went SYFC with joyce to slack around! hung out. =D very happy day!! yep. decorated the scrap book. slacked around with mr hi, called rilvia [cos she was in VJC], and we slacked with someone new!! not the BFC people, though we did too, we slacked with GM's PA! how cool! helen lee! shes nice! shes very nice and entertaining! haha. =DD then we went off in some cse135 guy's car. haha! 135 and 143 guys. and rilvia! then we went toapayoh paktor! and rilvia treated us to rojak! but she.. never get the whitewhite thing i like in rojak! then she keep saying tulip. i thought she acting cute. turned out to be TURNIP. diao! haha! shes so cute pls! hahaahahah!

then rilvia and joyce went off to the north. and LIAN and HENG sent me to bugis. but they got lost. so from toapayoh, they sent me to bishan.. then they back track to dunno where. then.... ended up at payalebar!!!! LOL. but okay lah. cos they sign on AF and they are at payalebar area! so they sent me to the MRT instead and they headed off to tampines! and i went bugis!!

met charlton! omg! i lovelove citybloxx game pls!! and im playing charlton's phone like crazy! haha! until he got tired! haha! anyways. met up with everyone, terence, huihui, tsuisan, lloyd. then the 6 of us went to eat steamboat! and charlton was saying 'justice pao' also got outing! then charlton never go! hor! but!! also bugis! also steamboat! then we went there.. then..!! THEY WERE THERE! haha! about half of justice pao was there!

then we got a table inside instead. [justice pao was outside] then.. I SAW A BABY COCKROACH! then i scream. LOL. then bravebrave charlton catch and kill for me!! wahh! how man ah! anyways.! then we eateateat! [yes, even after the cockroach] then halfway.. [uncle tan will like this part] jian en came over to our table and whacked my head! rawr! LOL. then.. oh yah! i forgot to mention this to the table. the dropped can of coke not my fault k! it's jian en. keep poking me. =p LOL. hmm.! but i didnt fail to mention that today i dressed up in almost everything bought in USA! haha! my converse shoes, levis jeans, damn cute undies, playboy spinning belt [YES! MY BELT CAN SPIN! like john cena's in WWE!!!], lil miss hollywood tee, melswee bracelet from disneyland, GAP handbag! =DD!! *smiles* cute right! hahah!

today my blogging very chunky hor.. =/ like that paragraphs so wordy o.o

anyways. then we went walkwalk in suntec. then walkwalk to esplanade.. then walkwalk to marina. then lloyd and ts went to drink beer. LOL. then walkwalk back to esplanade. then we rushrush for last train! i would like to proclaim...

I WON LLOYD RUNNING UP MARINA STEPS!!! xDD!!!!! woohoo!!!! and TIED WITH LLOYD RUNNING UP AND DOWN CITY LINK STEPS!!!! and lloyd held the handrail! ahpek! i didnt k! i got good balance!!! xD

then.. my parents picked me up from tanah around 12midnight. then.. on my way home.. my dad saw this guy walking, so he shine the light bigbig.. then i saw SPSSC logo on this guy's jersey.. so i wind down the window and shouted "MARCUSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" haha! so cool!!! xD

okay. i dont really feel like posting up vids. but. i really love this one joyce showed me!!! actually i loved a lot she showed me, but the one that left me a lasting impression was this! 12sqn [UK] marshalling!

watch the first 4 mins can le. haha.!



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Sunday - 2008/10/05 - 03:16:05


=(

was reading sandy's blog.. omg. im damn bloody touched by her entry. its so sad.. and i so totally feel the pain. =( and though i hardly know her well enough. i feel so so sad for her =(

why are men so evil, they can bear to hurt even the cutest girl i've ever met in my life. and they can be smittened by the meanest of bitches. what is the world coming to!

oh but then again... girls arent any better! hahahaha!

talk about mood swing!



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Monday - 2008/10/06 - 00:25:51


backache! =(

my back hurts a lot. =( as in, really super painful ='(

anyways! ICE camp starts in 12 hours!! cant wait. actually, i can. cos my back painpain! =( then must sleep on the floor!!

hmm.. nothing much to blog about. today i went to kallang area for kway chap! but.. i was really hungry. so i had char kway teow, and curry puff!!

and i havent eaten since. so im hungry now.! =( but. so late le.. nth to eat at home! =(

okay. so i shall feature pictures from friday!

friday!

joyce's destop LOL

saturday!

trying to write in chinese on mr hi's board! [not my fault joyce and chieng's cannot describe how to write huan ying de ying]

uhhhhhhhhhhh

thinking.. thinking..

 

thank you very much! my chinese rocks pls!

taking pics of guys is damn difficult pls!

rawr!

charlton and his prawn + pork + prawn!

 

tsui san so cute!! =D

lloyd's prawn soup!

prawn-tail!

us at the esplanade!

girls!

guys!

band!



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Monday - 2008/10/06 - 04:25:11



be strong and smile =)



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Monday - 2008/10/06 - 13:33:07


emo ipod!

i think my ipod is really cute pls!! darling ipod very emo! the songs it plays very lubbydubby! -.-!

anyways! camp was supposed to start at 12.. i left my house at 12.30.. reached school at around 1.15.. only to find out that.. camp hasnt started!! !@#$ rawr!

so.. im watching fated to love you on my laptop! heehee! im so smart to actually transfer it to my laptop!! now i feel like putting it in my ipod so i can watch during nightwalk! hahaha! omg im really addicted!!

today before i left my msn threw a bitch fit! dont let me reply people! haha. so sorry alfred and grace! haha!

okay. lemme watch my fated to love you!

oh ya! anyone know what time is the GEMs registration? plspls sms me! =(



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Thursday - 2008/10/09 - 23:52:30


ICE CAMP!

really really tired! too tired to upload pics, too tired to even watch my fated to love you!

im gonna sleep now! tmr is another active day!

*disclaimer* this entry might touch on sensitive issues like race and politics. but it doesnt mean i am for or against any race or political thingy. haha. i dont even know the proper terms to these political stuff.! they are true facts! =D

anyways! lets see what i can say about ICE camp! it was fun! really! haha. travelator is the best game ever! and its easy to set up! woohoo!! and glenn so rocks lah! he performed chekchek gorek for us! and he helped us GLs a lot! thank you! and to sports club for being so enthu and promoting lee hsien loong! haha!

oh! my group rocks! name is KRIS!! its a sword. yep! the theme for camp was WEAPONS!! GLs were dynamite chainsaw!!! [girls dynamite, guys chainsaw] [oh i rmb this yr FOC was tarzan and janes. LOL.] anyways! xD the group's second name is SIAM! [the country!] and we had CHRIS-topher in our group! haha! he's very cute pls! hahaha! KRIS and CHRIS! geddit? haha! and he looks like lee hsien loong!!!!! xD!! damn funny lah!

oh ya! KRIS rocks at YO MAMA jokes!!! to avoid shim night this camp, we had YO MAMA NIGHT!! and i think my group so rocks pls!! we really set our creative juices running!! very fun lah!! we won k! we won the other groups!! but we couldnt beat the imba [and really, imba] GPs/helpers!! i think non-chinese are damn good at this game lah! haha! GP/helper group had very little people.. but they consisted of 1 ang moh. mostly malays. 2 indians. and 0 chinese!! and they are so damn creative lah!! pro!!

when we cheered, it was funny too! since we had lee hsien loong, the cheer for our group was:

three cheers and three cheers for PAP!

then for our opposing group they would cheer:

three cheers and three cheers for workers party!!

HAHA! very cute pls! camp rocked lah! hmm.. i shall stop here. anymore details about ICE i guess would be kept from the world! no lah. i will tell you if you ask! so let me end off the entry with the YO MAMA jokes i remember! and some pics and a VIDEO!!!!

KRIS: yo mama so stupid she thinks lee hsien loong is really at this camp! *chris walks out waving*

opposing group: yo mama so old she watered the tree adam and eve ate the apple from!
KRIS [oh! i say de leh!]: yo mama so old, she planted that tree!

GPs/helpers: yo mama so old she created God!

ok. there were A LOT of great jokes. but i dont remember a lot of them. i think it was damn funny when it was lezlie vs his brother. and when the campers couldnt hear what lezlie or his bro was saying and they repeated it, "i said, his mama, who is also my mama, and his mama, is so..." LOL. DAMN FUNNY LA!!! haha! anways!!!!! just wanna say! GREAT JOB EVERYBODY!!!! xD

oh ya! i almost forgot! then.. on our way home.. 2 girls just got turned down by someone for a survey.. so i offered!!! then.. its some love relationship kinda survey.. then she was like "oh by the way, im from YFC, youth for christ." then i was like "oh! im from YFC too! youth flying club" HAHA! then she told us about her religion and stuff.. then STEVEN DAMN MEAN! they say you can talk to God anytime you want, then he say "OK! my number is 91..." LOL haha!

chen ye's car is damn dirty! oh ya! thank you chen ye! for driving us out for supper, and for driving us to T22! thank you so so much!! =D

our camp drink. HAHA!

glenn amron!

