hello!

my wifey is staring at how i type right now.. and we're watching 27 dresses while waiting for brandon to come over.. and she said she wanted to change LOL.

hey! she just twittered. LOL.

hellooo!im-not-gonna-use-my-spacebar-cos-jassy-is-still-asleep!okay,blogging-like-this-is-pointless-and-not-to-mention-tiring.

somefoodforthought.

The Guest House
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
- Jelaluddin Rumi

after bklaw paper ytd, as usual, my wonderful class stayed back in the exam hall. every exam, without fail, we will always be the last to leave!! lol!! so cute! it's like we cant get enough of the exams. hahaha.

bklaw was difficult =( the questions werent even in simple engrish!!!

jassy and i had studied sssoooo much for bklaw, she started reciting "reasonable scare and kill" instead of "care and skill" HAHA. and i was like "so the blank" instead of "bank" -.- STRESSSSS!!!

anyways. we studied a lot this past week! very proud of myself! more than i have everrrr studied!!! jas stayed the night for corporate finance and banking law, brandon and kenny came over to study. brandon is Clayton's god.. cos he understood that chapter easily! rawr!!!

i smsed charlton, "i hate your brother, Clayton." and he replied "i hate him too. i wish he was never born." LOL. funny right? ^^

after corporate finance, our celebration was to hit ION and we watched the proposal.

after investment, jas and i went over to llyods. studied a bit. flirted with a jap girl a bit. went to a mall after. =D

yesterday while staying back in class we took pics with lloyd polaroid camera!! so cuteee!! xDD then we went to have sakae buffet at park mall! fatfat!!!

today we had a double date! tsui san and cheng hong, me and terence!! haha. hit arab street [AIYA! FORGOT TO GO HAJI LANE!], bugis street, ION, wisma, and far east! funfun =D cant wait till next outing!! so eggciting.

alrights mummie calling me for dinner. later need to pack for hong kong!!! loves!

funny. i was about to blog about my sister coming back in 2 and a half hours. then sean kingston sings over my itunes "somebody call 911!" hahahaha!!

yesyes! new layout. i know. lazy and nothing nice about this layout. but the simplicity [or not] of it appeals to me. =)

actually, my inspiration came from this song. take a moment to read the lyrics. reminded me of people who strive to find the perfect someone else, and also people who work so hard to please others. "Work your ass into an early grave." reminded me of how i kept mugging for the past 2 weeks. so this song is pretty much my life for the past few months. enjoy.

Curtis Stigers - To Be Loved

Watch your manners
Watch your weight
Be a good boy
Just behave
What's wrong with you?
Settle down.
Keeping two feet on the ground.
sit up straight
stand up tall
Never falter
Never fall
Stay in school
Make the grade
Never fail
And never fade

Be a hero
Be a star
Anything but what you are
Find a girl to possess
Always pay, pursue, protect
Be a master
Be a slave
Work your ass into an early grave

But you deserve to be loved
You deserve something real
Time to heal
Time to feel

Daddy's favorite little girl
Dress up in your momma's pearls
Serve us breakfast stay`n in bed
Earn a little kiss on the forehead
You are sugar
You are spice
You are growing up so nice
Paint your nails
Paint your face
Paint around the empty space

Find a man that can provide
Try and fill the hole inside
With a family and a home
Tell yourself you're not alone
Keep your memories of yourself
In a shoebox on a closet shelf

But you deserve to be loved
You deserve something real
Time to heal
Time to feel

But you deserve to be loved
You deserve something real
Time to heal
Time to feel

You deserve to be loved

alright. dinner time. then airport. then alvina's farewell and sherilyn's birthday! busy me.

lemme just say that.. i have not eaten so much in my whole lifee!!! im gettttting FATFAT!!!!!!!! and im not even in hong kong yet. tskkkk!

hmm.. friday after picking my sis up from the airport, i went for alvina's farewell and sherilyn's birthday! those 2 drinking devils are... devils! hhahhaa. i remember singing to Fire Burning with idy.. haha! and then supper with steven nicholas jian and sutra at burger king and i was singing i think. LOL. then my parents sent sutra home.. and i remember singing Fire Burning in the toilet and my mom was like "did you drink? so high..!" hahahah

okay.. then i dont remember much. i remember steven going "meet my friend, jack. his surname is daniels." hahaha

saturday was entertaining too! went to funan to buy a laptop for my sis.. and headphones for my dad. then clarke quay for dinner. had Izakaya, and since my brother and his bunch of friends frequent that place, we ordered stuff that werent even in the menu. hahaha. then my brother and i went crazy in Medi-ya. we spent 8 bucks each on a small bottle of lemon juice and ketchup. and my mom was furious! LOL. then we played tofu fountain!! hahaha. and my sis and bro fell in love with this sour drink that even i felt was sour..