 CLING WRAP!

 GRABBING CROTCH WRAP!!! HAHA!

unglam, but i still think cute! =p

 

my camper did this for me! so cute hor!

dave! *psst! thats lee hsien loong behind!!*

felicia and charmaine! opposite colours and matching slippers!

leeyen darling!

WHITE BOY!

sleepy marcus!

awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!! "gimme one touching clap!"

steven marcus anthony hand power to move the lady to the empty seat in the train so i could sit down!!!

okay! since its already past midnight [0110 liao. oh so cool! its 1010, 0110!] ITS WEIYING'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYING DRUNK BITCH BTBNN!!!!!!!!
love you!!

茶托需要茶杯,茶杯需要杯蓝,
这三样东西本来就应该要放在一起。
唯一只有这三样东西并不适合彼此。



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Saturday - 2008/10/11 - 01:31:32


wakeboarding !

wakeboarding is damn fun!!! wheee!!!! haha!

today i went wakeboarding with jian en. wahh!! wakeboarding is difficult! but its fun while it lasted! haha. but now.. [yes, even until now] very thirsty!! my right arm is tired too! so. that means. i shouldnt be studying! hahah!!

anyways. then we decided to go to town. idiot jian en never return the locker key so we had to double back. rawr. anyways. then town! jian en bought his dr martens. haha. and i managed him to persuade him to get the brown pair instead of black! woohoo! haha.! and the shopkeeper also supported me. haha. then she still can ask if i was his girlfriend. -.- and i was like "no! he forever bullying me!" then.. she ask why i keep making fun of him. rawr! haha!

then we went to find reef slippers. eh. so cool leh. they got beer opener at the bottom! haha! and billabong also got on their boardshorts! very cute lah!

anyways. im watching ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni still! haha. okay. tmr gotta go club early! but. i still wanna watch. haha. so exciting! they are almost getting back together!!! woohoo!! hahaha!

no pics to feature. but i've got 2 phrases! one is from a person.. i shall not name. cos its damn.. wrong! haha. but i think its damn funny! haha. and if you dont get it, then nevermind! =p and another is from ming zhong zhu ding! and i think its really sweet. =) aiya. my chinese quotes are from this show. of course lah. cant be i make myself right LOL.

wah im talking a lot about ming zhong zhu ding!! haha! im hooked pls! i dunno what i'll do after i finish this show. watching this show, i have improved my chinese and hokkien!! pro right!! haha!

and from mystery person:

 

common ground therefore is to play baseball. everyone should know and if dont know should learn

 

from ming zhong zhu ding:

 

人家说女人被骗第一次是纯真,第二次是无知,第三次就是愚蠢。

我只知道第一次是偶然,第二次是必然,第三次就是命中注定。

 

 

p.s. my keyboard F5 key now spoil! cant refresh! *pouts!*



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Saturday - 2008/10/11 - 23:50:10


syfc~!

today i went to SYFC to slack! as usual!

was supposed to meet joyce at gate at 9.15. then she wanted to go early... and i slept at 430 plus.. so.. i didnt feel like getting up when my alarm rang at 8.30.. nor when joyce called at 9.15, but i finally got out around 11plus. =D then. rushed to SYFC! xD!

today got a lot of people! got princess!! so long never see her!! i hugged her k!! haha! actually, today i hugged a few people!! princess, adriel, mr hi and joyce!!

after slacking around a lot with rilvia, the alumni, and the newbies.. then decided to take off!! went to taka with princess joyce lincoln chieng and jamie. then had dinner and i went to CSC for japanese dinner.. i had something light. udon! my bro's gyu smth was damn nice pls! but i alrdy ate quite a lot at taka, so i had something lighter. i couldnt even finish my dinner properly lah!

oh yes. i had a goal. i shant lose anymore weight. im not gonna be a skinny girl! im gonna put on and become a good mother-in-law target! haha! and someone nice to hug with fats!!! hehe! any objections!? xD

oh ya! another thing! joyce and i were just talking. she was like "who the shit is wei yang?" then i was like "wei niu de ge ge" haha. then i thought of how i remember the names of people with chinese names. like, zhan wei = cut backside, zhen wei = real backside, guan wei = close backside, yu jie = fish festival, so.. wei yang would be.... *drumroll* backside itchy. LOL!

oh ya! another thing to add! joyce is currently complaining that shes hungry. haha. and i thought of that time.. my family was having dinner. then my mom was having an orange. then she gave half to my dad. then she eat... she made that face and started screaming very sour. LOL. so my dad was like "sour one you make me eat!!! i dont want to eat!" then i was so tempted to try so i took one slice. haha. then i say.. not sour what. i didnt even make a face k. then my dad was like. "you sure a not? ok lemme try" haha! then he also scream sour! LOL. then they two there making a lot of noise. HAHAHA! very comical pls. haha! but honestly i didnt find the orange sour! i think i have a great tolerance for sour stuff!! =D like icebreakers from USA. which i have run out of! I WANNA GO BACK TO USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and guess who i bumped into today on my way to SYFC at tanah station!!! haha! my brother!. =p LOL. cool hor. =p

okay. pics! from today and from F1, link's collection!!!

fake cigarette! SO COOL! then i actually smoked it! wah very la4

mass brief room! long time no see!! haha!

 

tsktsk selina!

link's oaks!

a smiling rainbow. i see the end. but i dont see no pot of gold! rawr!

soup. quite nice! sweet tangy taste to it!

nice ceiling!!!

joyce feeding me pineapple on webcam LOL

SMILE!

 

CSO (NS) day shift!!

jonathan LOL

hot seh!

starting line!

*bish!*

 

 

 

13-ers

jonathan didnt want me to be alone. aww! 11! 11! 11! woo!

 

 

 



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Sunday - 2008/10/12 - 22:25:44


happy birthday!

was supposed to meet jian en to return our uniforms for F1 today at 9.30... and i woke up at.. 9.20 =) haha!

went to marina mandrin to collect check and stuff.. !@#$ i earned less than $180 pls! for 3 days of hardwork of punching cards, putting wristbands, bitching about and watching the F1! haha.

then jian en and i had tea [wah so sophisticated sounding!!] ]while waiting for lincoln to arrive. then link and i went to yiochukang grassroots club. =) been awhile since i've been to yck. seems like everything was just yesterday. oh well.!

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY KARINE!!

and thank you mr hi for inviting all of us! =D

it was fun! i was starving haha! but i had my food. =) then i got people to sign the card that joyce printed out! i designed the card. haha. sorta. haha. its actually my blog layout, and this layout was inspired by karine actually, cos we were wondering what kinda present to give a baby born in the pig year, so i decided a pig layout. and it fits cos.. mr hi was a pilot! haha! flying pig! cute hor. =p

anyways. we played around the playground! very fun leh! i cant wait till the pictures are out! mr hi! please upload to your facebook!!! =DD

then after a lot of phototaking, we went off~! majority went to amk to watch movie. i went to esplanade with kitson. then he met his friend and i met up with jian en again~ and we watched the wakeboarding finals. ah.. to wakeboard again. i want! should i go should i go should i go! my mom is super against water sports.. =(( but i also got nth better to do.. rawr! [shouldnt say that.. later mr david tan give us more projects LOL]

hmm. then went for dinner and headed home. i was watching fated to love you on my ipod! yes!!! i have CLEARED out my ipod of songs.. [only 2GB of songs now?] and the rest is VIDEOS! my ming zhong zhu ding! and how i met your mother! xD but hor. im getting tired of ming zhong.. cos.. they make the storyline damn drama!!! i mean. why cannot have happy ending!!! =( why she cannot give birth!! so sad!!! haii!!!

anyway. enough about my day! pics =)

karine's cake!!!! omg!! so nice please!!!

cupcakes!!! so cute hor!!!




happy birthday karine!!!

the chair so cute pls! got little "1"s decorated all over!

cupcakes are love!

jian en spent $80 on a pair of slippers that have a beer opener at the bottom. lol.! but actually, i like it a lot!!

cute cars~!


black knight/night number 38. looks so cool pls!


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Sunday - 2008/10/12 - 23:59:21


happy 23rd birthday to you.

i just wished you could have replied me.

just some words of wisdom to share, from a person who has affected my life in a huge way, like i have in hers:

i saw a quote from an anime that went
"it takes love to heal a heart broken by love."

but the very stubborn me shot back at her:

and i saw a taiwan drama.. something about.. even when stuff dont fit, like a pointed cup wont ever fit on a flat coaster, you just hope, that it will somehow just balance and work out

but after a lot of thought, that wont happen. the chances are one in infinity. and even if you spin the cup, like a top, it will find its balance, but only for a while. then it will start to wobble, then it'll be unstable, and it will just collapse.

so i will have to start accepting the fact that we cant be together

but did you really have to ignore me?

Shadow Of The Day - Linkin Park

  

 

 

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.



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Monday - 2008/10/13 - 23:43:39


coughing sucks!

i. hate. having. a. cough.! hmph!

today was rather eventful. hahahaha. I WOKE UP WITH NO VOICE! @$!#. anyways, i went to school slightly late.. very unwise considering the first lesson was ambrose miranda's. =/ anyways. rushed out of the train and saw, lloyd! then saw, georgina and her friend! then saw, amelia and mystery girl...

so we all took a bus to SB block from dover. LOL. then we rushed to MLT 9.. which is like, the furthest from the bus stop -.-. then.. i sat down next to lloyd and amelia's mystery friend sat next to me.. and i wanted to smile at her.. then i realised... OMGWTFBBQITSCAMELIA!!! shes become so pretty now! not that i didnt know she wasnt pretty before, but now she has enhanced her looks. and OMGGGG!!! so different..!! i took a bus ride with her, ran around with her.. and didnt know... -.- FAIL!

so anyways. had macroecons analysis 2 today.. first lesson alrdy got lecture. =( but ambrose miranda [which is his surname sia. mr ambrose or mr miranda!?!?] joked quite a bit. haha. something about changing 1M at the money changer will only agitate the money changer.. "they will go 'what! you think i small ah!' lucky they are in a cage." LOL then he kept calling deepavail deep-vali. then he was like "something i dont celebrate" LOL.

break~! dumb DNS guys. 4 guys take 2 tables. wtf! then i was like shouting at them.. "go back to your school lah" summore.. or at least just take 1 table lah! you look at us looking for a place to sit.. then just stare. no brain ah.! and then we decided to go COCA for steamboat buffet!!!

BLAW lecture! dennis sim is funny!!! some fun facts i've learnt in his lesson to share:

when a fetus is below 6 mnths of age, its not a person. its still a thing. so if you give birth to it and dispose of it, you are not commiting a crime, but merely littering! LOL

its illegal to perform oral sex!

in OCS they arent supposed to dunk your head in a pail of water to "threathen" you for information in the exercise, but just splash water. so if the day is very hot, i think the commandos wont ever give out information! LOL.

quite a lot of my coursemates do not support gay marriages. aww.

terence had a huge reaction when 377A was mentioned. =/

then we went out to COCA!!! xDD!!!! tengteng works there! we ate AAAAA LOOOTTT!!! especially TSUI SAN!!! she only sit and eat!!! RIGHT!?! hahaha! okay lah. at least she stirred the soup for like 2 seconds! haha! and jasmine was getting high on GOLDEN MUSHROOMS!!! haha! oh ya! thank you sososo much lloyd for the BIG FAT PRAWNS! omg! the prawns were so FAT! they were like.. FAT PRAWNS!! then he went walkwalk.! then lloyd and i went to great world city! and we satisfied our DESSERT CRAVING!!!! with... ISLAND CREAMERY!!! i have introduced him to the wonders of REVERSO flavour! and we learnt that reverso and his banana flavoured one go very well together!!! and another good thing is.. TOMYUM SOUP FOR STEAMBOAT! xD! [im seriously gonna lose my voice!]

i had a buffet at grand corpthorne. [yes. 2 buffets in 4 hrs!!] so i walked there. and met my parents and bro. OH YA! i bought fake lashes!!! OMG! im so in love with them!!! i love putting them on and all! its like so fun lah! im gonna wear them everyday!!! cos.. they are damn fun pls! haha! my mom was damn cute.. i asked her if got difference.. she say ya.. then she told me dont rub my eyes if not smudge. O.O then i was wondering wad she talking about. LOL. she thought eyeliner! i think my mom is damn cute pls!

okay! pictures! from today, and ICE camp.!

that was HALFWAY through the meal!

and we still ordered after that!

 

the love!

PRISON BREAK!

the eaters!

ICE CAMP~

group 5 & 6!! TRAVELATOR ROCKS PLS!

grp 5! [not my grp]

whoever was around!

oh yes! today i have a lot of things to feature! 1) tagged by marcus! 2) websites that lloyd showed me 3) a list of things that have gone MIA and i want to find!!! 4) pic of me and joyce!

1) tagged by marcus!!

1.Do you have a secret?
i dont think so leh! LOL

2. Would you fall in love with a girl/guy older/younger than you?
nope. LOL. maybe crush. i duno!

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yep!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
a lot of things! treat my closest buddies to dinner first!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i have before. haha!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
of course given unsought better! shakespeare's wise words!

7. Which would you prioritise first friendship or relationship?
i dunno!

8. If the person you like secretly is attached, what would you do?
"couple can break up de. even married can divorce de!"

9. is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes! a lot of things have! im a very lucky girl! and im grateful for that!

10. Do you have any regrets?
who doesnt!

11. How do you think you have been the past 5 yrs?
i have changed a lot! i've become much nicer!! haha!

12. What kind of a person do you think the person tagged you is?
very cute!! haha! always doing the weirdest stuff!

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married and rich. LOL

14. Who are the most important people to you?
the ones who make me happy even when im my true self!

15. What is your favourite colour?

almost every colour!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i already did.

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
LOL. the one who is loves me back first! [nah. just go for the better looking one]

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done to you?
i already have.

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
i have no idea!

20. 5 people i have tagged.
JOYCE, SHERWIN, JASMINE, TSUI SAN, whoever else reading this!

2) websites lloyd showed me!

http://www.thatsnotsexy.com/
http://profiles.friendster.com/technowawa

3) a list of things that have gone MIA that i wanna find!!

  • my ICE camp 07/08 shirt!
  • 4 diamond earrings [at least]
  • my contacts sucker thing
  • a bunch of clothes! seriously!
  • my mom's nail file =/
  • my sims2 CD
  • happiness =)

oh i might as well add a bunch of things i wanna do!

  • thread my eyebrows! [someone pls pei me to little india!]
  • pack up my veryvery messy room!
  • move on and be happy!

4) joyce and i! xD!

 



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Tuesday - 2008/10/14 - 23:16:16


xD

not in the mood to blog. dumb cough is making me damn xinku! =((

anyways. i just wanna shout out to lincoln..

i took back my crumpler! and omg! thank you for the notebook from langkawi!!! its damn pretty lah! i will post up a pic of it soon. sick people are lazy. thank you thank you so much. and of course i will forever be your greatest friend! =D

okay. back to my coughing. ='(



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Thursday - 2008/10/16 - 00:52:35


cant sleep.

not many things have happened recently, but small big things have affected the way i think. and that has made me unable to fall asleep.

actually, i dont know what to think.

we are always adviced: go for it, or else in future you will regret, and keep asking yourself, 'what if i had done that?' and im the kind of person who will go for many challenges. but now im asking myself, 'what if i didnt?'

what if, i hadnt gone out to meet person A when i was sec 4? what if i hadnt acted so rashly? what if i wasnt so detached from my schoolwork and went trinity instead?

then i wouldnt have met person B the day after my birthday last year. then i wouldnt have gotten my heart broken so bad. and i wouldnt have hurt another person.

so i would have to thank person C for teaching me not to fall to quickly. but i fell for him too fast. and who knew it was person B to save me this time. but person C, i hate that you let me get back with him. cos now my heart is broken worse than ever before.

to person C, thank you so much for everything this while. thank you for chatting with me when i was in the US. for giving me those comforting words. for being someone i feel i can talk to about my problems. and thank you again for just now, just talking to you made me feel happy that you hadnt forgotten me. =) cant wait to meet you after all this time!

to person B, today i was near your place and i felt this pang of sadness. i dont wanna continue this msg. so i shall stop here.

and to person A, i still rmb where you live! everytime i past by there [which isnt very often] i would think of the times we spent there, and how we got there, and how each time i passed by singapore poly on the way to your place i would squeal like a pig. haha. =)

just what if.. i chose to stay there? would things have been better?

and back to the present. thank you danial and jon for your advice, whether or not sincere or just gossip. i will watch out. and i'll be strong. and to dumbdumb uncle tan, im not that weak k! =p



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Thursday - 2008/10/16 - 22:13:08


*sigh*

i really dont feel like blogging all this down. but i feel like i just have to share my feelings to the world.

this entry will be a very sorry entry.

im sorry jiewei marmie. for i never heeded your advice all this while. knowing that you knew him well enough. knowing that you had my best interests at heart. knowing that you are an expert in all this. and i came to you for advice and yet i didnt listen. the stubborness in me felt that things would work out in the end. im sorry i disappointed you. i really feel like im the worst dottie ever. im so sorry. =( but thank you for always being there for me when i needed a chat, or for you to fix my blog. thank you so much for everything. =)

im sorry sherwin. cos you knew that i would get hurt, and i hurt you when i got back with him. im sorry that i shared so much with you until you felt for me. im sorry that i couldnt hate him, and that you hated him for me. i know outsiders usually have a better view of the situation, and yet i chose to ignore you. and im also really thankful for a friend like you, to be so nice to me when im down. to be there for me during the study period. to be there to make sure i was alright. to make sure i wouldnt go back to him, even though i did and disappointed you. im really grateful for a friend like you.