this sour drink is damn cute.. small can. when my brother wanted to try i was chanting "DA! DA! DA! DA!" [i think cos of the previous night's drinking activities] and he did. LOL. and he gave that screwed up face after. HAHA. and we were all laughing at him. hahhaa!!

then headed down to Marcus' for his farewell party!!!! super fun! and zomg his house is super nice lah!!!!!!! rawr! and to think, after knowing him for 2 years, and he's my neighbour, that was the first time i went to his place!! haha. omg his house is damndamndamn nice. and he has a Husky named Ash. and its the FATTEST, LAZIEST HUSKY EVER!!!! she wouldnt even bite cos too lazy to stretch to your leg. LOL SO CUTE!!!

his attic is linked to his 2 stories ROOM. wth. damn nice lah!!!

then marcus and i sent grace leonard and mark off and marcus walked me home.

then 5.30am he called to tell me they reaching my house. HAHA. so i went to join them and we went to the airport! saw more people.. all SP people.. and we sent him off at 7.30 and his aunt dropped me off at home! [not bringing out my EZlink card had its benefits. haha]

the forefeits at marcus' were.............. i shant say, ask me and i'll show you videos. but i dont want leon to kill me. HAHA.

today! my sis called when she was at city hall. then by the time i went down she already bought 2 shoes and dunno how many outfits. haha. then i went down with my dad and we met up with my bro and had laksa at sungei road [thanks joyce!!!] and i paid!!!!

then yakun kaya toast.

then my bro and dad went off to work and home, then my sis and i went for massive shopping at bugis street!! she bought countless tops and leggings.. then we went to iluma.. then we went to haji lane.. then bugis junction.. then met my mom at bedok to buy dinner home.

this was today's massive dinner: chicken and mutton satay, oyster omelette, hokkien mee, duck gizzard, half chicken, vege, fishballs... theres still 5 curry puffs and 2 fried chicken wings for supper.

IM GONNA GET SUPER FAT LAH. rawr! and i havent even factored in what im gonna eat in hong kong!!!! #$%^&*

okay. im off to blogshopping. cos today melswee bery guai.. never buy anything!!

I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to “move on” from a relationship.
It’s not like you are really going to “move on”, you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore.
That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you, and then you have to remind yourself again.

reblogged from:
52hearts.tumblr.com

got this off idy. and though it might sound logical in the initial stages of moving on, i truly believe that moving on is possible. but who am i to judge? i have never truly been in a serious relationship and moved on from it. ha.

im gonna watch true blood. i've finally gotten sick of twilight vamps. not cos i've had too much of them, but i have come to realise i have been in this fantasy of gentlemanly and humble and generous, and not to mention gorgeous and sparkly, vampires. i need a reality check, even if its not so real.

to tsuisan
cheng hong
jassy
joyce
junxiong
hiro

thank you for ur warm welcome homes!!! *jumps* 

and sherri on my tagboard! =D

i lovelovelove my friends!!! and people. dont expect souvenirs. cos.. im not one for buying them.. hell, i dont even know if i got the spelling right. hahaha. so.. only some got.. and its not how much i love you or whatever.. its just that if i thought of you when i saw it.. then i got it for the person.

yet in china.. stuff aint always pretty. it seems like the latest fashion trend is to be as ostentatious as possible.. with frills and bling... together! like eeeeww! super.. cheena. really. like buy from pasa malam kind.

so basically. i only got joyce something. hahhahaha. the rest.. i hope you still love me.. i'll buy you lunch!!! but you have to understand.. i only see joyce every 3240824918418 years! haha!!

this trip.. i have learned a lot of...

CHINESE.

omg. menus. are. in. chinese. wtf

hungry also dunno what to order!!!!!!! but at least i learnt 公仔面 is insant noodles. and i learnt how to write hor fun. hahaha. and a lot of those traditional chinese words. like..號! heh. watashi hua wen you jing bu desu!

and my dad.. heard me say watashi so many times.. he started saying it.. only he said it like wa tat shi. which sounds like canto for disgusting, and shit in english. LOL.

okay. i need a holiday for this holiday. anyone wanna go out wimmeeeeee!!! im freeeee!!!! [not literally]

and im FAT!! i ate a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pics up when my sis comes back tmr!

got hooked onto another heart calls after aaron lake sent a song to me which opened up my itunes.

my mood today isnt about songs and all today.. in fact today seemed so great.