and finally, im sorry lynette. i came into your life under such circumstances. im really sorry i broke you two apart before. im sorry that i had made everything so complicated. im sorry that i even considered talking to him again after everything had happened. im sorry for all the sadness i made you feel when you found out about his cheating. im sorry for all the emptiness you felt when we got together. im sorry for all the hurt you felt when you read either of our blogs. im sorry for all the guilt i have ever made you feel. but i do want you to know, as i have said before, i would never blame you for anything that has happened. and thank you so much for being there to chat with these few days. thank you for helping me. even though i may not seem to want to help myself, thank you for at least trying, with all those words of encouragement. thank you for not hating me so much for everything.

okay. on a muchmuch lighter note, today. i had lessons. hmm. my FF tutor is nice. =)

went to IKEA after lessons. ate. cam whored. terence has the bulk of the pics. so his pics will be uploaded next time. came back to school for USA trip debrief. hmm. kinda miss the trip. i miss my fully-booked action-packed holiday. pictures from the beginning of the week~

monday free buffet thingy.

i was damn bored so i drew. and my mom couldnt tell what kinda stand it was. its a hotdog stand k!

my mom was like "i know! a stage!" -.-""""""

my sketched my bro's watch. hahahaha

wednesday

check out my checkered nails! for F1! hahaha. just kidding. i was bored.!

today!

my Victoria's Secret waterbottle and jasmine's drink from Candy Empire! haha.!

at ikea~

 

 

 

 

i was pouting that no one wanted to take pic with me. haha.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

today during US debrief

celine being damn cute. she was hooked on trying to pop all the bubbles on shazlin's iphone! haha. very cute. and boonwei was playing some golf game like a wii on jon loh's iphone!

a very special thank you to jiaxin who bought me this little card. thank you for much for everything. for listening. for just being there for me. *hugs*

oh and to end off this very depressing entry, 2 videos from US trip. =) one is all of us, the other is a pillow fight with mr ken kwan. hahahaha.



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Friday - 2008/10/17 - 11:36:53


xD happyhappyme!

im currently a very happy person! chenghong lent me his laptop so i can blog! hehe! thanks chenghong! xD

oh yes. im blogging cos.. during UCCD just now.. i saw brandon holding ferro roche. then i smile at him... then he gave me his ferro roche!! omg!! thank you so much brandon!! xD

im a happyhappy girl. i even smiled at random lecturers. and i went to find ambrose miranda and i smiled to him too! he was teaching practical to 02. haha. yipeeaye! im a happyhappy girl! and i love being happy! xD

went FC2. ohhh! then lloyd cam and kenny followed me to FC1 so i buy my bubble tea! hehe! damn happy with my bubble tea pls! xDDD~

okay. im just gonna slack now! wheeee!!! xDxD gems at 1 with SHERWIN! TSUI SAN! ching xiang.. and many more DBF ppl! woohoo!!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~

im just smiling so much! and i lovelove it!



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Friday - 2008/10/17 - 14:05:00


blogging in club!

i'm blogging! With sherwin's phone! Which is so cool! Cause i have never done this before! Ok. I'm not really blogging in club anymore.. I'm in fc5! Cause sherwin wants to eat kfc. Ok. Let's try writing a new para.. ! So cool please! Haha! I'm a damn happy person today! Whee! :) Ok. Sherwin just made me order. Haha. 2pcs chicken. Just to remind myself. Oh! I'm so hyper! Oh sherwin is making me eat. Ok! I'm off! Bye!

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Saturday - 2008/10/18 - 01:00:11


oh! the time of entry is so nice!

hello all! =)

im mostly smiles today! im a happy girl i guess. =)

gems with sherwin is retarded! he makes me laugh at the dumbest things. he made me laugh at the woman from the video. cos her hair very funny. haha! and i played around with sherwins phone to make sure he'll never forget me =) and i surfed the net!! so cool pls! and i made him go to club! haha!

then had kfc. then went back to SB with nicholas and maureen went off with sherwin. had CRAA. then collected notes. a lot of mess while collecting notes! very funny. the photocopy lady gave me DBA2B03 notes! >=( cos the person write A until like F. haha.

then i rushed to my mom's office and slacked around there! =)) then i went home with my mom. =) today is proof that i look like my mom. everyone, her collegues, the cleaner, the fruit shop auntie.. everyone say i look her her! haha.

okay. im hungry now. omg!

and to end off this entry. thank you so much jasmine and tsuisan. just for being there when i needed to rant that day to ikea. thank you so much for the hugs. =) thank you so much for your all your company. love you both to bits! =)



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Saturday - 2008/10/18 - 15:40:27


timetable!

M
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W
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I
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B
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so i have decided to colour up my timetable. even though i wont print it out. but i have absolutely nothing to do. =( haha. i need people to go out with me plss~~~!

bored~!!!

okay. i shall comment on my timetable cos it rocks so much! haha.

pink is lectures. red is tutorials. blue is breaks. light blue is time im not in school. =) but then again. cos of club. im usually in school. haha. wheee~ so colourful and happy!

my thursdays used to start at 10. then 3 hrs break. then  FF tutorial. so we moved our tutorial to start at 8! i love ending early! =) and this means wednesday to friday i will go to school with marcus and steven! whee! =D empty trains rock! xD

and i love that my mondays start so late. so i wont have the early monday blues. =)

but my tuesdays suck! i have to bring EVERY one of my lecture notes and LAPTOP! rawr.!

okay. i've been so bored im colouring my entry up. now. im back to find something else to kill time. p.f.f.t.!



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Saturday - 2008/10/18 - 18:24:19


ICE camp pictures!!

i finally got all the official photographs from ICE camp! whee! =D hehe. =) im that boliao. 1289 pictures! 96 chosen to be put on a photo album for my blog! 31 chosen to be featured in this entry! and 17 chosen to be animated! haha! whee!

oh. before i feature the pics. i just wanna say.. i have been so bored, i finished 8 eps of season 2 Eureka. and now im watching season 1 of Dogfights! i think i should let joyce watch this show. part of the risks of her future!

click to enlarge :)

the GLs! our entry march and salute to the campers! xD!

SALUTE!

at ease!

GL partners timothy and melswee!

my group!

tee hee me!

a very sexy gary and lee yen!

marcus! maureen! nicholas! melswee!

lee hsien loong! hahahahah!

ethel and hamizan!

i just thought i looked very cute looking like im praying. haha.

mass twister at night!!

me and my GL partner, timothy!

a very retarded keith! haha!

a very MACHO chen ye! haha!

very cool shot!

^^!

good photography skills of lee yen's face!

memememe!

more of me!

LINA!!!!!!!!!

the 'sign'! hahaha!

 

water games!

dave!! the male version of me!

 

 

more of the 'sign'! HAHA!

 

wait ah..

ear itchy! hahahaha!



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Saturday - 2008/10/18 - 23:59:22


woo! i made it in time to blog before midnight!

today! met marcus and damnidiot steven at.. er.. between CS and TM. [if youre wondering why marcus' name is black and steven's is red, cos they wore the same nike jersey, but different colour! so cool lah!] haha. and i waited so long for them pls! cos they were testing scents. RAWR! then make me wait alone, with all the smokers around. >=(

anyways. then we went to 17 bus stop at holy trinity church... then we took 17 to bedok 85! damn funny lah! when 17 came, marcus was eating his biscuit. then he was so excited and started muffling "17 is here! 17 is here!" but it sounded like "ser er hee mphh errr!" LOL very cute pls! hahah! then. cos steven was playing his psp and talking on the phone, i helped him carry his bags up the bus. then i put on the chair for him he still scold me leh! rawr! idiot steven!

then we had bakchormee! and steven ordered something i have never eaten before. its disgusting. oyster omellette? then the egg doesnt even taste like egg lah. it was flooded with starch. icky feeling. then we ordered sugar cane from some shop.. and some other drinks shop lady scolded us. she say we sit her store table shouldnt order from other store.! wtnehneh?

oh! wtf. nvm. haha!

hmm! then chenye and maureen came!! from rollerblading at east coast park! interesting xDD haha! omg. i miss skating. anyone wanna speedskate with me? =D i miss skating! rawr!! did i mention i miss skating. LOL. dumb jian en doesnt skate. maybe i should go back to skates club. =/

then! we chat chat chat for very long. but chenye like very quiet. =/ oh well. but very fun! dumb steven kept making fun of me and maureen. and he kept poking my face! and he told maureen to do her work halfway then press "alt + F4" LOL. then she dunno what it does. then i kept laughing. haha. then she found out. haha. i still remember in maple ppl were like "press esc, up, enter" haha! then we started talking about gunbound. =x i duno how to play gb. -.-" then we started talking about chenye during camp.. something about digimon? "CONNECTED!" *pervertic face*

hmm.! then my parents drove marcus and i home! wheee! i love drivers. haha! maureen so lucky pls! chen ye drove her home. =( but poor steven took the bus home. to his bedok north ave 1 home. 3rd level. DAMN IDIOT! kept saying my dad sucks cos of the lifts in HDB. LOL. then he complain so much about the HDB lifts.. then.. he say he live 3rd level. RAWR! then marcus was complaining that time steven made him go 6th floor then walk down. LOL! LOSERSTEVEN. and delete that pic from ur phone pls! rawr! haha!

ok. as you all can see. im super bored. im colouring up this entry. LOL.

pics from thursday at IKEA!





friday~

the to-be-tallest HDB building!

today!

steven took the sausage design one cos he said it was gonna be wrong for me to take it. then he poke it there!! LOL. and it wasnt intentional! haha!!!


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Sunday - 2008/10/19 - 16:27:48


veryveryveryboredpls!

i didnt do a lot of things today.

the hilight of the day was.. decorating chen ye's blog! haha!

i just added music and tagboard and a verse of words lah. haha. cos. after changing his layout 3 times for him, he decided the default was best. LOL. oh well!

another hilight was multiple msn convos! sherwin jianen sam lynette chenye charles. okay. not a lot. but. its a hilight of my veryvery boring day. haha.

my itunes is being emo. rawr.

hmm. i think i have an emotional problem. -.- PEOPLE pls call me out so i'll remain sane!

and i've been so bored, i've been blogging more than usual! look!

15 entries in a week! and yesterday had 4 entries! cos i was home most of the day! rawr! and these entries.. had colour added to them!

i need a life. =(



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Monday - 2008/10/20 - 00:20:04


MMSP!

okay. i had an eventful dinner. but. i shall blog about that another day. cos im lazy to upload pics. and i guess you can see it's a colourful entry. cos im bored. but still not bored enough to upload pics. haha!

first up! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!! my bro is 29!

okay. so since im not gonna blog about my dinner and a chef who flirted with me... hahaha.

i shall blog about MMSP! [those not from SP, or dunno what it is...] Mr & Miss Singapore Polytechnic !

okay. maybe you're like.. why? you also not in committee, also not pretty enough to qualify pls? haha. its cos.. 4 of the 10 contestants are from Sports Club! woots! sports club is pretty ppl club pls! either that or hyper. and yea. i fall in the latter category. =( haha!

okay. the MMSP website has posted up the pics of the contestants! and i have taken the liberty to steal the pics of the 4 from sports club. cos, well, they are the hottest from MMSP anyway. [im not being biased. check out the competition if you dont believe me. =p (omg so bitch sounding LOL but even chenye agrees pls!)]

and ya.. i know i have nothing to do with this event. but i think its quite fun to advertise for them! besides. im not doing anything else.. and uploading pics is tiring! =( haha!

okay. introducing, in alphabetical order, ladies first,

ALVINA!

hmm. shes the sweetest person i know. omg. i think shes like the most perfect a person can get. she's damn friendly, she can cheer anyone up, and she can get away with anything! she was damn great during ICE prep, making sure i was alright when she saw i was upset, even though she only got a few glances of me. and the others didnt even notice. met her during last year's FOC, and she was just so friendly with everyone, even me, and i wasnt in her group. she was always there when i needed a friend. and she is funny and smart. and she has a great bod ;) LOL. and she's damn fashionable. and this pic features her and her trademark tiffany & co necklace! *jealous* haha! and she is just the best person ever! loves! =))

XUEYING!

i dunno her well enough cos i only met her once.. on the way to school with marcus and steven~ oh! she's an east sider! so she rocks. LOL. she seems really nice. and forever texting someone. haha.

MARVIN!

he is very... LOL. haha. i dunno what else to describe him! he usually waves to me from T20 when im in T21. and he dresses up damn cool-ly. and he is very funny. and he poses in the weirdest ways. haha. and i rmb he designed a rambutan for his project LOL. but a veryvery cute rambutan. it had a face! LOL. he's spastic-ly funny! and very entertaining! haha. oh ya. and he plays soccer. thats all i know =/

SHAHRIL!

okay. i dunno ANYTHING about him cos i doubt i've even ever seen him LOL. but i know him as BA. and he's a damndamn good singer! last year sports club had an outing to SP Superstar to support his singing! and apparently he was damn good! so thats all i know. haha!

so i conclude, sports club has the highest percentage of chioness in SP. haha! and hot bods. cos all most play sports. [im one of the lazy few who dont. haha!]


okay. change topic.

matsui toshihiro. today i learnt a lot about you. and im gonna move on. thank you sherwin and lynette for being soso supportive. i will do my best. and forget this whole year of drama ever happened. im gonna move on from losers. im gonna... omg. i dunno what im gonna do. im like breaking apart. i dont even know where i type until. so i shall stop.



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Tuesday - 2008/10/21 - 08:33:19



just to say... im gonna be late for school! and i havent done my tutorial. and my tutorial is the first lesson. boo.

hiro.. im forever online on msn. my phone is forever on. im forever at home at night. you know i will never ignore a nudge or a call or you at my doorstep, and i know you never liked it when things went public. so please dont start an arguement on my tagboard. if you wanna scold me, you know where you can find me. dont drag my friends into this. and dont taint your hate and negative feelings on this very cheerful blog. i guess the guy hormones in you will always wanna win. so there you have it. you've won. you have made me delete msges on my tagboard, and write an entry to you, and be late for school. well at least you have centre stage now. no more of that little crammy space in my tagboard right? hope youre happy now.

and for the record, i never said i knew you, i just learnt more about you. "when in fact they never really knew me deep inside." right?


oh theres so much more i need to say. but school's more important now. =) i even sleep early! enough to get at least 7 hours of sleep. i rock pls. =D haha! okay. time to rush! it's TUESDAY! winter wear and heavyass bag day!



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Wednesday - 2008/10/22 - 00:45:10


neopets!

melody has got me hooked onto neopets!!! rawr!

hmm.. dont really have mood to blog/sleep. so i shall. watch wangzibianqingwa. [yes, again!] xD and neopets! ciao!

oh wait. lemme blog about my bro's bday! haha.

went to aquamarine at marina mandrin hotel.! seafood buffet!

the chef was exceptionally nice. he made sure i got my beef tepanyaki along with my chicken yakitori. and he gave me a lot considering it was for one. xD i kept telling my mom i was cute that day. haha! and my brother kept gagging >=(

then when i was going for the desserts he was like "desserts alrdy ah?" then i was like.. "haha ya." then.. i felt like getting smth hot.. so i looked through the appetisers. then he was like "i thought you are still gonna hit the appetisers." then i was like "yah. i want something hot. im looking for the soup..." then he guided me to the soup area.. then he got a bowl for me. haha. and he was like "you here with your dad? boyfriend?" then i casually mentioned "oh. my brother's birthday.".

THEN! my bro ate too much so he went for a walk around the hotel.. then the manager guy kept waiting around our table.. wondering where my bro was.. and he offered us tea/coffee.. then.. my mom ordered tea but it took forever to come.. then my bro came back.. then they served the tea.. haha. and they sang happy birthday for him! along with a FREE cheesecake!!! xD HAHAHA! so cute!!! then my bro gritted through his teeth "ma.. did you say anything!?!?!" LOL. hahahaha!

thank you jeffery siew of aquamarine restaurant.! i have successfully malu-ed my bro.! LOL. pictures! xD then back to my wangzibianqingwa!

cute utensils!



mini tobasco sauce! for oysters. but omg SO CUTE!

slipper lobster vs. oyster!!! prawn vs. baby lobster!!!

prawn vs. my head! HAHA! LLOYD! i thought of you when i saw the prawns k! haha!

sour ice cream. but made me very happy! got strawberry and cinnamon sprinkles! xD!!

i thought of terence when i saw Lurpak butter!

soba with seaweed overkill! muahaha!

how people on a diet eat salads!

wasabi dessert. HAHA. just kidding.

fondue and icecream! loves!

happy birthday bro! xD!!! muahaha!

xD! FREE! but its a buffet, so its not really a big deal. but at least they had the heart to! xD!!

from monday!!



heart shaped water droplets!