yet sometimes, your mind thinks one way, then your eyes bring you to another path. one you didnt think of, or one you feared; either way, it was a path unfavourable to the mind. this cross in roads would then lead you to think, which way should you go?

on a side note, my toe is swollen.

hellohello.!! today [or yesterday] went for outing with my beloved class. omg i miss them so goddamnnnnnedd much!!!!

when i came down the stairs and jassy saw me she ran to me and we had a bigbigbigbighug!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH WIFEYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lovelove!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then hugged my girlfriend tsuisan!! xDDDD SO HAPPPPPPYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

oh ya. and we saw palam after the movie.

the movie was full of tits btw. LOL. the movie was okayokay lah.. like nothing much, yet i did like the concept of the show.. but they werent emphasizing on the complexity of the idea enough in the beginning.

so anws. dinner at hongkong cafe.. which served roti prata? in hongkong i only saw 1 shop with curry. LOL. i doubt they even know what is roti? LOL

dont remember much cept that i was bored and sitting across from ch. so.. there was a lot of suaning from jasmine and me. ahahha. the ostrich had a new haircut. cute and eggy. LOL. and monk-y. hahahahaahahah.

ch ordered pork rice smthsmth then i was like "PORK?! MONK CANNOT EAT PORK!!!!" and then the waiter also laughing with us. LOLOL. classic.

there were a lot of jokes going around. haha. mostly about his mole and his hair. haha. we were asking if we could add 5 more dots to look like the monk.. and how he looks like the doremon boy. HAHA.

i just remember i laughed until i cried. LOL.

dont worry ch! we still love you!!!! [less than ts though.. =p=p she our girlfriend too!]

then we played catching in orchard central. haha. it was fun! =D hope you guys werent too pissed with jassy and my running around!! hahahaha

went home.. webcammed with marcus. LOL. it was damn funny. he is damn lame.. he started the convo with chinaman dicks. LOL. then started saying my fingers are longer. LOLOLOL

then his roomate came in and i was like.. woah you both look damn romantic with the matching shirts. then marcus...

dont mind my huge shiny forehead. which reminds me..

i know why my face always so oily. cos i always lightbulb with ch and ts. so i have to be extra shiny. thus the oil. lololol.

okay. time to reply my tags. =)

Thu, Sep 10th 2009, 01:52 AM
joyce: oh! you found the sungei road laksa! nice or not?

not bad.. not easy to find though.. but i accidently ate a cockel [spell check?]!! i dont like!!!

 

Wed, Sep 16th 2009, 10:54 PM
sherrianne: SWEEEE! random but NG LOVES YOU! hahaha! XD

HAHHA not random!!! SWEE LOVES NGGG TOO!!!xD

 

Tue, Sep 22nd 2009, 11:35 AM
joyce: aww.. haha.. that's sweet (: and lol wat tat shi.. XD

LOL. you understand canto?!??! finally!!!

 

Tue, Sep 22nd 2009, 05:59 PM
xSam: boo!
Tue, Sep 22nd 2009, 06:00 PM
xSam: double boo!! =x

hellooo sam hengheng babuseng!!! HAHA!! updated ur linK! =))

 

Wed, Sep 23rd 2009, 12:27 AM
joyce: follow what you think is the best for you (:

haha. messaged you on msn. quick reply lehhhhh~ =((

okay. done. =)

i feel emptiness all around.

im bored. clearly. as you can tell with the number of entries in the past hour. LOL. anyways. i have a story to tell. and it shows that most men [yea i wont say all, cos some, that minority, are actually some of the best guys ever] are scumbags.

today some dude tried to hook me up. haha. long story short.. he asked if i wanted his number and i said no. LOL. and he asked me for mine and didnt give.. and i did come to realise it was a good thing.

cos i was on the train for my whole journey to town [he was on his way to jurong] and his previous calls were to a certain "Darlin". and he insisted it was his ex. haha. not that i bothered really.. he did ask me out for movies and supper but i kindly refused. haha

so funny the way fate works. on my way home and out of the MRT i saw him entering with his girlfriend no less. haha.

well im not trying to defame him and all, im just bored and this happened today. its his poor luck that i have nothing better to do today. [i've watched my gossip girl and himym] so, i shant tell the whole world he was wearing a pink shirt. and his gf is quite hot actually.

the purpose of this entry is.. i dunno really? letting me pen down my thoughts? i've come to see many types of guys.. some really nice, really sincere, and i do enjoy the friendship i had/have with them. some of the bestest guy friends shall have a shoutout now! haha. terry, brandon, aaron. =) none which i dated though. i have also seen the shadier personalities of guys, their cheating, their playing, their lying. why do they do that though? is the current girl not enough? then when will the current girl ever be?