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Wednesday - 2008/10/22 - 22:25:12


MELSWEE LOVES HER FRIENDS A LOT AH!

today.. i just felt really grateful for my darling friends, whether or not i saw them or talked to them at all, i thought about those who have really been a great company all this time. so here, is yet another dedication entry!

to the one who has stood [more like lied down] by me these manymany months, thank you SHERWIN xD for everything! for never failing to be there for me to answer my phone calls, to reply my nudges, to hear me whine, to watch out for me all this while, and to guide me in my actions. for being just the cutest, funniest, most serious, darling-est counselor ever!!! love you to bits! thank you so much for just being there, all the time, everytime.! =DD

to joyce! so long never see you liao lah! omg! my long lost sister. =D cant wait to see you in club on saturday! and we will be graduated phase 1 pilots in training. LOL. sounds so pro pls! haha! thank you for your company during the holidays! and thanks for just being the greatest friend one could ever have! and your wonderful creativity. you will forever be my inspiration in anything artsy! xD! i love you loads babe! xDD

today i spent most of my time with the 07 girls! love you all so much. 9 of us, and still so close. thank you just for being who you all are. for being so easy to chat with. for the great times we shared, gossiping, playing o2mania in class, sending games to each other, online shopping, boy watching, bullying our 07 guys, teaching desmond and i how to speak chinese, complaining our class guys are damn annoying, going home together... jiaxin liming sili lianbei kaiting gina claradarling huiyan~! I LOVE YOU BABES TO THE FULLEST OF FULL!

to someone i met today after a gazillion brazillion [yes i know thats a citizenship haha!] years, he came to SP to watch water polo polite games! TERRY TANG I MISS YOU SO MUCH PLEASE!!! xDDDD!!!! haha. we have to meet up again and catch up lahh! even though i didnt talk to him much today, to be able to see him, made me just feel so happy!! and and i got a great big hug from him! i miss those hugs so much! and, i havent gotten a hug in quite a while =( but terry made my day! =D!

and to this girl who has been watching me all this while, and always reassuring me that she will be there for me. thank you so much husband sarah for those wonderful words of warmth. =) and always making sure im alright. thank you for being so caring. and even though we dont talk much now, know that i really admire you a lot, cos you're just the sweetest husband ever! =)

my lovely 03 classmates [the grp of 10! (haha we are like G10 =x)], thank you for always being there to listen to my rants, and giving me harsh but realistic advice. for the hugs and love! for the spastic and noisy times that jasmine will start. for the care you all show for everyone. for the comforting words to boost each others confidence, for always doing your best to make everyone feel comfortable and loved. =) jasmine tsuisan lloyd chenghong terence! you guys are <3!

my sports club friends! the girls, darling babes!! especially maureen alvina alyssa lina =D for those wonderful wide smiles and great kindness! love you all to bitbits! xDD and the guys who never fail to make me laugh/smile, lincoln, steven, marcus, leon, fariz, leonard, and especially the powerful looks of GLENN. HAHAHA! xDDD!!

and to uncletan! for all your old wise words, for cracking the dumbest jokes, and showing me the reality of life. for making me think more maturely, and for all your suaning which never fail to make me smile! =D

haha. and dumb terry says i know too many people. haha! what rubbish. he obviously hasnt walked through FC 3, 4, 5, 6 with me before. haha. i rmb ruiguang used to complain i know almost the whole foodcourt, and the people on the linkways. haha! [hai! 07 guys! i miss you all also!! awww. esp bullying chaocheebye, hsinghan, desmond, ruiguang, guan lin, charlton, kerwin, luchuan, joel!]

colourful entries are addictive! xD i cant help smiling! ok. i shall go back to disturbing sherwin! haha! love all my friends!!! and if you wanna blame someone for yet another boring dedications entry, blame terry! cos i miss him so much. haha. and so long never see him liao! 6-8 [not too sure ourselves] yrs of close friendship and counting!



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Thursday - 2008/10/23 - 17:41:53


a broken heart heals stronger.

today i overslept! im so sorry marcus!!! haha! when he called to tell me he was leaving his house, i just woke up. LOL. then i thought.. maybe i should chiong.. then i thought of my poor VS bottle i left in club ytd.. so i got up, washed up, rushed out.. and all in time for the first empty train! budden.. steven not ready yet. so we waited for the next one. LOL.

went to club to save my poor lil VS bottle. i couldnt open club at first.. then when i saw my bottle, so innocent and lonely, on the carrom board, i grew more and more determined to save it! after spending about 5 mins at the door, i finally got it open! and i saved my darling PINK Victoria Secret water bottle. i love my bottle k. haha. its BIG. and its branded LOL.

then.. by the time i reached FC6, no time to have breakfast.. but i was starving to the max. so i bought finger food up to class..

tutorial was great. omg. i love my FF tutor. she makes FF sound so easy and interesting! xD FF tutorials rock! xD

then was MA prac. *shudders* i have no idea what is going on actually. haha! oh well. i need to ask for help. "help please?"

then i went to tanjong pagar to meet ricky! xD! thank you for your FF textbook! very heavy leh! haha. then we had lunch, caught up abit.. he's having fun working now, and im.. still in school. haha! and then i went home! whee~!

okay. not a very eventful day i know. but i enjoyed it! =D

clara's dolly keychain is damn pretty!

steven's X cut. from playing the pokepoke game with a penknife and while in lab. LOL.

thank you brandon for the bonbons!

MARCUS FINALLY HAS BIG EYES LEH!


anways, i was reading mars and venus starting over by john gray. and i thought this little extract rather interesting~. =)

 

After the loss of love, some people do thrive again. Many are not so successful. After spiraling down to the depths of despair, they never make it out to the other side. To various degrees and in different ways, they continue to suffer their loss. Aware of the pain of losing love, they hold back from fully opening their hearts again.

 

Others, who appear to have let go, sometimes really haven't. They believe they have successfully moved on, but have done so at the cost of closing the door to their hearts. To avoid feeling their pain, they have moved on too quickly. As a result they have numbed their ability to fully feel. Without realizing it or recognizing how they did it, they have closed up. They carry on in their lives unable to feel the love in their hearts. Their ability to grow in love and happiness is stunted.

 



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Thursday - 2008/10/23 - 23:46:55


HSM3! Class Tee designs!

first on the list, lets talk about my class teeshirt design. if you wanna vote for your favourite design [you dont have to be from my class, course, school, age group, or even of the human race] tag my board for the best design, and class details! thanks!

 

and next up, HSM3! has a competition going on and i featured a picture! the competition is on JUMPSHOTS! xD!! and we [sports club] took a hell lotta jump shots in genting and i thought i would feature them! PLEASE VOTE FOR US!!! xD

this is our picture on the website!

VOTE NOW!!! xD thanks!

okay. lemme get back to argueing with dennis that i should sleep at midnight. and argueing with sherwin that im not ignoring him! LOL. xD nights all! loves!



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Sunday - 2008/10/26 - 04:21:37


happy happy melswee!!

whee! I'm super happy now :) cause i'm blogging! Haha. I'm watching forgetting sarah marshall with club! Very nice leh! I watched before, but it's nice to watch again! Anyway. I'm hanging out with sherwin sam and dalong! They are SUPER nice la. Ok. I'm blogging with sherwin's phone so i can't see what i'm blogging now. So. I shall stop :)



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Sunday - 2008/10/26 - 11:17:50


PARTAY CAMP!

wheeee! lemme blog.. cos i havent been online since.. friday!! omg! this must be a record man.. haha.

friday.! after UCCD i had to escort the mascots [haha] around FC6! it was fun! i was with the elephant and the zebra! and we crashed lectures and tutorials, visited offices, walked around the foodcourt, handed out flyers, took pictures!! very fun!! xDD! tuesday again! sherwin was damn nice leh! he had break since 10.30 and he accompanied me to walk around with the mascots until 1.. even though he got no CCA points or LOA! xD!! so nice hor! haha! anyways, it case youre wondering, im advertising for a show by Singapore Poly's School of Cultural Arts and Social Sciences [the new sch, CASS] everyday tuesday at 8.30PM on okto! xD

then... i had GEMs with sherwinnnn!! we had to look at adverts and give comments.. very.. unrelated to the module.. but oh well. easy lah! xD and i took up the whole 2 hours! >=(.. then.. rushed back to MLT12 for CRAA~! then. went to boon lay with clara and huiyan and liming! huiyan and liming went to cut their hair! haha. then fatfatboy sent me home~ xD

and then i reached home around 6.. and i slept at 7... and slept all the way until next day 7am! haha. and i went to SYFC for cert presentation. oh but before i blog about SYFC, i met sherwin at outram and he was so sweet to help me bring my clothes and sleeping bag to school first..! and since my ipod ran out of batt.. he actually lent me his ipod leh! omg! haha! so nice right.!! haha.

then i went to club.. had lunch.. caught up with my coursemates.. took pictures.. ate more.. free food! xD and i did smth veryvery daring! i asked GM a question.. actually, he asked the theatre "any questions?" then i was like "got joyride?" haha! then he say yes! he say non PPL can join alumni and can have joyride!! wheeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I WANNA JOIN ALUMNI!!! xDDD~!!! [especially cos their shirt got glitter thread!! shiny leh!!!!!!!]

then.. i met fatfatboy at clarkequay and we went to number 1 costume shop! wahh! i wanna go as sailor girl!! like sailor moon! chio leh!!! haha! or a vixen or something. haha.

then.. had chocolate fondue! xDxD chocolate makes me super happy pls!! xD thank you! and i ate all the strawberries!! strawberries make me super happy too!! xDD thank you fatfatboy! xD

then i made my way to school for the PARTAY CAMP!!!! xDD!! it was very fun! for everyone! haha. BA sang! and omg he's good at singing pls! ahh!! vote for him for MMSP k! or marvin, and alvina or xueying!! sports club CHIO! haha! then we had PIZZA dinner and BEEHOON!

then i got gastric. =(

dalong very nice leh! he accompanied me to moberly, refilled my bottle, poured a cup for me, and watch me eat my beehoon! thank you dalong!! xDDD~~!!

oh! then i went back to club, more high! and ryan showed me his lighting system and sound system he had set up for disco night! and i danced by myself to womanizer.. lol! and glenn and leonard was like O.O LOL. then.. more ppl came in and i retreated to the corner of the sofa and emoed. LOL.

then we had angels and devils! i was the walker, along with fariz.. i had a really bad stomach ache so i couldnt be chaser! =(( i just had to make sure there were no extra or missing heads in a group. haha. fariz took care of the centre of the school, like FC3, 4, 5.. and i walked W1, 2, 3, 4, 5, T1, 1A, 2, 3.. until 8? all my myself leh! in the dark! haha! then michelle's group saw me and she was like "wah, melswee walk here alone ah. she very steady leh!" then i heard "...stingy leh" LOL. then i was like "eh.. i walk alone then stingy?" HAHA! i was super sehed at that time alr lah! it was like.. 1am plus?

angels and devils finished at 2.. then we had disco night in club and movie marathon at dance@mob! but dalong, sherwin, sam and i went to dover MRT 7eleven for cup noodles!! xD sam and sherwin so rocks pls! sam treated me to coke! and sherwin forced me to eat cos i had gastric..! lol. which reminds me.. i owe sherwin a lot of money! 30cents for my water, 1.60 for cupnoodles, and his 20 cents he passed to me. LOL. then we sat at MRT and had our cup noodles!

then.. went back to school and i wanted to use the internet on sherwin's phone.. so i was so distracted i was walking at super slow speeds. haha. then sam and sherwin had to keep waiting for me.. and sherwin let me hold his arm so i know where the steps were! sam and sherwin made sure i didnt bump into the benches along FC5! haha. i was walking slanted to the left.. lol. then i was sooooo close to the bench and sam was shouting "STOP!" lol. then i look down.. the bench was at my knees. LOL

went to shower. this was very entertaining!! whiteboy, leonard, leon.. and dunno who else lah.. all went to shower at the female toilet! with maureen. and later i joined. LOL. damn funny, cos female toilet never so fast but noisy before! haha! then sherwin went to strip inside the female toilet -.-! cos he wanted to wear the shirt he lent me. =/ so he striped off his SP jacket to change. haha.

we made our way to dance@mob for movie marathon.. and it started getting crowded so i went back to club to take my sleeping bag to go mug@mob to sleep.. but club was already empty.. so i just fell asleep on the sofa.. thank you leon for lending me your jacket!! so weida pls! club was SUPER cold, and he never use, he let me use leh!! xDDD~

was woken up this morning by wakeup calls from sam cos he and sherwin was looking for me. haha. and sherwin's phone and wallet was with me. then sherwin went back to dance@mob.. and i stoned outside with alfie and afrohairguy[lol cant duno his name] then i went to mug@mob with afrohairguy.. and i slacked with sam while waiting for sherwin.. then i went to find leon to thank him for his jacket.. then he was sharing a quarter of a sleeping bag with maureen lah! omg! i feel so bad pls.. so i passed him back his jacket.. then maureen say she cold, even though she already had the whole sleeping bag, then leon pass her the jacket leh! omg! leon so weida!!! *kudows!*

then.. went to dover with sam and sherwin.. then sherwin left his shoes in club. so we tapped out. LOL. and went back. and glenn and charles joined us on the way back =) thank you sherwin for your ipod until outram, glenn until lavender [and you tried to pull it out of my ear and urs came out instead. haha. i got earrings to hold them in place =p] and charles till bedok! xDD.

so this concludes my past 3 days.. but lemme thank 4 veryveryvery rockass people!!

the BIGGEST [the biggest font size available anyway] THANK YOU to SHERWIN! cos he was soo sweet, to meet me in outram, carry my clothes and slippers and sleeping bag for me to school while i went to SYFC. and for lending me your ipod!! xDD!! and then, when i arrived in my SYFC uniform, for lending me your shorts and Surewin jersey! thank you sososo much!! you are the bestest friend ever!! <3s! xDD

THANK YOU OH JA! for forever entertaining me! =D for always making me smile! haha. for making sure that im alright!! xD its so great to be able to chat with you after such a long time! =DD and someone to high with me! haha!

THANK YOU NICHOLAS DALONG! cos he was so sweet to accompany me and talk to me when i was down. =D you rock pls! and for letting me know how weird guys think and react. LOL. cant wait till tonight's drinking/gaming session at your place~~ wheee! xD

and finally, last but not least, THANK YOU LEON! for being soso WEIDA and lending me your jacket, for advising me for ITP. haha. and for letting me have the couch! even though you were so red from all the drinking! xDDD

ok. pictures! a lot k. haha.

OOPS! gives very good food! got chilli tofu, fried fish, veggie, duck, and chicken! not bad leh! haha!

zhenfeng and his dumb specs. then i got bored waiting for duty.

he was telling me smth but because i kept having this face on he couldnt resist and couldnt continue talking. HAHA.

the mascots!! xD!

getting eaten by the BLUE HIPPO!!

BLUE HIPPO'S TAIL! HAHAHA!

inspirational astronaut hippo shot! HAHA.

really look like NASA. haha!

elephant!

liming and huiyan!

the air force accepts you if you are both male and female! haha!

do not drink the soap dispenser. [haha. okay i admit it says "water from tap"]

this guy look like NG CT! LOL. the poorer younger darker less-eyebrow version!

bat mobile!

chocolate fondueee!! xDDD!!! thank you fatfatboy!

ba singing! im yours by jason miraz. then i plucked flowers for him leh!

adriel: "first solo."

bangbang sherwin!

7wonders farid adriel maureen!!!

 

groping...!

flicking of nipple!!

 

 

 

maureen had to dig her hands into their armpits!

and they had to rubrub! ew!

 

maureen and me! xD

marcus climbed up!! then he had the problem.. "how to get down?"

ryan's lighting! nice leh!

afrohairguy's butt!

chek chek gorek!

LOL marcus!

 

 

good posing timing! haha! maybe cos it runs in the DBF blood! haha!

 

surewin and sherwin! xDD!!

that's SAM! posing as KENNY from southpark!! HAHA!



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Wednesday - 2008/10/29 - 01:14:05


again


Music Playlist at MixPod.com

again - faber drive

underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
it always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
it always killed my pride inside.
it always wastes my time
again, again.

again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again.

underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades. (all of mine just fades)
no, i don't feel what i felt before.
i'm back inside this cage.
again, again..

again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again.

again i burn, and take it all.
but inside my head, i hate the world,
because, i don't know (don't know)
i let go.
again, again.

underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades.
again, again.

again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again.

again i burn, and take it all.
but inside my head, i hate the world,
because i don't know (don't know)
i let go.
again, again.

again.

sherwin got me hooked on this song! =( so emo. =(



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Thursday - 2008/10/30 - 00:44:19


WAKEBOARDING ROCKSASS!!!

wakeboarding rocksass pls! hahahaha! but before i blog about my wakeboarding experience, lemme cover my deepavali and yesterday!

DEEPAVALI WAS CATAIN CALEB OUTING DAY!!! xD!! EVERYBODY turned up! all 13 of us! whee! so fun k!! we didnt know if we wanted to go for a movie or kbox, so christopher was damn funny pls.. "so lets go for a musical!" HAHA and just nice got HSM3 right? LOL. hahahaha. but we went to kbox instead! oh! then i went to the arcade with bryan toh and he won a little hamster with that kiapkiap game!!! im his lucky charm!!! xD!! haha. and after he left he won another bigbig monkey! haha!

i sang a lot of english songs! and i recognised a few chinese songs! haha. christopher and i were guessing chinese words. LOL. we were like "that word is 'wo'!" "i know! i know! yi, er, san!" HAHAH. cos he took french after pri 3. hahahah. then. since everyone wanted to go off. so we went home!