knowing that there are guys like the latter out there, wouldnt girls be fearful of who they date? and its not like singapore is those open to many rs kinda place [im not complaining nor rejoicing. actually i do like it] this group of guys, saying they love the girl yet are able to toss her away like a piece of kleenex when times are bad, able to promise and break them ever so easily, able to cheat like their girlfriend, who is pining for them elsewhere.. able to use their girlfriend for money, sex, status..

i wont say i have had an extensive dating experience, or knowledge in guys. and i do know that the former group does exist, and i see that in some of my friends. yet i seem to attract/be attracted to the latter majority. oh cruel fate of mine. haha.

okay. its just me ranting. blahblahblah. i do love my life still =) especially my friends who have been so supportive of my decisions, yet snapping me back into reality when i needed it. =)

hello! i know my blog has been the most boring ever, with the lack of photos and the grey monotone layout. trust me! i will change that soon!!! =D

for now. lemme spam you all with the very overdue pictures!

without captions though. im watching true blood. =p.

kenneth tai was HEDGING against my weight!! cos i was eating wanton mee and popcorn in his class LOL.

chao ah lian face. borrowed ameila's headband!! pretty~

menses looking jelly in FC4

adriel's sock and my feet. LOL. went to eat at orchard central =)

the view.

to ikea after some paper:

geek twins =)

trip to ION:

peanut ice kachang

thats how many books i brought to study. how nerd!!!!!!

jassy and brandon over at my place to study!! and boltbolt using my ipod listening to jay chou! haha.

my nerdy specs i got with ts!!

and my brother went to wear it too! haha

meet idy and i after we met jack. jack daniels.

i thought it looks like jian. HAHA.

i think i was damn woosy. and took a pic of my ass with a plant as my "tail" while waiting for my mom to pick me up.

some coffee. straining the coffee process. at liang court. =)

izakaya food:

some damn cool bottles of stuff. damn ex! and my bro and i bought them. LOL. and my mom was scolding us! HAHA.

marcus' farewell party forefeits!!!!

christopher giving a hickey!!!

there was one forefeit that was even worse, but i dont have pics. lets just say crotches were involved. LOL. guy and guy lah~!! [i got the video!!! HAHAHA.]

pics from hongkong!!

this milk tea, the ICE is made of MILK TEA!! so that the taste wont dilute too fast!! PRO RIGHT!!!

package when i reached home!!

2 weeks worth of news!

i think its a viagric drink? read the words closely!! either that or they are marketing on the concept that sex sells. lol.

nice blue sky today =)

so is it open or closed?

lala!!! for dinner! but this one damn cute!! got mushroom in it then look like one white one black!

OH YESSS!!!!!!!! I CHANGED MY KEYBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but back to the same model lahh. hahahaa.

old and new pics!!!

see the old one!!!!! NO MORE KEYS ALREADY!!!

okay. end of entry! byess!!

heres a short yet entertaining convo.

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*grrrrr
Hiro - first an accident, then the fridge spoils.. ---- --- ----?                     [DEAD] says (9:54 PM):
*o.o
əəʍsləɯ says (9:54 PM):
*rawr!
Hiro - first an accident, then the fridge spoils.. ---- --- ----?                     [DEAD] says (9:54 PM):
*o.o
əəʍsləɯ says (9:54 PM):
**bish*
Hiro - first an accident, then the fridge spoils.. ---- --- ----?                     [DEAD] says (9:54 PM):
*o.x

rawr. hahaha.

today i went suntanning with my WHITE boyfriend. yep. did you know chinese are yellow but japanese are white? its like, they took the skin from angmohs and the features from chinese. either that or they have some technology that the world doesnt know about yet. haha.

so yep. he kept calling himself WHITE. hahaha.

speaking of white. my shoulder has become more tan! can see a strand of white hair there!! coolios!

and another white thing, a cool watch joyce showed me!

oh its really a cool site. i found something i really like! super cute pls. and summore since i got so many piercings i can wear this!!

yesterday was an entertaining day!

ts came over early and we made a present for terence using all my old mags dating back to 2004. cut of tons of men and pasted them. heh. hope you loved it!!! we love you terence!!

then jassy came over, then terence then kenny! watched gossip girls then big bang theory then the VMAs.

and we ate a lot of cheesecake [one macha and one lemon zest] ts fell in love with the potato salad and all fell for the cheesecake. all of which were done by my sis. then my bro cooked mongolian lamb and my aunt made curry and my uncle made kong ba.