TUESDAY was back to school day~!!! hmm. i dont really remember anything. er.. OH YA! mascot day! haha. ya. thats how i spent my school time. then i rushed down to TM to meet brandon for dinner! then we decided to watch TROPIC THUNDER!!! so now, i finally get the line on tsuisan's blog. haha. viet congs and chineses. haha.

TODAY IS WAKEBOARDING DAY. omgomg I GOT SO MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT WAKEBOARDING!!!!!! xDDDDDDDDxDxDxDxDxDxDxD!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to school in a razorback and shorts, then i wore my SPSSC white jersey over cos cold. and i wore specs! haha. i looked smart k! =DD haha but everyone looked so much better than me pls. huiyan and jiaxin wore dresses with heels. clara wore a JAPAN num jersey. okay. so like everyone. i cant really rmb. haha. but wth! haha.

then met jian en and we headed to pasir ris beach. met his friends at the bus inter and one of them was like "sports club..." then i was like "o.o how you know?" "your shirt lah..." HA. okay.

the boat went to shore to pick us up then we sailed out! then we wakeboard(ed?)! haha. i was the first to go! i learnt how to stand siam the wake. lol. so ya. i didnt really wakeboard.. more like board. hahah! but ed the instructor, was really nice to me! and i got it pretty fast! but i got tired really quickly as well~

jian en was next and he went on practicing his 360. quite pro leh! omgg!! so cool!! rawr!!! i wanna learn moremoremore!! xD

then a thunderstorm came so we watched the lightnings and planes in the sky~! so cool k. haha. then the wind calmed down and nyzam and abdulah had their turns!

nyzam and abdulah were more pro k! very cool! haha. okay. then back to my turn and since the rain stopped not long ago, the water was crystal clear, smooth like jelly! veryvery beautiful! so i had a really good time siaming the wakes. haha! it was so clear when i was on the water it seemed like such a pity to marr the flawless texture of the water with the board. OH WELL!

then jian en went again.. he tried more new tricks. flipside? or smth? kinda scary and cool! haha! and when he falls its like he's getting eaten by the water while standing. kinda cool. haha. i wonder how i look like when i fall. then the wind got stronger and nyzam and abdulah couldnt do their 2nd set.

WAKEBOARDING IS TIRING K! rawrawrawr! my stomach, thighs, ankles, shin, arms are sooo gonna suffer tmr!!! =(

the trip back was beautiful! the speed of the boat, the cool fast wind blowing in my face, everyone talking cept me [oh my!] as i looked out onto shore, or watching the planes landing, or watching the sunset. all seemed so serene as if all the sound was blocked off from my ears [and i was water logged anyways].

went to the shipyard or smth.. a dog chased us. prolly cos nyzam was eating my fries from macs. LOL. then we fed it fries with chilli. =/ haha. commented about the boats around, stared at the lexus parked there. parked the boat. they washed the boat. i went to shower. then ed drove us to white sands~ abdulah jian en and i had burgerking while nyzam went home~ jian en lost my watch! actually, nah. he forgot where he put it so he comforted me with "it should be on the boat. if not, waterproof right?" -.- dumbass put it in my bag anyway. LOL. then we went home! =D i love activities that are in the east! they are usually more fun and nature-ish!


OH YES. lemme claim my love for crumpler [coloured in my crumpler's colours!] here!

i brought my customised CRUMPLER out today! and guess what! ITS WATERPROOF TO THE MAX!!! xDDDDDDD I LOVE YOU CRUMPLER! haha! cos there was a thunderstorm.. so the waves were really big, and when the boat's bow was low, a wave could just pop in over our heads and splash us!! [cool lah! but sounds very drama right hahaha!] and since there was not much space left behind the windscreen, i just left my CRUMPLER next to ed.. and it got seriously wet! and my phone was right on top [in the bag lah]. then everyone was commenting about the price hahah. they say so expensive i still let it get wet. haha. then i opened up the flap, my phone, jersey, homework [damn!] everything!! ALL DRY!! xDxD!! just the flap SOAKING but inside DRYDRY LIKE GINSENG!!! muahaha! CRUMPLER IS LOVE!!! xD

 

i want a backpack for heavybag school days, but. emo. crumpler bagpacks are hugeass pls! lol. so i guess i wont be getting another crumpler this hols! haha.

 

but melswee, you know you want to! love, your conscience. muahahaha!


oh yes. im currently addicted to reading.! haha. sorta. i just finished "I'd Tell You I Love You, But then I'd Have To Kill You" and now im catching up with all those books i have bought since i started poly but havent had the chance to read! for now, its a pornographic book that was banned and then made into a RA show in 1981.

Lady Chatterly's Lover

quite hard to read. its like those ideal literature texts or something. haha. sometimes the english is super poetic, sometimes just plain horny. haha! oh well! will tell you all more when i finish it!! xD



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Friday - 2008/10/31 - 01:07:25


it will all get better in time.

I went wakeboarding yesterday!
I love cycling!
I can fly planes!

had SMART mini meeting today. haha. quite fun. good job abbas and gang! one of the games was to write 2 facts and 1 lie about yourself and read it to your group, then people try and guess which is fake. haha. only forgel could guess correctly lol. abbas and forgel know i can fly! hahah. not bad. ok. i know i cant really fly a plane anymore, but i once did k. =D haha.

and the fictional information is "i love cycling!" cos.. i cant even cycle!!! yes. what idiot can skate, wakeboard, cable-ski, dance, fly planes, be a total bitch and more, and yet cant cycle right! LOL.

then we played some game like charades, but pass from one to another. my group and the rival both got perfect scores leh! not bad hor! haha. tom and jerry was damn tyco. i think it was my momentary spastic mind that thought of that pls. LOL.

went back to club around 6.30.. and club was locked. so i went looking for a gazillion people for the key. thanks alvina! =D then i fell asleep while waiting for marcus! then marcus and debbie went to shower, and i slept summore, while i blasted my music.. and i didnt realise they were back. haha. then we left.!

went to bedok 85 with marcus! had satay and bakchormee. so sad k... marcus laughed at my fat stomach!!! =((( its like ROUND leh. omgomgomg! then we walked home, and marcus gave me a kinder bueno!! thank you marcus!!! xDDD

oh yes. i havent blogged about what happened before SMART meeting.

class started at 8. ended at 11. rotted in library until 2 with jiaxin, then she left and i emoed alone until 3.30 and decided to go to club. had KFC. went back to club. made nicholas khoo headbutt regina [damn funny lah]. wanted to go off alr then...

SHERWIN CAME INTO CLUB!! xD hehe! sherwin brightens my day!!! =DD

oh ya. sam came into club also! but for like a nanosecond. so he half cheered me up!! =)!

then adriel came in with marcus. and adriel and sherwin started a pillow fight and somehow i got dragged in! rawr! sherwin lah. rawr "i swear, if you throw at me, she will get hit!" WHAT KIND OF RUBBISH! so adriel threw at sherwin and sherwin punched me. -.- what a non-gentleman lah!

then. cos of sherwin. i was late for the SMART minimeeting. haha. not really, but i didnt turn up on time, but they didnt start on time either. haha. and dumb dave was telling sherwin not to return me my wallet! rawr!

ohh! i met sasi in SMART. he was also at ICE! he commented about my YO MAMA! skills! i think i rock! muahahaha.!

its the people who can put a true smile on my face that keep me going. thank you =)



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Friday - 2008/10/31 - 01:26:52


WAKEBOARDING PICTURES!

ok. pictures from the whole week! enjoy!

monday

jovan's mp3 background image so sweet pls!!! AWWWW hahha!

tuesday

rabbit mascot!

looks like some secret society club house hor! haha. its just SP pools la! haha so chio hor.

lloyd's drawing is DAMN CUTE PLS!

wednesday wakeboarding!

so i showed the drawing to sili and she attempted to copy!

empty trains are love! and when they have foggy windows, they are soooo cool! [no pun intended.]

future law students during BLAW tutorial. FUN LEH BLAW!

SO COOL LAH!!
ok. lemme place a warning here.. the following few pics will be pretty plane-ish and loads of scenery. but i already removed LOADS of pics i took! haha!

i think thats jian en. LOL.

 

nyzam, jian en, abdulah. this shot actually looks kinda pro hor. haha.

 

sidetrack! who cares about the wakeboarders when you have planes overhead!

i think this is nyzam. not too sure. but too pro to be jian en. haha.

 

 

okay, its not sidetrack liao. its toptrack! hahaha!

 

contrails!!! xDD

 

since this pic has totally no relation to planes or wakeboarding, its nexttrack. HAHAHAHA. funny lah.... =( but the water is super effing chio pls!

and i think this is abdulah? not too sure. haha.

sidetrack!

next track!

coolass effect!

blur, but cool leh.

not perfect, but pretty nonetheless. =)

thursday

chicken and pork SATAY!!! =D

and that goes very well with a big bowl of bedok 85 bakchormee!!!



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