jassy and kenny were betting what time ts would finish eating. hahaha. it was funny!!!

after a whole lotta food and cooking we were high on 3OH!3's Don't Trust Me. so everyone started taking a soft toy from my bed and we started a soft toy club.!! lameass vid to come out too! hahaha i was the most dead clubber, apart from terence who did the filming. =DDD

terence had to rush home to pack for KL trip! have fun there with tengteng and lloyd!! will miss you 3 =D

then slacked with my nieces who were celebrating the mooncake fest. with their hello kitty, thomas the train and bumblebee transformers lanterns. i think they are really the cutest things ever [the kids, not the lanterns.]

my dining room aired the Cars VCD and the front row was filled with all the kids, and my brother. -.- it was a funny sight. haha.

okay. im off. im tired and i have aaron's bbq to look forward to tonight! cya!

tags reply!

Thu, Sep 24th 2009, 10:29 AM
tsuisan: you are our shiny little cuite lightbulb!!! hahahaha.

LOL. that actually sounds like a nice title! hahahahahah!

Fri, Sep 25th 2009, 03:27 PM
joyce: <3 that coffeehouse at liang! :D but they snapple is like superduper ex lah! good place to study though (:

hahah. the coffee takes a bit to get used to. but medi ya fun!! one box of tissues like 7 bucks wth!! i wantttt!

hello! i had a great time with lake2 tan lee and seit! lake's brother is really smart. okay. food's great. fiona's cheesecake rocks. we played guitar hero.

thank you lake for inviting! and for the ribbon pig plush!! =D

okay. imma zzz. imma stoned. ciaos.

cool earrings!!! i wantt!!

hahah. kay. nights.

today out with jiatsai! and we saw e sai. haha. okay.

supposed to go watch movie, but we didnt. so just a date. walked arnd looking for sheseido lippie for my sis. finally got it at tangs.. 39 friggin bucks. for a lippie. gayy!! exp pls. =( bought it for my sis though. so headed down to tanjong to pass it to my mom. queued at post office for nothing. headed to vivo.

bought sai a piggy bank at mini toons to save money!!!, and sweets for myself. then just now on msn i realised the guy who served us was my maple friend. haha! he wanted to ask if i was melswee but paiseh i dont rmb him. hahahaha. lucky he never ask.. cos i wouldnt have rmbed. haha. but he saw my SP card and knew i was melswee alr. -.-!!

had bk, went to ps to meet the couple and the fungus lake. slacked arnd macs with sai and lake while couple was in the art shop. then home =)

my brother is flying off. gonna miss him loads. =( now im the only kid in the house. and theres no one gonna come in my door, take off his shirt and pose in front of my mirror, then start dancing to the songs on my itunes. come back soon kor!!

everything is turning upsidedown. friends leaving friends, family and other loved ones leaving me. bb, i just wanna say i will be here for you =) and to some others, i miss you.

okay. scamble off now kiddos, and get on with life.

waiting for GGs3e3 to be in. i shall blog in the meantime.

today. killer cab driver made the steepest of turns and jerkiest of stops.

ohya. i saw a couple with their lightbulb. i realised how awkward i must look like with ts and ch! *emo* but they called me their cute lil shiny lightbulb. hahah how could i resist being that? =D and ch even offered to be the lightbulb! awwww! hahaha.

hiro called me a 妖怪. tsk. dont think i dunno what it means k. rawr!

which is ironic. i was approached to audition for an upcoming horror show on channel 5. LOL. horror. GG lah.

and prudential approached to ask me to save money with them. ha. then i argued "time value of money! use money now!!! dont save! no value in the future." heh.!!

TMCC with joyce. planes, naming planes, curry chicken, more planes. =) then home =)

saw this and thought of chenghong. =x maybe his dad [from the way ts says it. haha]

cutest ever!

yoga photography =)

oh yes. tags replies:

Mon, Sep 28th 2009, 01:35 PM
joyce: LOL 107 year old virgin XD HAHAHAHA. seriously funnyyy. mediya rocks la. hahah..

mediya exp please!! omg!! when im rich im gonna buy that tissue!

Mon, Sep 28th 2009, 10:51 PM
sherrianne: omfg. edward cullen the 107-YEAR-OLD VIRGIN?! rofl.

LOL. 107 and still hot. HAHA

Mon, Sep 28th 2009, 10:52 PM
jasmine: ARE YOUR HAMMIES ALIVE? HAHAHAH <3

SURPRISINGLY they are!!! barely though. they have started to get very frightened of my hand! =(